Grabe. Malala. Todas.
I just came home from HELL.
Please. Anybody tell me now that this is HELL WEEK!

Namamaga ako. Seriously. I went to the derma and I wasn't expecting something bloody!!! Garabe. From this moment on, natatakot na kong hawakan yung face ko. Kasi I'm too scared to feel pain from my own fingers. Alam mo yung scared to the fact na baka simpleng haplos lang sa mukha ko, umiyak na ko sa sakit??

So that is what they call 'facial'? Hindi ko nga alam kung simpleng facial ba yung ginawa sakin? Para akong sinurgery. Lol. Am I exaggerating? overacting? o totoong seryoso lang talaga? Isa pa dun, I WASN'T EVEN WARNED! I lie down in that bed without knowing the torture! But now, I am laughing that I handled it. Though, it still hurts when I remember. I want to kick myself up so that the pain will stop. I wish there was anesthesia.

I keep on saying to myself na ganto na ba talaga kalala yung mukha ko at kelangan kong magsurpass ng gantong pain? It's as if there's this demon shouting, "SUFFER CHARMENN. SUFFER. or more likely, DIE CHARMENN. DIE.

I don't want to remember the exact happenings inside that sickly room. The thing was, THAT WAS HELL!!. And then before going away to that place, I am going through some parts every week, and the not-so-bloody part every four weeks. Talk about FEARS, PAIN, and MONEY!! I pity my parents. This should be heavy in their pockets. But they can't do anything. They want me to not be feeling any inferiority complex later in my life.

My dad explained that they are willing to help me amidst the crisis, just to refrain me from any unsuccessful vibes in the future. Well, the thing is, of course if I have an ugly face and not-so-high confident level, I won't be performing nice in the corporate world. If ever I will land in that portion of the world. Or in any aspect, it's a big matter if your problem is your face. So I AM FINE. Through all of that.

Bakit ba kasi ako pinanganak na may curse na ganto e no? I WANNA CURSE THESE PIMPLES. But I am just so lovable, di nila ako maiwan! Lol. I am going crazy despite the tear-jerking ouchness.

I was ashamed kanina. I can't hold back my tears. Ewan ko ba. Nahihiya ako. I felt, ako lang kaya yung ganun? But anyway, maybe Doc himself understood. Dapat lang no! :) I just wish this will result into something nice. I am so tired of all the future complications. This should outcome into something better.

I have been watching The Hills Season 3. I had one episode only since the net buffers soooooo slow. I'll just buy pirated dvds. I still have four days, ayt? And also, I watched an episode of the X Effect in mtv.com, it was funny but it pissed me though. Lol. Check it out yourself.

I hovered into channels and watched an episode from Grey's Anatomy! I had fun. I missed the funny episodes. I miss Dr. Grey, Christina, Burke, McDreamy, O Malley, KAREV!!! Wooot. Hot. And I forgot the name of Heigl in the show. :)

I downloaded new songs, particularly soundtracks from The Hills. They put a lot of incredible songs in that show, so lovely!

I found the new love of my life!!!! I was surfing for a good channel, when I hit Star Movies. I saw a half-naked man! And then I saw the face!! Oh my god pure hotness!!!!!! And then since I don't know his name, I searched it in the net. Unang-una pa lang tama na hula ko! Nagduda lang talaga ako, kasi iba itsura niya dun! It is JOSH HARTNETT!!!!! HE IS DEFINITELY HOT!!!! OMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFGoodness! He must be fake, he looks perfect! I wish he was Edward Cullen in the Twilight movie. The problem, though, is he has a bad boy image. I mean, Edward is pure good! And Hartnett suits bad action movies. But even though, his hotness matches Cullen! AWWWWWW Dead na deads na ko sa unggoy na yon!! POGE POGE POGE! GWAPENG GWAPENG GWAPENG ALERT!! I wish he's mine. Lol.

We'll be going to Manila tomorrow. :) I wanna have a good time. Though, I won't be able to watch Uno in Campus King and Queen [Casual&Sports Wear?] Uno, I'll watch the next time. (:

*Good I-Wish-No-Pain Night. (:

Labels: brave, hot, josh hartnett, pain, pimples, sembreak

I'm hating today, and I think I'll be hating tomorrow also. ALAM NYO YUNG NAUUBUSAN NA KO NG GAGAWIN?? Aroy. I feel so helpless in this world. I am dead bored, I let boredom smack me at the butt. Where is my substance?? All I did today was to get rays from the monitor, get color blindness from the tv, get lazy, big bones from the bed, and get cups of fat from platefuls of food! I think I slept in the midafternoon, I barely noticed, even though this is, I think, one of the longest afternoons in my life. Lol.

The sembreak starts to burn my candle off! I hate not having money, and not doing anything despite the laziness that's hugging me. Dapat pala magpapaped ako today, but the thing is, I was too crooked to get my ass off the bed and take a shower. ALAM NYO YUNG MAGULO AKONG TAO, NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN?? Lol. This is insane.

I don't have someone to talk to in the house, since my dad is still thinking about himself, roaming around the globe like a bachelor. My two fugly brothers still have their classes. Why is our school the only school having this one week sembreak? And and, this should spell fun! But why is it killing me to the nth irritation?

It was cold lying in front of the fan, was it raining? I yearned for the aqua blue blanket beside me. I flickered through channels and landed on ETC. I watched 'Parental Control', where these parents are itching to throw in the dumpster their daughter's boyfriend. The show is obviously scripted! Who will want to be shown in TV and be labeled as a loser, dumping garbage! I WILL, if there is money involved. ;p Well, look at me, I am totally desperate for some cash. My hand wants some crispy bills this time around.

I finished the show and then shoved into HBO. It's Harry Potter and Order of The Phoenix. Glancing at the clock, it was 3.30 and my youngest filthy brother is at home. Since I am a selfish kid, I hurriedly changed channels. I don't want him owning the TV just because he's seen the HP movie right at the spot.

Sayang! It was the perfect movie for the moment. Later on, I was enjoying my position in the bed, cuddled around a lot of pillows, and still the blanket on top of me, I stopped on Star Movies and knew that the movie is 'Just My Luck'. My other brother is addicted to that movie! And so, rather than watching it again, I looked for another good show. Ansama ko talagang tao! Pero anyway, pinagsalit-salit ko yung dalawang channels. Ako ang nahilo dahil sa sarili kong kaburautan, at WALA AKONG NAINTINDIHAN! Although naenjoy ko naman. HAHAHA.

Right now, I don't have anything to talk about. I'm still pissed, because of GLOBE. Bakit wala pa din akong signal na matino? Nawawala-wala pa din siya? Nakakawalang-gana tuloy magtext. I miss the texting-slash-GM world. Hay. I am an internet whore these days dahil nga sa mapaklang reason na yon. KELAN BA TITINO ANG MGA BAGAY PARA SAKIN? Is my luck backfiring? Is God telling me na tama na ang swerte sayo, taste the bitterness of this world naman? NO, IT CAN'T BE!

Tomorrow, I should be doing something different. Maghanap kaya ako ng taeng tatapakan, para maging swerte ako? O kundi naman, tumambay ako sa kahit na anong lugar at maghanap ng taong lalaitin para maging masaya! :DD I find myself boring. Nung nakausap ko nga si Franz yesterday, he was telling me that my life is so black and white. Wala man akong lovelife or anything. Pero I told him na I am happier with this than having a colorful one but with some sluts talking about me behind my back. And another, wala namang black and white na buhay, kahit nga ung mga prisoners in orange shirts, behind bars, naglelevel up pa din o kaya nagfifirst blood din in such circumstances. HAHAHA. This is insane.

Wala kaming kasambahay sa bahay. Ang nanay ko nagtatrabaho sa Manila. Kaming dalawa ng tatay ko ang gumagawa ng chores,,,, and I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH. I hope you know what I mean. Siguro naman hindi lang ako yung nakakafeel nito. Baka pati yung iba din kaso wala silang magawa dahil wala naman talaga silang magagawa, or they are mere people who are used to it. On a daily basis ba naman kasi! If I was given a choice, I'd rather go to school than be stuck with this chores no! Obviously, kahit sino naman, yun ung pipiliin. Although these days, it's been hard for us, I rather look at it as lessons and EXERCISE na din! Syempre, magbubuhay college na, I don't want to grow old knowing nothing with the household chores, kahit papano dapat may alam ako. Pero,,, talagang may hate side e no? Ayoko na! Alam mo yung nakakasawa din? Haha. AGAIN,, ALAM MO YUNG MAGULO AKO NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN? :DD I am a zany.

Okay, inaatake na ko ng backpains. This is a sign of enough computer. Pero how would you know it's enough e after this wala na kong gagawin? Should I sleep already? No. Sasayangin ko oras ko sa pagpikit ng mata, when there are a lot of beautiful things to do habang nakabukas. Alam mo yung someday mamamatay din tayo, at forever na tayong nakapikit? KAYA WAG NA TAYONG MATULOG! Let's just seize everyday with open eyelids. Lol.

One thing I did pa pala today, is to clean my iTUNES. I sorted songs if it's meant to be deleted or to be kept. I have more than a thousand and I realized na hindi naman lahat yun type ko, so I slashed songs that I don't find appeasing to the ears. Tapos, nag-download ako ng mga songs to store. Ngayon ko nga lang pala napanuod yung Music Vid ng CRUSH - David Archuleta sa MTV. I was enthralled! He has grown, well I'm not really telling about his size and disposition, maybe nagmature yung face niya ng onti? If in the AmIdol days muka siyang 15, ngayon he looks 17. Infairness, that's a change! Hahaha. :D I feel happier now that I've wrote something. :DD

So, this is saying bye. I'll conduct more itunes moments! :DD

Labels: boredom, random, sembreak

The balloons in the left are smiling. DEAD-smiling. BORED-smiling. ;;;|

My eyes are hurt at this particular moment. I don't know if it's the radiation from the monitor, the heat sprangling into my eyeballs, or just my sleepy disorder. It's October 27, and guess what, I AM STUPENDOUSLY BORED. Please spank the face of the gray tongue in front of you, she extremely needs plant water splashing in her root-colored veins.

*I kicked myself awake when the yellow clock's hands stopped at 7 and 6. It reads 7.30 hoe. I'll be attending a meeting with the SSG and Kalis, and it should be something exciting, but look at me, I LOOK DEAD RIGHT?

I got out of my bed and realized that I am the only one in the house. So where are the zombies??? My druglord brothers are in their respective classes. My juggler dad is in his jogging session, and my cranky grandma is in the chicken market. I hurried into the breakfast table and saw a mess, grains-of-rice mess. Since I am a responsible tot, I finished my bowl of cereals and cleaned up the disturbia!! Not just because of my live arteries did I exercise my good deeds, but because it's too much eyesore for my struggling pupil! I did the dishes after, what a mighty deed. Lol.

I ate my favorite breakfast cereal! = COOKIE CRISP! Yum. I missed the crunch and the mini chocolate chips. :]]

I had a date with Armi at Mcdonalds! We met there in the morning, and we ate meriendunch there. Note: MERIENDA + LUNCH = meriendunch. We survived the sleeping pill we rode from school to park n shop. By the way, we hung out at school to talk of the Halloween Bazaar, the Kalis month, and the wrong letters in the school paper!

Yep, the campus paper is out, but the limited edition only, for the journalists. ;p It had some typos but over-all, it's still the best among the rest! Come on, decade! Speak for me. :DD

I had a talk with the tandem and they lectured me of the possibilities that might happen in the RSPC. Mam Daduds even asked me what kind of magic have I applied in my article? Lol. Good thing if I knew some alacadabra, sprikitik, hocus-pocus, but sincerely, I, myself, was shocked with my win. Well, I just played with simple words. After all, simplicity might still be the best policy. :]]

Mamsi discussed a lot of stuffs. Of all the difficulties I might face since the RSPC is some place where all the brains wrestle to know who deserves to reign supreme! Well, I may rely on pure luck and chance. I maybe someone who is not as definite as others when it comes to writing, but still I put art and integrity in my work. ;p I enjoy in expressing, that's what it takes! :) She even asked if I already thanked God for everything. Of course I did! You've witnessed it in my posts before, right? I do pray a lot. :] And with the church as my fellow neighbor, who the conscience can resist a miss in a Sunday's mass? :DD

The SSG room is a cozy place for DEAD, LAZY PEOPLE. I went back into the SSG room after the talk show and I hugged the not-so-fresh, Armi's-feet-smelling air from the fan and talked with the rest of the underworld dogs, Franz, Freddy, Tl, Armi, Pat, and Thea. The sandwich of the conversation was about the myriad and infinitesimal things happening around the globe. I had fun with the chitchat and rumors. (:

SIGHT - SEEINGS!

#1
I saw love birds (or just birds? I don't know!) hanging in their wheeled nest. Yes, you heard me right! A nest with wheels! The boy even denied of the fact that what we saw is a burning hot gossip. So tell me, whadda ya call it? The two of you together falling in line in a bus liner? Isolating yourself from the world? Texting a friend that you're just in the house when you're not? What's the point in lying of where you are if you don't consider it fresh gossip? Boy, you're still stupid! ;p ;p But seriously, where are you two from this early morning? THE SUN'S EARLY RAYS AND BOTH OF YOU TOGETHER, that's new and cranky! Anyway, I hate the two of you. You don't deserve each other, I think. Hate me for this or call me a kill joy, but where exactly is the joy I'm killing? Puh-lease. ;p

#2
I saw a cute guy. Okay lexy, if you have been reading this, you know him! I just saw him inside gstar and according to some news, he is the bestfriend of a Reggie hottie. ;p I wonder, how many hot guys exist in our small town? I should be readying my fishnet for more yummy-ness. Lol. But in this scenery of desperation, I might go cyanide fishing, even if it's dangerous fishing someone already a property of someone. Nyahaha.

#3
I love Alexandra's shirt! It's a black shirt with gold print saying, DELIKADO SI ALEX QUEVEDO. It's super alright, don't you think? Inna ordered it in the net, according to her. So, whoever you are, this is a free commercial! If ever I'll want pay, I want a shirt also. Lol.

I just realized today that Christmas is right around the bushes. I still haven't saved enough for kris kringle with friends and family, and I haven't got money to resuscitate my needs!! I want a lot for this celebration, but it looks like it's a December for me to suffer.

The spirit of Christmas will always be there as long as there's love, anyway. It's a matter of thanksgiving and recollecting the true essence of Christmas, rejoicing the birth of Christ and not some extraordinaire extravagant gifts. :)

It's 59 days till Yuletide.

^I am bored and lazy, I might as well shut my mouth for now.
^Gimme a book to read, for the sake of shutting the hell up!
^Gimme a person to talk to, for speaking this shit out!
^Gimme a lovebird to love, for shrieking this heart out!
^Gimme a sky to fall for, for I need a long jump out of this sanity.
^Please type a topic in my tag that you would like me to discuss. I will be grateful in answering your requests for tomorrow. :)

*Night toodles!

Labels: boredom, Christmas, meeting, sembreak, sight-seeing

The night goes deeper and deeper, and here I am, thinking twice if I have to post something. Lol. Looks like I have a post to fill. :DD Yesterday, I told myself that I'll post something about the JACOB BLACK in the Twilight movie. What made me think? I read this interview of him in the net, and oh do I find his attitude so bubbly and funky! In the middle of questions, he always laugh! And the whole time, he is smiling! He's Sharkboy in the 3D movie I forgot what year was it shown. But man, he has grown! He is 5'9 already, I think? Wait. I'll post what I read. And I'll give a link to the video. :DD By the way, my wallpaper starting today is a picture of Emmett, Edward, and Jacob! All of them are so cuddly! Can't wait for the movie!

In the “Twilight” novels, Jacob Black is a 6’ 7”, newly 16-year-old of Native American descent who spends equal time consumed by his love for Bella and his newfound power to transform into a werewolf. In real life, Taylor Lautner is a 5’ 9”, newly 16-year-old who recently discovered his own Native American heritage and is spending equal time learning to drive and developing the look for his new movie. “The wig is very interesting,” Lautner told us Friday when we caught up with him on the Portland, Oregon, set of “Twilight.” “I’m definitely going to have to get used to it.”

The affable “Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl” star doesn’t even step in front of the cameras until later this week, but MTV News was on set to watch Lautner report for his first transformation into Jacob Black. Check out the video above to get an exclusive peek at Lautner’s new look as he unveils it to director Catherine Hardwicke, then heads into the Cullens’ garage to introduce his new self to Kristen Stewart, Nikki Reed and his other co-stars.

“It’s like halfway down my back,” he said of the hair. “I think they want it parted down the middle, so I’ll flip one side back and one side in front. They don’t want to do a ponytail because James, the evil vampire, is doing the ponytail. They want that contrast.”

Lautner, who told us that some recent research into his family history revealed that he shares Jacob’s Native American ancestry, arrived in Portland last week to spend some time behind the wheel of a “Twilight” vehicle and assure filmmakers he’d be OK to drive on camera with his newly received license. He was also eager to slip into his character — although his new costume did leave him scratching his head.

“It gets kind of itchy at times, so I’m sure I will be putting it in a pony tail or something while I’m just waiting around,” Lautner laughed. “It’s very weird looking at myself in a mirror with the long hair, because my hair has never been longer than what it is now. I’ll have to get used to it, but I’m sure I will.”

Mind you, the video is still more interesting! :DD

Today, I had carbonara in the morning! Yum. And I hung out with my bed and six pillows. I got drowned! ;p I am currently reading "How To Talk To Anyone" by Leila Lowndes? It's a self-esteem book teaching tips on how to talk good and have effective communication. That was the only book to read. Or maybe I was just interested with all that talking thing. Haha.

*It's Ryan and Taperla's birthday. Globe still sucks but I managed to send a group message singing Happy Birthday. So sad, I got lost track of the things I have to do, I hadn't got time to call Ryan. I should be greeting him at this moment, but I am thinking he might be asleep already. Anyway, I'll just greet him tomorrow.

*I watched "My Only Hope" after ASAP. I realized one thing...

TWO EMOS TALKING = NEVER-ENDING END-OF-THE-WORLD DRAMA

I am always left in wonder why do emos think of that? As if they are the only ones who carry the heavier burden compared to anybody else. Well, I believe it depends on how you take it. But sorry to say, I find them selfish and always into self-inflicting pain. Everyone can just move on. Everybody is supposed to with all the chaos in life. :D

*I went to church around 6PM. The priest shared a good sermon, saying that, LOVE IS A DECISION, NOT A FEELING. He even added that you can't say you love God, if you don't love your fellowmen. It's always one. You love God if you love everybody. (: I gave a lot of thanks for all the blessings I received for the week! I am so grateful.

*Sunday is nothing without a prayer. I went home giddily. Laughing, because my brother stepped on shit! What a dumb boy. Lol. It was a big THING in the street and he didn't even notice! We are laughing our asses off.

*Tomorrow is a busy day according to my horoscope. It might be true, cause we're having a joint meeting. SSG + KALIS. I hope everything will be cleared out. Hey, I update myself everyday of my horoscope since the wonders of my achievement in DSPC. Lol. Go to www.dailyhoroscopes.com. I tell you, you might realize the magic later on! :DD

*My day was finished with another project that I have to finish for my brother. I told him that he should already know how to make one, since I'll be living away next year. That is so sad. Thinking that I'll be college already. Sigh. I am still excited though, but I'll miss OLONGAPO and RSHS! The two places closest to heart. :DD

HERE IS THE LINK TO JACOB'S VIDEO:
MTV Movies Blog - EXCLUSIVE: First-Look Footage

Reveals Jacob Black From ‘Twilight’

*Early night! Well, it's late.

Labels: birthday, dumb, horoscope, jacob black, thanks, the twilight saga

Saturday is a hoe. The heat flirts with me like hell. Am I in Sahara?? I totally hate bed-lingering Saturdays in the verge of a heatastrophic afternoon. Anyway, I finished the 'Breaking Dawn'. I was not to the nth satisfied. I wanted more and wanted less at the same time. I don't know, maybe the ending was not bloodtickling enough. Or because of the too-much-ongoing-suspense that I hadn't enjoyed. Or or or, third reason, maybe the temperature was not cooperating at all with my supposed-to-be-enthusiastic-feeling for the book. I even find myself uncomfortable in any position I do.

Bella's life in the Breaking Dawn did not entertain me anymore. Her powers are too exaggerated, maybe it's too much for a suckling. Lol. I kind of hated her in that. I still love Jacob, by the way. I love how Blondie and Mongrel kill each other with their jokes... bad jokes. Lol. Renesmee in my head is cute! The loch ness monster. Edward lost me a bit. I find him predictable these chapters. Anyway, I found cute names. They are vampires from different covens, and I enjoyed knowing their different supernatural powers. Meanwhile, the werewolves were too loyal, they are dogs! I see Karl Kamaganak Serna in Seth. That kid mutt. He is a friendly peep. I wish to read Midnight Sun later or tomorrow or whenever since I find myself locked in the house for the SEMBREAK.

My mom and dad went home last night around 9PM. They have Goldilocks Brownies as pasalubong again. Me and my brothers had enough of that food, we don't look forward into eating it anymore. Lol. They congratulated me with my achievement and they said we'll have a celebration tomorrow! Another Coco Lime bonding maybe. Although I want to eat at Meat Plus! I've been craving for their too-good APPLE PIE! And I've been longing for their Mash Potato, and New York Steak. I miss that place. (: But still, Coco's Chicken Sisig still gave me a bloated tummy tonight. I even screamed for a Strawberry scoop after a mouthful of Sisig. ;p

Anyway, I received an invitation from my cousin's daughter's christening. I was asked to be a godparent! As in! Well, maybe I expected of that since I knew it earlier through the YM. It'll be held this Thursday, October 30, but sadly, I can't attend cause I'll have my trip to my derma. And, my dad is not around. 20 pairs naman yung ninong at ninang! Mapapansin pa ba yung kawalan ko dun? Hahaha.

What's with my sembreak? Eto palang mga plans ko...

October 26 (tomorrow) - Nothing. I'll stay in my house. It's Taperla and Ryan's birthday, though. But they are not holding any celebrations! Sayang.
October 27 - Kalis + SSG meeting in school. We are to talk of the following events to be held in school. For SSG, Halloween Bazaar is coming up, while for Kalis, we'll be having a month of headaches. There is Mr and Ms UN. We'll kill ourselves again. Remind me of getting mg Chemistry notebook, I'll finish my lectures. I don't even consider myself a student these days! For heaven's sake! I feel like I am not learning scientific anymore. Lol.
October 28 - NOTHING YET. I'll still plan of our Investigatory Project meetings. We need it.
October 29 - STILL. NOTHING YET.
October 30 - I'm going to my dermatologist. I hope for a change with my still-ugly face. Whatever. I'm finding improvements naman no!
October 31 - I'll join my dad to a trip to Manila. The reason is nothing. I just want to do something outside our old house. Maybe I'll find something interesting. (: I wish Shim is still in Manila, so that I can rummage around somewhere with someone. Lol.
November 1 - A day in the cemetery. It's the usual. Then six o clock might sound hanging out with the SC people. Ang nakagawian! I miss them.
November 2 - It's cousin Anne's birthday! She is sadly in London. I'll just wish her happiness and everything she wants in this pitiful world. Lol.
November 3 - Sembreak goodbyes!

Then November 5 hits a bang. It's classes once again. And my death is walking around, IT IS KALIS MONTH ALREADY!!

Sobrang hirap ako sa paghinga! Ansaket ng lungs ko! Langya. I don't understand if this is a problem with the medicine I just pushed through my throat, o talagang normal na to? I hate these. Ayaw niya mawala! Don't tell me I am dying!!! No. Hahaha.

I'll be putting the lyrics of Hot N Cold by Katy Perry. I just enjoy it nowadays. (:

HOT N COLD
Katy Perry

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

Yeah, you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

Hopefully, mawala na tong mapaklang sakit ng dibdib ko. Pati, yung pawala-walang signal ng Globe, umayos na sana! I can't enjoy my Unlitxt.. Too bad.

*Goodnight. (:

Labels: food, hot, lyrics, pain, sembreak

The world will favor you today! That was the message of my horoscope. I don't believe in those superstitions actually. But for now maybe I will, because it was not some bad girl's luck, isn't it? Me winning two awards in the DSPC? I am grateful though. I was blessed enough to pay my sweats. (: So... To begin with a journey to the apex...

*My dad shook my body to wake me up, since it's Friday. He was not paying attention to my agendas, I hate him. He didn't know that I am not going to school, and I will attend the awarding of the DSPC champions. I spoke as soft, but as clear as I can, to tell him that I'll be sleeping more. He bothered me, until he stopped. So, maybe he understood already what I'm talking about. I dozed off and went back into my dreamless sleeping, and then finally, a nerve twitched in me. I KNEW I WAS AWAKE.

*Maybe I was awake after all, and I'm just hiding from the fact that today was not something to laugh about, if the wrong ends meet. I was not sure if I can gain something good. But I listened to what my zodiac sign said, and so I felt quite better. I don't know. I just trusted the stupid horoscope on www.dailyhoroscopes.com. (Anyway, you should visit that place. You might hesitate if you're sane or not.) I realized the hands of the clock, for human's sake, IT'S EIGHT-O-CLOCK IN THE MORNING.

*No one told me what the call time is. All I know is that the awarding will take place in the afternoon. And that is what I'm attending. But since the tandem wants a full attendance, even if there is nothing to do, we are still ought to go there. For existing sake. BLAH. I went to take a shower, eat, have the normal life, until I thought of proceeding to the place. Someone texted me that everyone should be there already, because the two madams start to irritate the people who are already there! Lol.

*I made deep breaths. I was really asking God to give me what I deserve. I then thought that the articles I had written were just normal types of writing. I mean no additional toppings. So, I hesitated that I had a slight chance of winning. But still, I kept on to my horoscope! The world favoring me, what's that supposed to mean? (:

*When I arrived at the school, I realized I don't have money. What a dumb thing. How can I survive this hot day of pressure and nervousness with a 50-peso bill at hand? I thought the hardship. Nyahaha. I need to find someone who can lend me a bill. Good thing Rich Mitch was there, I was relieved. With the money I borrowed, I started finding food. I saw Karl eating spicy peanuts, San ka bumili niyan, gusto ko niyan?. And so I bought one! I even offered EMMAN. Nahihiya siya saken!! Pero hindi pa din niya ko matatanggihan! Hindi naman ako nangangain e! Hahaha. And then was I thirsty? I went to buy Scramble! That ice thing with the new purple color. Speaking of purple, was it that obvious that I love purple?? Even Karl was asking. Lol. And because of that, I treated him a scramble. Maybe I was just good today. I ate it with Val and her bloodclot, Koen with the history of his scars, and Karl with his sleepy face and silence.

*Mikmik went with us, together with Angeles, also eating the purple thing. A small guy came, it was BRUCE! That pesky little kid of Mang Pio. He's still as irritating as ever!! And then came a kid, a boy with his bunch of friends. They played with the nakakairitang tunog na alambre?. I don't know, but it's a metal stuff used in 'Keep off the Grass' signs. He was playing with it until Val started an 'away'. By the way, he was just a Grade3 I think?

Val: Ang ingay.
Bata: Anung maingay, kayo na nga lang yung dumadalaw dito e!
*Aba tong batang ire. Sumasagot! Bute nga may dumadalaw pa sa iskwelahan nyo e. Lol. Pero sobrang kulit padin niya. Sinipa niya pa lalo yung maingay na bagay na yon. Aba, nananadya. Ako naman nanita.
Cha: Ano ba yan, ang ingay talaga!
*But I was looking away. Titignan ko lang kung tatamaan siya.
Bata: Aba. Akala mo naman SEXY ka!
*Nagulat ako! HAHAHA. Si mikmik nakarinig. Masyado ba talagang halata na sexy ako?? Hahaha. O nabasa niya lang yung nakasulat sa pin ko sa t-shirt, 'I'M BRINGING SEXY BACK. Tumingin pa din siya nang masama. Sinita ko padin siya ng sinita, hanggang sa lumayo siya. Naisipan namin ni Karl na pagtripan siya. Tinanggal na ni Karl yung sign na yon at tinapon. Thinking na hindi naman yon amin, lakas ng apog magtapon e no! Nang bigla siyang BUMALIK!
Bata: Hala. Nasaan na yon??
*HAHAHA. Tawa lang kami ng tawa. Akala niya siya lang a! Maitapon nga. Haha. Ang nakakatawa pa don, hinanap niya pati nung barkada niyang bata palang muka nang mga barumbado dun sa taas ng puno! Lol.

Eto namang si Mikko, nakakita ng BULATE sa lupa! Edi Ewwwww kami. Hanggang sa naisipan niyang tusukin ng stick yung bulate. Nakita ngayon nitong si Bata.
Bata: Ay! ahastiti!
*Kami naman ay WAHTTTTDAHECKK!!!! Haha. Haha. Haha. Anong tinawag mo dun sa bulate??? Grabe. Tawa kami ng tawa! Masagwa! Itong mga batang ito! Dumating pa yung ibang mga bata.
Ibang bata: Ahastiti! Ay ahastiti! Yung ahastiti! Ahastiti o!
*Anlupet talaga!!! Paulit-ulit pa nilang sinabi! Hahahaha.
Mikko: Hatiin nyo nga siya!
*Aba! Hinati nga nila. Pilit hinati, habang tuloy pa din sa bansag na 'ahastiti' dun sa bulate! Lol. Lol. Hanggang sa may isang batang gangster. Pinutol na niya ang buhay ni ahastiti.
Mikko: Bakit 'ahastiti' tawag niyo?
Gangster na Bata: Kasi po, hugis titi.
*EWWWW! Ganun ba talaga dun? Mga batang bata oo. Pati yata babae inimpluwensiyahan. Hahaha.

Hanggang sa lumayo kami. May nakita naman kaming bata na naglalaro ng 'uwang'. Oo, beetle daw yon! Hindi naman siya mukhang nakakatakot! Grabe tong eskwelahan nila a. Mukhang perya na forest. Mga walang-kamatayang tawanan, baho, at kakaibang nilalang. Tapos, lumapit yung batang kanina pa nag-iingay. May dala siyang ballpen.
Bata: Ate!.... Ay mamaya na lang pala. Di ko alam sasabihin ko.
*May gusto ata siyang sabihin sakin, pero di ko alam kung ano. Hinayaan ko na lang. Tapos bumalik, may dala na siyang papel.
Bata: Ate, sorry nga pala dun sa kanina. Pwedeng kunin yung number mo?
*Aba'y tarantadong bata! Haahaha. Pero natutuwa talaga ako sakanya! Angcute kasi niya kahit na ganun siya kakulit. At isa pa, yung sorry pa niyang sinabe, akala mo binatilyo na. Nakakatuwa. (:

*I saw familiar faces enter the gate! It's puchi-puchi and the rest of the gang! Alvin, Joan and Omar were there. I was excited! Yehey. I forgot all of the commotions that might happen later in the heat of the DSPC. We we're waiting for the sportswriters to finish, and then we'll eat lunch at KFC. At last, they were done. We rode four or five tricycles to Rotonda and walked to the lunchplace. Most of us ordered a snackbox with an extra rice! And the fun never stopped. We sticked ten tables together so that we can eat together, all the journalists that were available in that specific moment! We were 23 and yes we are many for the place. We had a happy eating! YUM.

*The sun was directly on top of our heads when we went out of the place. We thought of going to M1 despite the rays' optimistic rising! When we were there, we realized it was a hopeless place. Nothing nice in particular. It was definitely boring. How I hate the stuffs in there. We were in the third floor, the girl's stuffs, when Tere and Pau went into the counter. Tere said she has to pay these sunglasses because she broke it. Too bad for her! Nahulog lang naman e! The place sucked to the megamillionth time because of that.

*We went out of the stupid mart, and then rode a jeepney to OCNHS. We will walk the way to Tapinac. It was stupendously hot! As in, totally. But we entered the gates of the school fine, and not broken, so maybe the heart-wrecking part is close enough... It was radiobroadcasting time. We weren't able to join because of some reasons, but Mam said it's okay daw. There were just three candidates anyway. At last, it was finished. When Sir Lansang approached the stage, oh my gassssh, my heart started to beat faster than ever!!! It was sickly. It was like Bella turning into a vampire. But obviously, it was not a burning sensation or something. It was really the results that keep me breathing and breathing hard enough.

*The moment of truth is right now. Everyone screamed in their seats. Sir started to announce every category and winner. I won 5th place in editorial, and the shocking part, I won the 1st place in feature writing!! IMAGINE THAT! Yesterday, I wasn't able to eat despite the two succeeding contests, and now, I made it into the two fields,,,, I FELT SO HAPPY! I WAS IN CLOUD NINE! I WAS IN THE CHAMPION'S CLUB. (: I considered three inspirations:
1.JACOB BLACK
2.STEPHENIE MEYER
3.EMMAN!

I am happy I almost jumped, cried, and flew!! If I just can. It was bare happiness hugging me in my sweaty pe shirt!

*The other winners were then announced and we all screamed for RSHS. A lot of us won and I'll depict to you in the TERIBLE multiply account the exact winners. Maybe not me, but someone else might post it! (: The overall winner came next, and for goodness sake, everyone jumped and rejoiced from their seats! RS REMAINED IN ITS THRONE, IT'S TENTH YEAR AS THE CHAMPION! We just realized, it was already a prophecy of the gods. No one and nothing will change it. (: The picture taking is always there! With our hands making '10' signs. Holy happy day! THE WORLD FAVORED ME AT LAST.

*Mam said that we will eat at Mcdonalds! Yehey! It's a treat! EJ, Phil, Omar, Cess, Karren, JN, Mariah and others who are not journalists are even there. It was a happy celebration! For ten years, we have succeeded! (: We ate burger + fries + coke + the clenching water. Nyaha. It's time for us to go. Maybe go instantly to GSTAR as what has always been! (: They played DOTA and we watched.

*We played with Karen's camera with the shutter and imitated funny faces! Phil was crazy inside the CR. And his short shorts was really amusing. Karren's laugh turned us laughing hyenas also. We laughed and laughed and laughed till we can laugh no more! And then I went home with the two Karens/Karrens. (:

Indeed, it was a happy ending! Due to my belief of my loco horoscope, I raised my faith higher than my wisdom. I learned to believe that I can really do something. I have proven myself. We have proven our batch! WE ARE TERIBLE. (:

Anyway, I texted my dad and mom of my achievement and they were so happy for me! They were proud and told me we will have a celebration! (: And so this was what my horoscope is talking about (for the day of Saturday). We'll be having a family affair! I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT. And as usual, I will update you! (:

PAHABOL: IMAGINE!!! 5 PM AKO UMUPO DITO, MAGE-8 AKO NATAPOS! IT WAS A LONG POST.

Labels: crazy, food, happy, horoscope, journalism, laugh, life, winning

I just got home from a drowsy, heaty, super tiring day.... I forgot to tell about yesterday's raining when it's super hot, and the sun is shining. So, let me discuss the passage of today's ramblings.

*I woke up to my dad's naggering. I slept around 11.30 because I finished my brother's project. I told him pa, Alam mo yung inaantok na ko, at may laban pa ko bukas? He doesn't even know it. At wala nman akong mgagwa, cause it's my dad who's been telling me to do it. I went furious red when my brother told my dad that I won't go with him downstairs to get his medicine! As in, sobrang nakakaewan! Nakabukas na ang ilaw at lahat... Andun pa nga yung lola ko sa baba. Minamadali ko na yung project nia, tapos ganun?? I refused to went down with him, since I was totally pissed. But then, my dad got super mad that I won't listen and so I was holding back my tears from the anxiety, stress, and super sleepiness... but then it ended soon, when I finished the project GLADLY.

*I transferred my stuffs from my red-with-heart bag to my orang hawk bag. I don't know but I felt changing my bag. (: I ate slowly, churning the food as if I was having the last day of life. I WAS SUPER SLOW. I listened to my favorite songs in my iTunes, it was fun and lovely to be doing it early in the morning. I hate my dad. He doesn't even said good luck to me this day. He just cared of himself, on how to losing his friar belly. He went into early briskwalking kasi this day. As in ipinagmamalaki niya ung fun feeling of looking into that view, habang naglolose daw sia ng pounds. I wasn't even entertained, although I was happy about the satisfaction he gets from what he's doing. I totally miss my mom. Imagine, my mom is working in Manila but she is updated and concerned of me winning my category in Journalism. I super thought that my dad was selfish, but then I realized I'm wrong. I should just stop the stupidity, and this SENSELESS DRAMA! Lol.

*I glanced at the clock and remembered Mam Daduya's last words, to be there before 7.30. It was still 7.15 and riding the tricycle won't take me 10 minutes because it will be too near for the wheels. I just realized that my brother went into his fieldtrip. I reminisced of my field trip moments. How everything went so memorable. And then I thought, Kung field trip ng St. Jo, panu yung mga sasali sa DSPC na tiga St. Jo? I guess, they sacrificed, and went to fight for the school instead. Tooo bad. If that happened to us, I'll be totally dramatizing!

*I rode the tricycle and went quick to Tapinac Elem School. I got out of the vehicle and saw elementary people. Good thing I saw Levi Libog. Lol. I found someone to talk to, and then I saw Uno and Iang. We walked inside the gates, they just finished their flag ceremony. Until, we saw the tandem! Mamsi in pink and MamDaduds in yellow. Very much in contrasting and girly colors, I thought. So this is the most frightening day. Actually, tomorrow is...

*We waited and waited. The RS people occupied the front seats in the Alumni Hall. We were 62 and the most number of delegates. I saw three balloons with hydrocephalus, with GO RS and the date today and tomorrow. Golly, it's big! We are all being superstitious since its the supposed 10th yr, so it is thrilling! We even rushed into today's newspapers to check our horoscopes and of course, our lucky colors and numbers! We we're all frantic of what could happen with the DSPC. All we can do is stay positive and very inspired. (:

*Different students from different schools started to rummage inside the room. And we started filling out in the balloon. It will be thrown later,,, in the sky I mean. There were people there who are saying that our fate doesn't depend on the balloon. But who cares?? You are all jealous and envious and stupid enough! Lol. It was a very very good morning, and someone pisses off like that. Anyway, I wasn't affected even a bit. ;p The roll call started and we had this super cute yell, to the tune of USTE's cheer. Go Aress.. GO Aresss. Go Go Go Go! Iyell LLLL!

*The schedule was announced. Too bad for me, my two slots are following each other. Feature will go first, to be followed by editorial, my original field. I was scared and nervous, but not nervous enough like the Speech Choir. All I have to do here is write with my pure heart and that's it. I just have to enjoy the flow of my pen. (:

*We were all getting ready for feature writing. Here came Sir Ontuca with a bunch of laughs to share us. He told us to put humor, and slight greens into our feature. And then, we were told to proceed immediately to the rooms upstairs. The topic was THE CHAMPION'S CLUB: 13 WAYS WHY IT'S COOL TO EXCEL IN SCHOOL. I expected of a FYI/DIY Feature! We were right. (: I just laid out all my thoughts,,, then time came off. It was when I heard a voice from a microphone downstairs, stating that it's time for Editorial writing. I was forcing my pen to write as fast as ever!! Oh my gashhhh. I am panicking! I wish I did the best I can. I knew I did, anyway.

*I paced myself and passed the paper. It was number 35. Then I went into the next room, for the editorial. They were there sitting and listening to the speaker. I hadn't felt any nervousness in my veins. Again, all I have to do is bring out my best. That is all. I graced effort enough. The discussion ended and it's time for another writing. I saw Bree making hand signs to get something from her. She said that MamDaduds gave me the chocolates so that I can think well. THE THING IS, I DIDN'T EAT YET! And now I'm surrendering myself into another article. I was relieved that I did my best. When I finished, I went down immediately. I felt safe but still scared.... I WISH FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME TOMORROW...

*I felt my tummy rumbling. I asked Angelus to go with me, while I find myself into food. He agreed and we went into Jollibee in the mall. We decided to go to GSTAR after. As usual, the people and the animals are there. I was super hungry and I was bored after eating my Jolly Hotdog. But at last, I tasted food and iced tea! I longed for food. ;p

*After that, I bugged people while they're playing. AND THEN EMMAN CAME! Awwww. I was touched. Lol. They'll play DOTA. And then I found myself screwed again,,, of the boredom... Good thing I saw Alex, a talkative one! I went with her to buy smoothies in 711 and then walked and talked about stuffs. But then we found ourselves coming back into GSTAR after peeking Val's and friends's eating at Mcdo. I need a pee.

*We went back into the hot place. And then I found myself bored again! Muppet + Puto Pao are going home, so I went giddily with them. We decided to walk from GSTAR into Jollibee Rotonda. It was not far enough, but atleast I have something to do, I agreed. I bought my two donuts first in Gonuts... And then we saw this stall inside the Mardigras vicinity, buy 1 take 1 ice cream. The two of them thought of buying, until they realized it was fake! For 20.00 you get two scoops of ice cream! They thought, for P20.00 you can have 4 scoops of ice cream. The sign wasn't clear enough too bad.

*I realized that I wanted different kinds of food but stupidly and sadly, I don't want to spend. I want to eat squidball! and mani! and fishball! I want to eat! FOODTRIP!!

*We laughed along the road. Seeing 'kalbos' and hitting each other's heads! We sure had good laughs... Until, I saw Jollibee's head. I FELT THE SUPER TIRING MOMENT. I felt my body slump. I want to sleep, lie and everything. I WANT ITUNES!

Then here, I landed myself once again. HERE. In this perfect spot. Talking non-stop to my monitor. And the keyboard understood it all..

TOMORROW IS NOT SOMETHING TO WORRY ABOUT. I HAD ALL MY HOPES UP. (:
GOOD LUCK TO THAT!

Labels: boredom, food, FUN, journalism, life, nervous

Everything went fine this day! MOSTLY EVERYTHING. This was the last day of pressure. And tomorrow is killing time. It's a spree, so view us die in the chairs of journalism. I am totally perspired of all the writings I made today. I just wrote two articles, yet it was the heaviest of the 10 I made in the whole training. Dang, was it oppressing? But anyway, I chose this. I wanted this. Better take responsibility for it. That's a big girl's way of dealing with it. (: YAHOO.

*I drank Nesvita in the morning, but my medicine turned it bitter, I hate it! I wish to kill all my pills today, for crying out loud! I woke up early today! It killed all my presumptions of waking late every day of my life. Lol. My dad woke me up before hearing any rooster-cocking of my phone! (:

*I am so addicted to the song "Forget About Me" right now, I can't get it out of my nerves! FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!! -that was Stephenie Meyer's expression. (It's like 'for the love of Gooood'.) And also, my addiction revolves on Twilight, specifically on Breaking Dawn's language! FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! and DANG!. (Dang = Damn.) I enjoyed reading this afternoon, it felt like a medicine for the jaded. ((:

*I went to school and saw my girl doodies. It was early morning gossip + HATING. Lol. We talked of LUCY, as ever. Even the ugly and dumb girls in friendster were the center of the convo. WE ARE EARLY MEAN! Well, the day will be mean to me later.

*7.30 is the call time, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! Lol. I should be stopping this nonsense screaming! I was still lazy, because bed bugs followed me this morning to school. I am still a heck of sleepy! Thanks anyway to Pat, for letting me borrow her BREAKING DAWN. I am really enjoying it now. Hugs! Continuing on the scene, I went with Pat and Edane to the caff. Just to wait for the exact point of 30 in our watches, and just to let loose of the pressure meeting us later. And then we proceeded to the LIB.

*This was a different day! There was a different vibe that circled the library. It was not something like a ghost! MAYBE THE LEGACY HAUNTS US.... I super hate pressure. Last day of writing, yet I am too lazy to start something nice. I finished my first article, and then I passed it. I was hurt with what Ma'am said. Wala ka pa atang nasusulat na maganda. DANG! FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I lost my essence, and my inspiration and everything... I almost died although I took it as a challenge. I kind of felt madness, since I really spurted out all my brain's goo just to fill out her expectations. Too bad.

*Good thing lunch time came! And holy, was I hungry?? I loved the Spaghetti and the Chicken Mamsi cooked for us. When I want back to my seat, I wondered that it was not enough for me, so I was really keeping my fingers crossed to allow us have a second time around the table! When Yn and I heard the call that we can still have more, we glided fast and got another chicken and plate of spag! It was a blessed day! ... And tomorrow is not. DANG IT! Lol.

*SSG had a meeting. It was for the Halloween Bazaar. Supposedly post bazaar. I am excited, and I hope it'll be a success. The meeting came, and I am still heads on on my article... This is a ruin to my day. But seeing EMMAN!, he is my crush these past days! Lol. And Edwin, Blotty/Blacky, seems to be jealous. Ayeeee. Ikaw ah! Lol. I really love the journalism people. (:

*There had been unexpected/expected strangers in the school. They we're. But I am not giving much attention as anyone expects me to! It's just like a gush of wind dropped by. That's it. I still miss some of them though. NOTE: SOME OF THEM. ;p

*2PM came and it was early dismissal. We gathered around for a short prayer. Actually a long one, from 10 megajournalists. I kind of laughed halfway through the prayer because of some funny voice, APOLOGIES. But still, I went on concentrating on my part of the request. My shrilled bones for tomorrow are not yet ready to break. I'll save it for nervousness tonight....

Tomorrow is DEATH. I shall prove something before going away. Maybe I deserve something after all. I let my seriousness rule in my training, and I really put myself to the test if I can do it, and so I did had fun. I just want to have fun tomorrow. I WANT TO! Still, I will keep my prayer on having an award! It is a shame having others get a place in the top10 when I did not.... I SHALL DO MY BEST! And I am really doing and spilling my best tomorrow. THE DEAD HOUR IS CLOSE... It's far better to pursue something than nothing, anyway! :x

I'll call an early goodnight! I'll be doing the project of my brother, anyway, I'll text EMMAN later. Lol.

Labels: crush, death, journalism, pressure, the twilight saga

Okay. What more to talk about? For three consecutive days, I've been doing the same thing, IN SCHOOL. (: Journalism is slowly eating me. It bit my head off last week, and now it's been digesting my whole body. I had non-stop talking with my pen and pad, and now, what do you expect me to say? (:

*I already had four days of my medication. And I hate swallowing that pill for my face. Anyway, I've been having late wake-ups these days. Am I just tired or what?? I find myself always in a rush every morning.

*Last night, I was pissed of the happenings in our house. I was asked to wash the dishes. (Well, if Ate Mayette, our kasambahay, hadn't left, I wouldn't have been tortured.) The whole story was because of my close-to-heart-attack grandma. She finds herself uncontrolled especially in being grumpy and all. I don't know if she realizes that she's pissing every body because of her HATEY-POKEY attitude. I want to understand her with the old age and all, but hey, she isn't the only one sacrificing and being lamented! Oh my gasshy.

*I just can't request something from my dad, since I want to be good. What can I do? He asking me as a father?? All I wanted to say is that, Alam mo yung pagod na kakaisip buong araw sa school??. Well, I just made faces. Not bad faces, but a suckling tired face. I didn't make comments or feedbacks with the chore asked on me. All I did was to follow. I am so good! (:

*This day was full of writing, as I was saying. We are stuck in the dumping hot, super hot library. It's like the heat behind a ship machine! Add to it the faces of the people from pigging out their minds just to show something good to Ma'ams. I can't wait for LUNCH time.

There is this girl who entered to commercialize about the napkin WHISPER. I forgot my box na nga e. Sayang! Lol. Well, we we're talking about it when I exclaimed that

Hey! It's Edward!

They we're all nodding heads when they asked what was I up to? Until Arli realized that I was pointing to the boxes of napkin as Edward.... because it is a BLOODSUCKER!. You get my punchline? Lol. Lol. Lol.

This is the effect of overworking brains.

*We ate ASADO, was it? And Ma'am was saying that tomorrow's food will be yummier! Because it's the last powerhouse training. I can't wait for Ma'am's spaghetti, and I can't help but worry myself of the DSPC. Whew. I got two slots and I just can't let my school down. I shall show something. Whew. Whew.

*Arli is still cheating in eating her banana! There was this story that tells if you're a monkey or not, depending on the way you open a banana! If you opened it with the peel cut into three, YOU ARE A MONKEY. If it's four, you're a normal. And if it's five, you are trying hard to be a person! Lol. And we are waiting for Arli turning to a monkey! Madaya siya, dinadahan-dahan niya! Lol. Tomorrow's dare is to open the banana into two halves of the peel.

Kasi ganto yung nangyari kanina. All of us were laughing of the thought of the banana. For four days since Thursday last week, we are playing the game of the banana.

Angeles: Pano kya pag dpat mong buksan ung banana into one lang!
Girah: Pano yun? Edi bubuksan mo ng isang hand lang.
*she gestures something like you wait for the banana to sprout from the peel, by squeezing it inside.
Cha: Edi ganto.
*I stroked the banana in the air! Just an example!
Cha: Bhala ka. Pagawa mo kay Joshy!

*Then Girah started laughing!!! She thought of something horny na pala!! The way of stroking the banana daw. Girah's gross! Lol. And Angeles was close to puking himself. Hahaha. Why was it a stupid blood, horny day? I remember my horny duck = a duck with two horns, but then Girah again thought of the horny = maL duck. Girah is really something! Lol. Lol. I think there are really weird things going in her mind. Hahaha.

*This was a fruitful day, since I made 4 ARTICLES. Imagine panicking brains all in the drowry lane to success. I wish the best for our school. I even joked Angeles that I finished a lot of articles because he was not talkative this day. I mean, I transferred to Val's table and so I haven't had time to talk to him and listen to his Bangag stories.

*I hate something about this day, though. THE FEELING-IN EVER NI LUCY! I am not being bad, but she talks of Twilight as if, she is originally a fan of it. If I knew, she just wants to brag about it, or even, she just wants to show the people that she is a part of the IN crowd and she won't be missing on it. How I hate those kinds! Val makes parinig ever of her looking pwet and all.

*I think she has a miserable life now. Or maybe, she was like that all along and she's just being pretentious whenever she's with us. I don't know what things go inside her drawing brain. ALL I KNOW IS THAT, SHE IS A FAG! AND SHE LOOKS LIKE AN AUSTROLOPITHECUS. SHE HAS BAD ATTITUDE.

*I'm getting meaner and meaner. Anyway, I hate Edwin! The black Edwin! He is so rude to me. Black face! But I do love EMMAN! Ayeeeee. I have a crush on him. Trip kind of crush. Ayeee. I LOVE MY JOURNALISM FRIENDS.

*Ryan is working hard for the Editorial writing in Filipino, and Val too, and Freddy! They should make something productive even though Ma'am is making bad comments of putting them in the right structure of writing an editorial.

*Finally, Journ time ended and my hands are shaky of the tons of ink I strut on the paper. I removed oil from my system again and went to Platinum. I had a talk with Sir Alip in Gold, he's such a loquacious person! Asking about my eyes, and face. I think he studies how everyone looks like, what's that supposed to mean? HE'S A PERSON-STUDIER!

*We had so much fun reading and analyzing Bree's magazine of the Pinoy hot guys! Oh my god. Gerald Anderson's look is like Jacob Black! Anyway, I AM PROUD TO BE A BLACK. I LOVE JACOB!

*I had a jolly talk with Uno, Dos and Thonepot. I don't know where Tres is! And Cess and Joan are missing. They went down early! Aw. Too bad. (:

*I'm stuck in my house with the research assignment of my Grade 4 brother. Ugh. Although I missed making stuffs like this, I am quite delighted. (:

*Another! If you want to see a camwhore as vain as a model, visit Shimora's multiply page. She is actually a woman now. She looks like a college student. SEXXAY! I hate her for being thin. :( LOL.

ANYWAY! I want to take this opportunity to thank my visitors who exclaims everyday papuri to my blogsite. I am very grateful for your visits. I'll be putting more loco loco posts. Please continue supporting! Yehey.

Sembreak is near. I want to see SC Chelsea! And I want to gala all the way!
YEHEY. I can't wait for High School Musical 3! And TWILIGHT.

Let's watch it all together!

Labels: FUN, journalism, thanks

I'll be posting two happenings in two days in ONE POST! Yey. The reason is because I haven't got time yesterday because I was so exhausted from the byahe. Plus, my chest hurted so much I don't know why. (:

- DAY NINETEEN -

*La Salle was not something I expected to be. The thing is, I have no idea on what to expect. Haha. But I loved the thought of making a way into their gates. All green in view! It was healthy. LOL.

*We went off to Manila at 9.30. I was vigilant enough to be feeling normal. I was excited to be going away from Subic, but not excited that I am taking the test alone! It was weird, my test is supposedly in the morning, but when I checked in the permit, I was dated in the afternoon. (How sad, when Shimmy is to take the test in the AM.) We are supposed to have a small trip to the mall, chikahan, and stuffs. Lance is a part of the plan actually! But sadly, time won't agree with it, so maybe some time again. There'll be lots of time for the next year. Awwww. WE'RE LEAVIN' HIGH SCHOOL!

*So here I am with my mom and dad, stuck in traffic. I hate Manila because of these jams. SBMA can't take hold of any hard, heavy traffic jam. It's peaceful here. Lol. My dad said that if I still want to eat and complete all the things before 2PM comes, I have to go down the car na lang with my mom. Since the gates of La Salle are on view, I'd rather walk! I don't want to be late. My list of UNpunctuality are long enough for this additional. Hahaha.

*I was texting with Shimora, and she stayed in Mcdonalds beside the university. It was a different vibe though, when I went it. There are so many people! And not just that, they are not the norm! Pwede silang iclassify as malalandi, ung ibang babae, and yung mga lalaki mukang mga nerds, rich, addicts. Parang those people are not my type-slash-class. Ewan ko lang, maybe because I wasn't used to that atmosphere. Matututunan ko din siguro next year? AWWW again. Bsta, I was astonished with everything. I saw Shim! She got thin, how did she do it? STUDY AND STUDY? Lol.

*Eating nuggets is not the best before taking the test. I still feel awkward of the Manila mass right inside Mcdonalds. It's time to take the test, so I took a pee first. Hihi. Shim needed to go home, and so did I need to go inside Gate 1. I haven't seen anyone whom I know, since I went out the car. Too bad for me.

*I went inside Gate 1 and followed the flow of the crowd, my fellow seniors! I felt the INDEPENDENCE and the ISOLATION!!

*I saw a totally fat girl wearing short shorts. Her legs are not adorable too.
*I saw thin girls having a smoke.
*I saw hot guys BUT with girlfriends locked in their arms.
*I saw a girl wearing Havs, but with his big toenail in Bandaid.
*I saw a girl with brown hair. She's white too, but the thing is, she's small.
*I saw guys smothering Starbucks frappes, too bad it didn't suit them.
*I saw a super tall guy + he's white. But the thing is, he's freaky!
*I saw a super tall guy + who looks like a drug addict. With a pencil behind each ear.
*I talked to my seatmate, who's a Chinese. I observed that she doesn't understand English. I can't see the reason why she took the test. Awww.
*I saw a guy who looked like Lance.
*I saw girls with flaunting hair. Nice.
*I have a roommate who wears the same Havs as mine.
*I saw a guy, who at first I thought was cute, but I think he's gay or really just small and not entertaining. Lol.
*I saw 4 lefthandies in the room of 37.
*I saw a guy who looks like 'Bugoy' so much! I smiled a lot to myself. I hope no one noticed my craziness.
*I saw half of the students who took the test to be wearing the FREE GREEN LA SALLE bag.
*I noticed our examiner listening to super loud music! It is irritating a bit. ;p

*The test finished with a BANG! EXPLODE EXPLODE. KABOOM. KABLUSH. HETCHU. It was freaking harder than Ateneo's test. Sana sobrang talino ko. I haven't felt the crankiness of my brain, the emptiness. But I had myself smiling for all the guesses I answered. I went out the gate, and saw the big crowd of waiting parents outside the gate.

*I went back to Mcdonalds to wait for my parents, and there they were killing me in questions about the test. I told them it was hard and my dad keeps on saying, Pag uukol, bubukol. I don't know what that means. Maybe something like, if it's for me, then it is.

*We ate at KFC, beside that Mcdonalds. It was a different aroma of personalities, yet, it's still the same La Salle air. So that's how it feels to be around the socialite school in town. Haha. It was irritating A BIT. But I still love La Salle! And its bushes and hedges. (:

*My dad and I dropped my mom in her condo-type apartment with her friend Lucy. She'll be staying here because of her new job in Manila. It was not hard to be far from her, because I was not new with the feeling. She was in the States for 6months. The good thing of this is that she'll go home every Friday. (: Her last words to me before letting us go, driving into the darkness, are "Wag mong tutulugan daddy mo. Baka mabangga kayo." And so, I did what she said! Even though my eyes are heavy! Although I enjoyed a lot from my dad. I missed talking to him like that. About all life's stuffs and our future ofcourse. I WILL NOT LIE TO HIM ANYMORE Wink Wink.



- DAY TWENTY -

*It's another Journalism training day. It's tiring but still it was fun.

*I was late for the Flag Ceremony, when it's the awarding for the Intrams. Eto ang mabigat na message ko!!

NGAYON! NANALO NA KO SA INTRAMS! BELLLLLAT SA LAHAT NG NANGMALIIT AT NAGCURSE SAKEN! SINASABE KO NA SA INYO, E. MAGSUSUKA TLAGA KAYO NG DUGO!! HINDI AKO CURSED! SA WAKAS NAMAN, NAFEEL KO ANG PAGIGING PANALO! IT WAS SWEEEEEET. GAGRADUATE AKO NA MAY NANALONG TEAM SA INTRAMS! YUMMY.

*Stuck in the Lib again. My head aches of the heat and the responsibility. I wish it was DSPC already, I am tired of the pressure and standing up when you're finished of an article. (: I enjoyed this day. LAUGHTRIPS with Arli, Bree, and Angeles. I had this very malupit na joke!

Joke: Who is bringing SEXY back??
Answer: ME! Because I'm bringing sexy back!

Lol. Lol. It's crazy, eh? You know, this is what happens being stuck in that place writing, eating and sitting the whole time. And of course, THINKING! Suckish. Hahaha. The reason for my joke is because of my pin saying, I'M BRINGING SEXY BACK. It's fun to be famous as sexy. ;p ;p ;p ;p

*At last, when I passed my second article, I told myself to stop the kabobohan. Nakita ko si Tin na nagttanggal ng oil sa face using the white paper. Nanghingi ako at nakigaya. I cleaned the oil paper! As in, pinuno ko ng oil ung blotter. Aw Aw. And then I put powder. Alam nyo yung walang hiya? Ung nageexpect si Ma'am na gagawa ka pa ng isang article pero naglalagay ka ng powder sa harap niya. Hahaha. Until she realized na we are tired for the day. Sa wakas naman no! Pinaayos nia na ung mga chairs and all. And so, I sprayed my cucumber-melon water. Weee.

*I went outside and saw the OLD BATCH's faces again! Narealize nmen nina Betchay at Banana that we want to see them before our time of going back. And yun na nga. It was fun watching a cup of their basketball with our ka-batches. (:

This is another pang-inis joke FOR ME.

Cha: Franz, kaw a! Bakit mo gusto mag Sophomore-Senior Prom! Yihee.
*then Armi answered.
Armi: Oo nga! SS Prom daw, Kuya Prans!
Cha: Oo armi, may aagawin ako sayo pag sakali! Si Mini-edward ko!
Armi: Hindi ate cha, hindi abot!
*because my Mini-Edward is small for me.
Cha: Pasusuotin ko sia ng heels!
*sabay sabat ni Ryan.
Ryan: Hindi Cha! Ganto lang ung arm span nia e!
*showing the smallest reach of his arm.

Meaning: masyadong maliit ang arm span nia at masyado akong mataba para maisayaw! LOKO PO TALAGA SI RYAN! Halata nmang nagsisinungaling siya! Lol. Lol.

*Today was a fun day! WEEEEE. Angelus' hair line was the laughing stock in the table. And Arli's megawatt squeak was funny! Especially when Bree imitated it! Lol. I am imitating Angelus' exaggeration of himself. He won't believe that he's actually like that! DUMB. Hahahaha. His ex is coming back. ;p ;p

*Anyway, a girl I know received a rose as peace offering. How sweet! A 6 transformed into 6.5 yata? LOL. Hahaha. Kiddin. Palits, idol!

*I hung out with Betchay and Banana, and we proceeded to the Chinatown of SPED. We missed sitting in the pebbles and calling people we just see pass by. I missed hanging out with them, and talking to them of all the missed stuffs. I MISSED THEM. (:

*Suddenly, my school bus came, and I am riding it again since I don't wanna be lying to my dad! HAWWWWEEE. Good girl, baby!

*I read Christine's message to SC and BATCHMATES in SPED. I'll post it here. (:

From:
christine
Date: 10/20/2008 12:27 pm
Subject: a letterr to SC and sped batchamtes/hit snong gsto maki basa :)
Message:
paki print or share o kwento nlng! :) haha
since last couple o days nabanngit ni charmaineetot na magparamdam naman ako ng mahabahaba eto na :)
dear lahat,
miss na miss ko na kayo grabe! ambilis ng panahon, onti nlng malapit na kayu grumaduate... inggit ako and proud :)ako, okay naman buhay 10th grade a.k.a sophomore year :) mejo mahirap. as you know nag join ako ng Cadets, prang ROTC na air force style. mraming kung anong anong gnwa like rifle shooting, emergency services. etc. un, besides that. bagong band teacher namin this year, i play 1st trombone and yesterday lng inoffer nya ko kung gsto ko daw maging drum major next year! omaygad.. drum major as in hindi literally drummer pero as in leader of the band next to teacher.. as in ung nag coconduct sa gitna ng field, ung sumisigaw, chka ung nag babaton chuchu haha.. exciting pero mabigat na responsibilidad.. pingiisipian ko pa pero muakng gsto ko! haha! by the way! hindi kami geeks like they in the movies no! sobrang maling stereotype un, if anything were sexy geeks hahaha! anyway.. madaming cute sa band.. right now pnaka cute si earnie.. saxophone player chka si alonso, trumpet player - kamuka ni bleaker sa juno na movie! shh haha! but of course im single ;;) gosh hahaha. mabait ako e O:-) kayo ba? sino ng mga nalilink jan? ahahaha o cge bltaan nio din ako a! kakain pa ko ng dinner - sinigang hahaha!
byeee sc batoo! miss you and love youu sa lahatt :)

We missed you too, girl!! (:
I miss SC! And Sea!
I want a hangout this sembreak!

Labels: happy, jokes, journalism, la salle, school

Saturday gives me more rest than I ever wanted. I love the feeling. The swathing part is the stinking temperature of Philippines. ;p

*I woke up around 9.30. I looked at the mirror, as always and I exclaimed one thing, "I want to go the derma at this exact moment!" Oiliness crept my face as if it's a leech, my face as blood. I hate my face more and more each day. If these zits are the outcome of puberty, can I stay a kid forever? I blame my glands for everything. They say that stress adds up the agony, but it's them pimples that give me stress! UGH TO THE MILLIONTH TIME!

*Anyway, I breathed deep (I always do when I disappoint myself). I smiled. WOOHOO. And went to the breakfast table immediately. (: I ate like normal days with a slice of BROWNIES! Yum. But still, the 32 degrees pissed me.

* This day was INTERNET day. I was happy to know that our connection started to act normal also. But then, the memory of our PC lags! I hate it. I can't use it enthusiastically. But I was happy to hear my iTunes keeping me tuned again.

*Forget About Me and Miss Independent were the two songs I alternately play in my list. I love the rhythm, sound and everything! (: By the way, I wish my mother's friend answer our tickets to the Rihanna-Chris Brown concert! OMFG! That will be totally rad! Ang sabi kase dati kay mommy, he'll treat us front seats! Pwedeng VIP pass nadin? Awwww. But still the thought of it keeps me dreaming.

*I went with my dad to the derma. I was shy yet happy that I'll have a chance to fix this face again. My last derma was crazy I think. Or maybe not that influential enough to kick my pimples outta my face. I hope with the medications my newly-trusted doctor gave me, --that's worth a lot for a face-wrangling transformation-- my face would gleam a bit. (: HOW I WISH.

*I had a dose of the Eclipse again, and now I am effin determined to finish it. (I finished it, later in the day.) I TOTALLY LOVE JACOB BLACK!

PERSONAL THOUGHTS OF ECLIPSE

I got tired of Edward being perfect and so, I loved Jacob's imperfections. Most of my friends who were dismantled by the Twilight typhoon hates Jacob's role in the book. But I see it as a nice twist. I love Jacob's nature... He is so off the hook for me. Syrinch hated Eclipse because of Jacob, when I loved it because of Jacob! I feel entertained. (: Yum. And I thought, Edward is just a fantasy. Noone can exist as perfect as he is. Might as well find Jacob. (: *But I still dream of meeting an Edward!

I got carried away of the pain Jacob felt. I cried in the chapter entitled "ETHICS". That was my favorite. I reread the chapter over and over again. Below are my favorite excerpts from the chapter. I am asking apologies from those who haven't read the Eclipse yet. from the conversation of Bella and Jacob.

"What do you mean by 'be good'?".
"I'll be your friend, Bella," he said quietly. "I won't ask for more than that."
"I think it's too late for that, Jake. How can we be friends, when we love each other like this?"
He looked at the ceiling, his stare intent, as if he were reading something that was written there. "Maybe... it will have to be a long-distance friendship."

"You know the story in the Bible?" Jacob asked suddenly, still reading the blank ceiling. "The one with the king and the two women fighting over the baby?"
"Sure. King Solomon."
"That's right. King Solomon," he repeated. "And he said, cut the kid in half... but it was only a test. Just to see who would give up their share to protect it."
"Yeah, I remember."
He looked back at my face. "I'm not going to cut you in half anymore, Bella."

"Can I tell you what the worst part is?" he asked hesitantly when I said nothing. "Do you mind? I am going to be good."
"Will it help?" I whispered.
"It might. It couldn't hurt."
"What's the worst part, then?"
"The worst part is knowing what would have been."
"What might have been." I sighed.
"No." Jacob shook his head. "I'm exactly right for you, Bella. It would have been effortless for us -- comfortable, easy as breathing. I was the natural path your life would have taken..." He stared into space for a moment, and I waited. "If the world was the way it was supposed to be, if there were no monsters and no magic..."

"He's like a drug for you, Bella." His voice was still gentle, not at all critical. "I see that you can't live without him now. It's too late. But I would have been healthier for you. Not a drug; I would have been the air, the sun."
The corner of my mouth turned up in a wistful half-smile. "I used to think of you that way, you know. Like the sun. My personal sun. You balanced out the clouds nicely for me."
He sighed. "The clouds I can handle. But I can't fight with an ECLIPSE.

I stretched my neck up to whisper in his ear, laying my cheek against his warm skin. "You know I love you."
"I know," he breathed, his arm tightening automatically around my waist. "You know how much I wish it was enough."
"Yes."
"I'll always be waiting in the wings, Bella," he promised, lightening his tone and loosening his arm.

Meanwhile, this was from the epilogue, in the person of Jacob Black.

If only I could stop hearing, stop seeing what they saw. My head was so crowded, but the only way to be alone again was to be human, and I couldn't stand the pain.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR BREAKING DAWN!!! I'LL START TO READ IT, PDF FILE STYLE!

*Tomorrow will be my entrance test to La Salle. Wish me luck peeps! I am thinking of wearing my Ateneo t-shirt. Just kiddin! (: (: We're off to Manila at 9.30. Weehee. Car moments.
*Goodnight. Halloween's coming. I was right of the monsters going home. WINK.

Labels: pimples, rest, the twilight saga

Overall, it was a satisfactory day! Expect a long, antagonizing-can-be POST! Ganahan ka nman. (: *Comment in my "walk the talk" tag --if you still don't know how to navigate.

*Morning was the same. I am glad to be in my fatigue clothes. I don't know but I missed it. Lol. Although, I am not looking forward to a G.I. or ceremonial. I will be missing it, for sure! ((:

*It was journ day again. We'll be suffering for a bit of a week? And we heard that Sir Prudy and Mam Layacan will induct pop quizzes everyday! Ano yon, pananadya? Pag sila nman may mga quizzers, wla nmang bad counteractions. BAD! Anyway, this is an effect of my editorial self. Panlalait + Galit = Editorial. Wahaha. I made a feature article, but with a renovation. I can't understand Mam's meaning of CAMPUS LIFE with a hint of CULTURE and VALUES. How is that??

*I was in the table of the Original Journalists. The superior ones. (with the EICs). Nice. Haha. We laughed a lot in the middle of making ideas and thoughts. We talked of different stuffs. Arli, Bree, Tin. Sometimes with Girah, and whoever sits in the empty chair infront of the table. Writing a feature needs insanity, so this should helped me a lot in creating my monster article.

*Meanwhile, we heard a gruntle in the farthest part of the Library. Mamsi is once again finding Angelus. Patay! Pagalit nnman to. Mam gets mad with how walang kwenta as an EIC Angelus is. Mam knew that other journalists are doing their assigned jobs in other rooms, so she was firing up! Because what will the teachers say with this.

Mamsi: Bakit ka nsa labas? Sino nagsabe sainyong pwedeng lumabas? EIC ka pa man din! Wala ka pading utak hnggang ngyon!

*Tsk tsk. Ntatawag sia prating utak lamok. Kwawa nman. Sabay eto, nakita niya si Arlyn na galing sa labas.

Mamsi: Aruta! San ka galing?? Halika nga dito.

*At yun, napagbuntungan si Arlyn. Samantalang nagCR lang sia. Hahaha. Ibang klse tlga pag gnun. Dumating ngyon yung mga journalists na sa labas gumagawa. PATAY NA.

*Lunch time came! And so are the graduates of RS. We ate yummy Adobo and Mongo. I can consider it another of my best lunches din? (: In the middle of 12PM, Karren, Cess, Joan and Kring came inside the library with some laughingstock! It was LUCY's look-a-like! OMFG!! I pity the girl's face. It was scary!!!! Ohhh God. ((: Laughing + Laughing + Lunch = Tummyaches!!! After burps of busogness, I proceeded to the main purpose of the day again, WRITING! Mam said to shift my mind again to editorial, how skank.

*I moved to the table of the Cartoonists, and good thing Freddy was there to help me with my powerhouse paragraphs. He really is the walking brain according to Ryan. If you don't know a topic, for example, the JPEPA case, just ask him to lay it out to you. With full details, he can accomplish it, NO SWEAT! (: He's a nerd, journalism maniac! I was really thankful for his existence. WAHAHA. If it weren't for him, I think I need more hours. THANK YOE FREDDY. YOU ARE A "HEAVEN-GIVE" FRIEND. Heaven-give = Gerome's special word for hulog ng langit. Hahaha.

*I was finding the book of synonyms when Koen-eho approached me with his joke.

Ang "THESAURUS". Ang pinakamatalinong dinosaur.

Lol. Everyone was moved from their seats. We just realized that his joke swerved everyone from their concentration. And then, Mamsi called me.

Miss Dimaculangan, halika nga dito.
-- Mam? (hala. anong meron?)

Inabot niya saken ang dalawang bundle ng saging! Bundle ba twag dun? Tali or what. Tanungin ko daw kung sinong may gusto! Hahaha. Edi yon. Inofferan ko lhat. Ansaya. (: May npapansin ako kay Mam. Pag nakikita nya ko, lagi siyang ngumingiti o tumatawa. MUKA BA KONG KANGITI-NGITI AT KTAWA-TAWA??? I don't understand. But still, it's fun. Npagtripan nnman nga ako, e. Hbang pumipila sa pagkain. Naku. IMAGINE!

I realized that I am actually enjoying this JOURNALISM bonding. Even though everyone is strutting all of their imaginations on what they seem to be doing, we still find ourselves amused of talking about a lot of stuffs. May you be a first yr, second, third, or SENIOR, we are one big family already. (:

Npagtripan ko nman si Emman. Sabe ko hamunin niya si Angelus sa table tennis. Nagdoubles kse kami dte. Kmi magkadouble, talo namin si Angelus at Yn. Hahaha. Msaya yon.
Crush ko na si Emman! Mabango pabango nya! Nag-axe yta yon! ((:
At si Edwin, anggwapo tlga nman! Lol.

*I was writing my last word in Journalism, when Mam called the attention of everyone. It was time's up for the day. Whew! Atleast I made two. (: I was at least happy about it. Wee.

*In going out of the library, I found the school crowded of different and familiar faces! All of the graduates, from the time we were just FRESHMEN, were there! But of course, last year's graduates outnumbered the other batches. I went inside Gold and then Platinum. I missed my classmates and TERIBLEs that I kept from seeing because we were stuck in the library! I am happy to be able to have some fresh air.

*I saw the pack! Yoohoo. We'll have a celebration because it's Puto Pao's birthday! Yehey. We will spend it in Siomai Lady's barnacle. ((: But before that, we have to wait for Labs. He just finished a game of sweaty basketball with the graduates, and he needs to cool it up a bit. We stayed in the corridor near the gate, and laughed of all the good stuffs! We even had picture takings with Mang Pio's car. Uh huh. A TERIBLE MOMENT! (: We spelled F-U-N.

*We had a slight mini problem. One person was supposed to be not there. Karren's day should be the perfect, so even if its rueful for that person, we have to lose his trail. You know what I mean. May kelangan kmeng iligaw. Kahit naaawa ako skanya, e si birthday girl may gusto na wla sia, so yun. How sad. If I were that man, mkakahlata ako. Maiiyak nlng ako bigla. Awww. :(

*The plan was to get rid of Dyosa. *pity a bit. Everyone went separate ways. All should act that they will go home. Then Karren will just text everyone on where and when to go after the plan was completed. I went with Omar to buy some Banana con Yelo in that famous place of Banana con Yelo. Lol. Then we went back to GSTAR. We hang out to sip the coldness and then I asked him to go with me to NBS. Ryan went with us, and I bought my magazine. That was the point. And then we noticed that NBS got a full stock of The Twilight Saga! They computed for the complete hardbound saga. It'll be worth 2500, if I remembered. Well, it will be worth it for all the goodness! (:

*ENJOYING TIME! We went to the perf spot! The place is just a small kiosk of siomai goodness, so we have to squeeze ourselves in that corner of the avenue. (: It was fun that all of us, the people I love, we're there! Me, Omar, Joan, Angelus, Mikko, Val, EJ, Koen, Pat, Cess, Ami, Tape, Tenang, Kring, Ryan, Phil, Jn, and Karren ofcourse! (: Mey went next because he has some things to take care of. We went into the space next to the stall, and we just sat there. Took photos and laughed of all the good things! Super tambay and tawa mode!

*While waiting for the food of the day, we played the "lampas-baba" game. HAHAHA. It was supppper the duper fun! And we surprised Karren with a cake from Goldy! (: And then I muttered, "Naku, mamaya singilan na para sa cake. Hahaha." Hnggang sa ayon na nga. Naniningil na si Lola. Lol. The food came in a tray. Each ate four siomai pieces then two basos of gulaman. ((: Then, the cup of cheese corn. It was kakabusog to the maxness! ^^ How I wish it lasted longer. The sad part came. Time to bid goodbye. Awwww. I told Puto Pao that it was THE BEST FOOD TRIP WE HAD IN THREE DAYS OF MAKING. I know there'll be more food trips to Lady Siomai. (:

*GSTAR is the first bagsakan spot. Other graduates were still there. Dos and tres will play Dota, I know. We just went there to go infront of the aircon, because it is still HOT IN THE PHILIPPINES! Lol. Lenj + Guby came in. They looked different! Especially Bri. Tumaba siya. Si Lenj nman, he's still a big man as ever. Haha.

*Cess + Angelus + Ryan + Joan thought of going to the night market. Opening, eh! Iniwan nmen si Phil kase nagcCK pa sia. A TERIBLE game. (: Pero walang kwenta ang night market. Some stalls are still not prepared, at may sindi lang ng kandila. Mukha tuloy brownout. LOL. But for the sake of walking because of boredom in the netshop, okay pa din naman! (: We will go back pag madami na kami.

*GSTAR again. Have you counted the times we went there for the day? If that place didn't exist, it will be HARD and DIFFERENT! Hahaha. They are still there, and Phil is still playing CK. At nakita nmen si Ian and Franz, kkababa lang from school. (: Ian said na there's the Speech Choir of OCNHS singing the portion of Like A Molave. All Ian did was to create loser fingers! Aww. That's nice! HAHAHAHA.

*It's time to go home. We watched, AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN, the ever funny and totoy looking batchmates' Ibong Adarna of I - Amethyst. Franz really looked kenkoy! Ryan said to check out GONUTS because his mom wants a black forest donut. Sadly, it was not available. Pumasok pa nman kming anim sa loob nun, wala nman pla kmeng bibilhin. Haha. Tawa na lang! Ryan will ride red and all of us yellow. Ihahatid daw ako ng apat na mokong, at yun, I AM SAFELY HOME.

SOBRANG FUN DAY! SANA MAULIT NANG MAULIT NANG MAULIT!

Labels: birthday, food, FUN, journalism

* I woke up late. School bus might ring its bells little minutes later, and I haven't prepared myself yet. I hate it. I read Eclipse before going to bed. I forced myself to finish a chapter, when my eyes are so heavy already. So maybe this was the aftermath of forcing yourself when you're too tired. I yearned for sleep (and my pillow) too much. Nyihi.

* I was excited in the morning because today I'll not be taking classes. It'll be a day of writing, and I know I'll be exhausted. (Later in the day, I realized that I must have enjoyed Chem + Physics more than this torture.. :()

* I was reading Eclipse in the yellow rusty bench, and I realized flies are invading the place! I got so irritated, I want to kill every one of them. I am not mabaho I sprayed on them my cucumber-melon water, and I thought they enjoyed it, they sticked to me even more! Demmm those flies.

* I ate two yummy pizzas worth 16P each. I thought it was cheap, but then it tasted okay, and it was food so bet I enjoyed it. (: It's call time already so we need to proceed to the food-smelling library. Mam saw me eating again! And she said, "Si Charmaine kain ng kain." I hate her! She doesn't even know my eating habits, and tell me like that. That was two pizzas for breakfast! (Though, I ate a small breakfast at home. Therefore, I am really a glutton? What's bad anyway!)

* Miss and Mrs. explained to us the rules for the Journalism. Let the Seniors prove themselves. (So, we are now in the starting line of torture.) Others who will not enter the list of winners will not be joining the Journalism next year. Good thing for us, we won't have next year. Although, it's more to Journalism that we need to meet. Ugh. (College bells.)

* They gave us our writing jobs and I barely noticed of the fast-pacing time, I just wrote three paragraphs in two man hours! My mind is not working at its best, I hate these times. Although I received an OK. Madam even told me of my past article of the Chinese people.

Mam Daduya: Pinalitan ko ung ibang words mo dun sa Milk in China article.
Charmaine: Bakit po mam?
Mam: Angharsh ng iba. Baka mademanda ako. You said, the Chinese are out of their minds.

Am I crazy or is it the painful truth? Well, I consider it true! Why in the world will they put poisonous things in milk? A person in his mind won't do that! Lol. But the problem was, I categorized and judged every Chinese as crazy people! Lol. Filipinos are even crazier by the way. They let the idiocracy enter our territory. Wtdaheck! Hahaha.

* I finished my first article, and I want REST! I am craving for REST! I proceeded with my next article, the global financial crisis. Oh, how hard did I find it! One hour was killed with my lead and ending, and title? I was having a chitchat with Elaine Hussein. She laughs a lot, really! Hahaha. And about her brother thing, I was disgruntled of the fact that she doesn't know her family connections. FOR REAL! Lollll. Then Miss Sidon bellowed that it's LUNCH TIME. I was excited! Food food.

* My banana was finished. The food is yummy. Pork Kaldereta. Mam Sidon really is the best! (in food preparation.. haha.) I proceeded with my article, and I finished it after another hour. In the verge of passing my paper, I cranked and shook my head. I felt that it sounded empty! HAHAHA. It hurt like hell! Was it the outcome of thinking everything too much? Oh god. It was migraine and not some gutom ka lang headache!

* Mam Daduya commented a bit in the last part, but it was okay. Good thing she didn't ask me of reinventing the style and articulation. Maybe she liked my writing after all. Hahaha. One tip, I have to stay away from the Thesaurus, my lead was a bit deep daw. The poor judges might not understand, she said. But there's nothing to worry about. In the DSPC, I don't have my bucket of words to spank in their faces. BUT I WISH I CAN HAVE A STORAGE OF WORDS.

* I then jumped into the field of Feature writing. I was about to DIE. I feel my blood clogging my brain. I can't think of a nice thing anymore. It's about the CAMPUS LIFE. Damn. I hung out with KIMMY, and AMI. We laughed and laughed of the stupid things.

Cha: Alam mo, may nagsuggest daw kay Sir ng IP.
Ami: Ano daw?
Cha: Sabe daw kay Sir, "Sir, bkit di nlang gwin ung Chinese Milk na plastic?"
Ami, Cha, Kim: WAHAHAHA.

*bastusing bata yon! Oo nga nman. Yung melamine ginagawang plastic. Haha. Angbangag! Eto ang resulta ng walang utak. ;p

* Karen was so serious of her work. Arlyn came up to get a Twilight book and went to the room of old CURSED (i think) books. I thought of following her. Maybe I'll find something interesting. Mam Daduya was asking me of my article. Sorry mam. Na-drain yung utak ko. Pwedeng pahinga muna? I went there and saw a BED! and ELECTRIC FAN! I laid there and felt my sleepy eyes starting to droop. Then Arlyn was reading, I told her I'll sleep for a while. It was 3.24? I woke up, it was 4. Damn, I peeked at the journalists concentrating in the REAL workplace, they said Mam was asking about me. I panicked, but I did not think of finishing the article. HELLO, EMPTY BRAIN! ARE YOU NOT THERE?

* I asked Kimmy to go in the room! She read my SMS and laughed. She has STIFF BATOK. Poor her. We went to the CR and realized that classes are really off na! We went into the Caf and then I saw my HYPERFOOD-Magic Flakes! I also bought BROWNIES. After I chunked on the brownies, I felt my head lighten up! So that was the gutom lang yan sakit ng ulo Hahaha. I asked Kimmy to ditch the remaining minutes and she'll get my bag out daw. But then I thought, Mam might fire up.

* We went inside the library, and WHEW. Good for me, TIME IS UP FOR BRAIN FREEZING!! (: In going out, I felt my hyperactive self because of my hyper food. I saw Karen! And we were BANGAG SISTERS once again! (: I love it when Im crazy.

* I made my decision to go commute again. Now Im a bad girl! But I didn't care anymore. I went with the pack and talked of the WOLF. I mean, STRAY DOG. Loll. We talked about his ENGLISH MISHAPS. He is such a feeler to even talk in that way when he can't keep it clear. It was Carabao English Grammar?? But I don't care anymore. (: I missed the Tres Pedros! (: Laugh laugh. And signature looks. (: (: I felt malagkit and realized it's TOO HOT IN THE PHILIPPINES.

I want to eat ice cream and swim in Alaska! Right, Ami and Kimmy? (Wink. wink.)
I want a banana split with a banana.
I want EMOS listen to RAP. ;p ;p

* FOODTRIP ONCE AGAIN! I ate Cheese Corn and French Fries with Siomai + Puto Pao and the new recruit, Shanghai (my Puchi-puchi)! (: I told them I'll have varying street foods everyday. We rode a Pepsi jeepney, and saw Josak walking alone. Aww. Where is his cute dog? Lol. CRAZY!!

*Tomorrow is Puto Pao's day. Let's celebrate her mommy's 15 years? of hardship with her! Nyahaha.

I LOVE YOU PUTO PAO!

Labels: brain, food, journalism

Okay. So I don't think I'll be able to post my Intramurals&Field Trip update as soon as you expect. I am tied down by the potato who has come to bring me to the LAZYLAND. Bleh. Hahaha.

*I wasn't expecting today to be DEAD, HELL, LAZY. Seniors barely find classrooms entertaining. No more classes. No more learning. Yet more time for SPANKING HOT GSSIPING! :]]

*The morning was a bang. No english. Don't expect for Filipino also. The tandem is in the publishing store? for the demon school paper. We are actually close to a batch doom. Pag hindi mananalo yung paper, ano nlang yung mga msasakit na salita ang aming mtatamo? I am not up for word-mood-ruiners for the remaining months!

*Scarlet and Vree asked me to lay down the Twilight detail-per-detail story! I ran out of words and I felt my mouth dry due to the non-stop blabbing. Almost all TERIBLES are into the Twilight Saga, and everyone is preoccupied in their seats. ^KILIG. ^SUSPENSE. It is a book you will reread and reread. You will never find yourself feeling even a pounce of BOREDOM! (:

*Bananii lent me her "Eclipse". I was excited. She called me for a meeting down the SSG hot lane for the supposed-to-be-accomplished Halloween Bazaar. Unsuccessfully, Twilight filled the conversations more than anything else. Tealots, Yn, Patoots were there to join the life-boosting talk!

FUNNY THINGS WE TALKED ABOUT "TWILIGHT"

1. If Bella can be called 'Bells', why can't Edward be called 'Eddy'? Woah! Hahaha. It will lessen the hotness degree for sure! If that is what he'll be called, my imagination will lose gwapeng points for him! I am picturing a nigga with the name Eddy! The hell! Lol.

2. Hoping Stepehenie Meyer is a vampire, so that she can write infinitesimal volumes of TWILIGHT! That is an awesome idea. In that case, we will pay her to bite us! To immortal days of reading!!! ((:

3. We ditched classes because of the happy convo! 11:11AM came, and guess what our wishes are?? Everyone wished for Edward, other than personal requests. This was the exact line in my head, "Sana dumating na ang Edward ng buhay ko!" We we're all daydreaming of this perfect vampire who once conquered our juvenile days. (:

4. Because Bella is having a baby, I was thinking of what will Bananii's baby look like? Yeah. A Korean baby! Lol. I consider Bang a Filipino already (even with the yellow complexion! lol), and she talking about having her kids was quite hard to imagine! According to her, she is going to marry an American or a Westerner. She even called guys in her race, BORING and NOT APPEALING.

Charmenn: Therefore, you are not appealing also!
Bang: The hell! Why will I think of myself as appealing?? I am not a narcissist!
LOL. LOL.

5. I found my Mini-Edward and Mini-Jacob! They are so cute! WEEEE. I am 'kinikilig'. (: (: Whenever I see them in the vicinity, I can't help but jump around! Aww. I really wish those two crushies will come into life! (: (:

After Twilight gossips, came the true blue RS rumors. We talked about a lot of stuffs! Adding Franzzi and Kringgots. There were a lot of things to babble about! Yum.

*The afternoon went like a blur. I went into Physics and Chem. Two left subjects that I will not be taking in for granted! Hahaha.
*As I was rummaging into the pages of Eclipse, I glanced into our elephant glass window, and saw FIVE MEN walking in the lawn. The "past" men of the school. I haven't noticed any new thing to examine with their looks. Maybe they were meant to look like that forever.
*Sleepy PEHM time came, and so is a PERFECT time to cut and dawdle it up! I was ditching classes infront of Master Pio. Hahaha. Anyway, I may get grade deduction because of my mean student behavior. But right now, caring is the last thing in my mind.


SO. WE TALKED ABOUT COLLEGE. AND DANG, TIME IS ACTUALLY IN OUR FINGERTIPS. WE HAVE TO MAKE THE MOST OF IT.

*I once again ended my school hours with a dead lie. I didn't ride the school bus for the nth time! And I am into my deepest portion of lying in my life. Oh how pissing! I haven't got the guts to tell my dad to please cut my afternoon school-bus riding. Wala naman kasi akong boyfriend. Matino nman na ako. Aren't those words enough? I'd rather commute on my own with the pack, though. I'll pray for a perfect timing. (:

*I enjoyed STREET FOOD TRIP with Siomai and Puto Pao. We ate Siomai and Chicken Skin along the ride home. I was dizzee after.

*Tomorrow opens a two-week sembreak (for journalists!) Although it's a week pressure. And a lifetime blame if we haven't brought the cup home! GOODYLUCK TO US. (:

Labels: class ditching, food, lazy, lies

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