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I just changed the spelling of my name from CHARMAINE to CHARMAIGNE. I don't know, I must have enjoyed it with a G. It will really look more classy, if it would have been like that. Well, I thought of making it CHARMOEN (to look German). I am a proud Filipino, yet I get to be a critique when it comes to names. Since you'll stick with it forever why not change it into the way you like it, right? I've always wanted to add Maria infront of it, to look old-Pinoy-fashioned, and because I am jealous that most of my friends got two first names unlike me who got a simple English name, Charmaine. My last name is purely Filipino that is DIMACULANGAN. In the Philippines it means "enough" or more close to its articulation "not less". I was always teased when I am in grade school, but then I learn that people mature and get on with their life without getting to find my last name funny. I am turning sixteen on March, getting to know COLLEGE more, so I expect people to be mature than they are supposed to be. CHARMAINE means a beautiful orchard. I am definitely not an orchard, so I'll agree with being beautiful. ;p It also means "to sing", which is quite oppressive and pressure-giving since I don't got a voice the name CHARMAINE should be having. I just love to sing karaoke songs! It also means "to be a rich and successful lady", that is, I just made it up. But I know it'll come true. ;p All in all, I am enjoying my almost-sixteen years of existence, I don't want to finish it off with stupid things and beliefs. I have always wanted to enjoy life, and that's what I'm doing. I walk in the street certain of tripping myself with the pavement or just with my own foot, and I am proud of it. I will see pretty girls walking with me in the same sidewalk, but I will not develop the stimulus called INSECURITY. I will cherish my supercalifragilistic moments, and I will absolutely share it to people like you. :)

Screams
Saturday, January 3, 2009

It's a New Day! (And the happy holidays are finally coming to a close.) So, it's expected that I got new stuffs to share since it's the NEW year and everyone's got their NEW stories, I also better have my own NEW set of things to bring about.

I was lost for a matter of days because of busy lines of my calendar. We got a lot of travel trips (and I got my own lazy boohoos). Yeah. It is 2009 and I don't mind trashing out laziness into my system. Well, it's always a part of everyone! Maybe, I just minimize the amount of my couch potato seconds. Undoubtedly, blogging is just a personal responsibility (it should be just for pleasure!). Hahaha. Anyway, I got a new Belle de Jour planner. You might be saying that I won't even care to fill it up everyday, but sorry guys that's one of my NY's Resolution. I-have-to-make-my-life-more-organized resolution. Hahaha. It has these super coupons with discounts and paper portions wherein it's life-changing if I will just abide with it. I do still believe that change really starts from the heart and mind and yeah, the things in the planner is made by the heart and mind, and the hand. :) IT SHOULD HELP A LOT. ;p

I spent the New Year in this same house, so I am not sure if there'll be changes of the living space for the year. Wait! There'll be. I forgot that I'll be going into college this June. WAAAAAAA. Extreme college obliviousness! I am excited though. In a way. :) The use of firecrackers is totally banned in Olongapo, that's why it's a NEW sound of the NEW YEAR. Unpiercing/Undeafening sound of the environment. Hahaha. The thing with this 09 NY is that I munched a lot! I didn't jump, I think I got my height requirements already. Or maybe I want more if I want to be a dream model. Chika! ;p

I also welcomed the bang with BANGS. Full total bangs. Hahaha. People said it looked good, but others say its OK. So here's the thing, I don't care what other people say. As long as I am happy with this, ugly or not, I AM HAPPY! :p That's one brand new year's resolution. These past years I've been fighting with my low self esteem, and I think I gotta be someone who can stand tall despite imperfections. I want to leave insecurities in the past year. I also want to kill my attitude of pleasing others. It's best to please myself, and that's it. I won't stress myself a lot now. I will take care of myself! It's a NEW yet still the OLD me. (I'm confused) Hahaha.

It's one day away and I'll be walking on campus again (with my chin up to show everyone my stitch. lol). I don't want more issues of our Investigatory project. I just want to enjoy these last moments in our school. :)

So that's it.
Im close to Shippuden. Bwahaha.
TOODLES!

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