Overview
I just changed the spelling of my name from CHARMAINE to CHARMAIGNE.
I don't know, I must have enjoyed it with a G.
It will really look more classy, if it would have been like that.
Well, I thought of making it CHARMOEN (to look German).
I am a proud Filipino, yet I get to be a critique when it comes to names.
Since you'll stick with it forever why not change it into the way you like it, right?
I've always wanted to add Maria infront of it, to look old-Pinoy-fashioned, and because I am jealous that most of my friends got two first names unlike me who got a simple English name, Charmaine.
My last name is purely Filipino that is DIMACULANGAN. In the Philippines it means "enough" or more close to its articulation "not less".
I was always teased when I am in grade school, but then I learn that people mature and get on with their life without getting to find my last name funny.
I am turning sixteen on March, getting to know COLLEGE more, so I expect people to be mature than they are supposed to be.
CHARMAINE means a beautiful orchard. I am definitely not an orchard, so I'll agree with being beautiful. ;p
It also means "to sing", which is quite oppressive and pressure-giving since I don't got a voice the name CHARMAINE should be having. I just love to sing karaoke songs!
It also means "to be a rich and successful lady", that is, I just made it up. But I know it'll come true. ;p
All in all, I am enjoying my almost-sixteen years of existence, I don't want to finish it off with stupid things and beliefs.
I have always wanted to enjoy life, and that's what I'm doing.
I walk in the street certain of tripping myself with the pavement or just with my own foot, and I am proud of it.
I will see pretty girls walking with me in the same sidewalk, but I will not develop the stimulus called INSECURITY.
I will cherish my supercalifragilistic moments, and I will absolutely share it to people like you. :)
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 I am actually happy right now, but I don't know till when will this last. I don't know if this is for "ever after". Anyway, is there a happiness for ever after?? Well, don't mistake me for being suicidal just because I'm getting emotional out here. I just don't get the times when personal problems hit me like crap. You want to know what I want? I want to find someone that can answer my prayers. I don't need a genius or a superman. I just need somebody to care for me. I don't understand why sometimes I find it unfair that I care for my friends a lot but I can't get someone to care for me like I care for others. Random stuffs get in my head, asking myself of what is with me that makes me hard to love? I don't know why I am being a sweet potato out here! All I know is that I am cold of the fickle weather! WATTT A SHIT OF ALL THIS CARING STUFF! ;p I am not mad. I AM JUST SLEEPY. Just to clear things out, this does not prove that I am an emo kid. ;p So... I am really close to dozzzzzzzzing my ass off here, but I find this time the perfect time to tell of my today's happy stories. I do believe in lucky charms and stuffs and I do notice if something that I wear today brings me luck or not! And I just realized something.. I have these 'playing-card-shaped//looking' earrings, one with the hearts, and another (not a card shape) a spade! Whenever I wear the one with the hearts, I get to be happy with my bunch 'o friends! As in super EXTRALICIIOUS bonding! But whenever I wear this spade one, I get lucky in my career. Technically, it brings me good luck in my writing and makes me gain a lot of winnings! So since tomorrow will be my Journalism training in Tapinac Elem, might as well wear my spade earrings para naman hindi ako mapahiya! I have to write something good lalo na the expectations are a bit hanging in a high elevation! To start the day off, I rode my drifting school bus to school, SAFELY. As usual, maagang pumalaot service ko. 6:45AM, I am already in school, at ang dadatnan ko lang sa room e madalas si Kring, Karren, at Pat lang. This day, I saw Kring and Karren sleeping in their tables again. Same scene as always. Si Pat wala kasi nalate nanaman ng gising. These days, I notice that her waking routines are getting late. Nakalock pa yung room, pero ang dalawang babes nasa loob na ng room. Same old, bukas ang bintana, nang-akyat nanaman sila ng glass window! Hahaha. Tinatamad ako na gawin yung ginawa nila, at wala din naman akong gagawin sa loob, so I stayed outside. I sat on the yellow rusty bench, and thought of how it looked like years ago. Kung ganun pa din ba siya kayellow. At anong itsura niya nung hindi pa siya kinakalawang. I don't have anyone to talk to kaya pinanood ko yung mga freshmen na naglalaro, MALIBAN SA PAGKAUSAP SA AKING SARILI. Lol. I watched these students strut themselves in the vball court. Since the moment I woke up, I craved for a volleyball play! Gusto kong iexercise ang aking body, PROMISE! Kelangan ko talaga ng matinding galaw-galaw at pagbanat ng buto! Good thing, there is nothing to do today. :) So we have more time to play catch, dig, ang spike! OOHYEAH. :p Napansin ko na lang, parang 30mins na ko nakaupo dun sa yellow bench, wala pa ring seniors! The catch is, some of the seniors are on the CLSU contest. It's an IP thing. Others who are not here are on the Journalism Training. Yeah, too bad for me, wala akong kasamang Senior bukas! But at least, I get a chance to play V. :) At kulang na kulang pa din kami, because marami din ang hindi na pumasok dahil alam nilang wala namang gagawin. Haha. Well, WALA NAMAN TALAGANG GAGAWIN! GINAGAWA! AT GINAWA! Lol. :) Time passed by so fast. Nakapaglaro ako ng Volley! Yeah, a lot of times! Grabe yung pagkamiss ko sa super sport na to! Super love ko talaga! :) Naputol nga lang because of the PE time of the freshmen, na volleyball din, at ang aming PT-GOLD joint class in Eco. We learned about computing tax incomes. Nalaman din namin kung gano kalaki ang kinukupit ng gobyerno sa mga tao. Kung gano kalaki, di ko maisip na ganun din kalugmok ang Pilipinas. Hahaha. Atleast I had fun. After tax, another tax, and more taxes, di na ko nakaalis sa kinauupuan ko, kasi gumana nanaman ang machichika naming bibig ni Betina. Hahaha. We talked about a lot again. Nang dumating si Juju, at bumanat ako ng bumanat. Napatahimik si Bets. Hahaha. Lumiko-liko yung topic na halos kung ano-ano na napagusapan. I finished lunch with Betina wanting to eat lunch too. I am done with my Beef Kaldereta when she started on her Burger Steak. Pasaway na bata talaga! I was forcing her to eat with me, para di naman ako malungkot, sabi niya hindi daw talaga sia nagugutom. Pero ayun, nainggit sa kinakain ko, nagpahatid kay Ate Athen ng food. Haha. After eating, we went to the court and saw EJ and Val. We saw a basketball and started to play Miracle. First, it was just a silly game, hanggang sa nagkaron ng bets! We betted that whoever loses, will be a slave of the winner for two hours! Hahaha. Three of us played. Betina, me, and EJ. Good thing!!!! I was in the middle, and Betina gets to take the bad luck for the day. Lol. We made fun of her being a slave. Amiel kept on saying, "akalain mong yung prinsesa, e alipin ngayon". Hahaha. We then went back to Gold, and I slept.... I was soooo sleepy. Julian slept with his pillow! Val slept without a pillow but lying. I slept without a pillow, and sitting! But still, as long as I have music, it's fine with me. After waking up of that bone-in-the-shoulder-breaking sleep, I proceeded to the V-court and found myself screaming and enjoying the play of TROPA vs DBS BOYS. Hahaha. The street team versus the official team. We are all screaming our asses off! It was a super exciting game. Yung bola talaga tumatagal ng mga 30 minutes sa ere. Hahaha. Kidding! Exagg naman! Mga 5mins. MAMA E is super taray pagdating sa service! He even did a split just to save the ball! SOOPER NICE. And it ended with the TROPA TEAM winning the game! :) Going home, I made a choice to commute again. We went to eat at Mcdo and talk about different stuffs. Love and teasing are the best topics! OMG. Hahaha. Gumawa din kami ng pakana para mapag-usap si Omar and Joan. They did, by the way! But it ended super sad. Pero, that's how life is supposed to be. How can we not be used to it?? We walked till Rotonda.... repeating yesterday's routines. It was fun with EJ and Val around. We got more things to talk about. We realized that it's so fun walking in the middle of the night. :) We will repeat it! Now, I am too sleepy.... I can't take it anymore. I'll be waking up early kasi. :) My one-week off is coming to town, so I might as well take this time to SULIT! SULITPOST for FREE! ;p Goodluck for me tomorrow. :) TOODLES! Labels: FUN, journalism, life, school, seniors, volleyball
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I am actually happy right now, but I don't know till when will this last. I don't know if this is for "ever after". Anyway, is there a happiness for ever after?? Well, don't mistake me for being suicidal just because I'm getting emotional out here. I just don't get the times when personal problems hit me like crap. You want to know what I want? I want to find someone that can answer my prayers. I don't need a genius or a superman. I just need somebody to care for me. I don't understand why sometimes I find it unfair that I care for my friends a lot but I can't get someone to care for me like I care for others. Random stuffs get in my head, asking myself of what is with me that makes me hard to love? I don't know why I am being a sweet potato out here! All I know is that I am cold of the fickle weather! WATTT A SHIT OF ALL THIS CARING STUFF! ;p I am not mad. I AM JUST SLEEPY. Just to clear things out, this does not prove that I am an emo kid. ;p So... I am really close to dozzzzzzzzing my ass off here, but I find this time the perfect time to tell of my today's happy stories. I do believe in lucky charms and stuffs and I do notice if something that I wear today brings me luck or not! And I just realized something.. I have these 'playing-card-shaped//looking' earrings, one with the hearts, and another (not a card shape) a spade! Whenever I wear the one with the hearts, I get to be happy with my bunch 'o friends! As in super EXTRALICIIOUS bonding! But whenever I wear this spade one, I get lucky in my career. Technically, it brings me good luck in my writing and makes me gain a lot of winnings! So since tomorrow will be my Journalism training in Tapinac Elem, might as well wear my spade earrings para naman hindi ako mapahiya! I have to write something good lalo na the expectations are a bit hanging in a high elevation! To start the day off, I rode my drifting school bus to school, SAFELY. As usual, maagang pumalaot service ko. 6:45AM, I am already in school, at ang dadatnan ko lang sa room e madalas si Kring, Karren, at Pat lang. This day, I saw Kring and Karren sleeping in their tables again. Same scene as always. Si Pat wala kasi nalate nanaman ng gising. These days, I notice that her waking routines are getting late. Nakalock pa yung room, pero ang dalawang babes nasa loob na ng room. Same old, bukas ang bintana, nang-akyat nanaman sila ng glass window! Hahaha. Tinatamad ako na gawin yung ginawa nila, at wala din naman akong gagawin sa loob, so I stayed outside. I sat on the yellow rusty bench, and thought of how it looked like years ago. Kung ganun pa din ba siya kayellow. At anong itsura niya nung hindi pa siya kinakalawang. I don't have anyone to talk to kaya pinanood ko yung mga freshmen na naglalaro, MALIBAN SA PAGKAUSAP SA AKING SARILI. Lol. I watched these students strut themselves in the vball court. Since the moment I woke up, I craved for a volleyball play! Gusto kong iexercise ang aking body, PROMISE! Kelangan ko talaga ng matinding galaw-galaw at pagbanat ng buto! Good thing, there is nothing to do today. :) So we have more time to play catch, dig, ang spike! OOHYEAH. :p Napansin ko na lang, parang 30mins na ko nakaupo dun sa yellow bench, wala pa ring seniors! The catch is, some of the seniors are on the CLSU contest. It's an IP thing. Others who are not here are on the Journalism Training. Yeah, too bad for me, wala akong kasamang Senior bukas! But at least, I get a chance to play V. :) At kulang na kulang pa din kami, because marami din ang hindi na pumasok dahil alam nilang wala namang gagawin. Haha. Well, WALA NAMAN TALAGANG GAGAWIN! GINAGAWA! AT GINAWA! Lol. :) Time passed by so fast. Nakapaglaro ako ng Volley! Yeah, a lot of times! Grabe yung pagkamiss ko sa super sport na to! Super love ko talaga! :) Naputol nga lang because of the PE time of the freshmen, na volleyball din, at ang aming PT-GOLD joint class in Eco. We learned about computing tax incomes. Nalaman din namin kung gano kalaki ang kinukupit ng gobyerno sa mga tao. Kung gano kalaki, di ko maisip na ganun din kalugmok ang Pilipinas. Hahaha. Atleast I had fun. After tax, another tax, and more taxes, di na ko nakaalis sa kinauupuan ko, kasi gumana nanaman ang machichika naming bibig ni Betina. Hahaha. We talked about a lot again. Nang dumating si Juju, at bumanat ako ng bumanat. Napatahimik si Bets. Hahaha. Lumiko-liko yung topic na halos kung ano-ano na napagusapan. I finished lunch with Betina wanting to eat lunch too. I am done with my Beef Kaldereta when she started on her Burger Steak. Pasaway na bata talaga! I was forcing her to eat with me, para di naman ako malungkot, sabi niya hindi daw talaga sia nagugutom. Pero ayun, nainggit sa kinakain ko, nagpahatid kay Ate Athen ng food. Haha. After eating, we went to the court and saw EJ and Val. We saw a basketball and started to play Miracle. First, it was just a silly game, hanggang sa nagkaron ng bets! We betted that whoever loses, will be a slave of the winner for two hours! Hahaha. Three of us played. Betina, me, and EJ. Good thing!!!! I was in the middle, and Betina gets to take the bad luck for the day. Lol. We made fun of her being a slave. Amiel kept on saying, "akalain mong yung prinsesa, e alipin ngayon". Hahaha. We then went back to Gold, and I slept.... I was soooo sleepy. Julian slept with his pillow! Val slept without a pillow but lying. I slept without a pillow, and sitting! But still, as long as I have music, it's fine with me. After waking up of that bone-in-the-shoulder-breaking sleep, I proceeded to the V-court and found myself screaming and enjoying the play of TROPA vs DBS BOYS. Hahaha. The street team versus the official team. We are all screaming our asses off! It was a super exciting game. Yung bola talaga tumatagal ng mga 30 minutes sa ere. Hahaha. Kidding! Exagg naman! Mga 5mins. MAMA E is super taray pagdating sa service! He even did a split just to save the ball! SOOPER NICE. And it ended with the TROPA TEAM winning the game! :) Going home, I made a choice to commute again. We went to eat at Mcdo and talk about different stuffs. Love and teasing are the best topics! OMG. Hahaha. Gumawa din kami ng pakana para mapag-usap si Omar and Joan. They did, by the way! But it ended super sad. Pero, that's how life is supposed to be. How can we not be used to it?? We walked till Rotonda.... repeating yesterday's routines. It was fun with EJ and Val around. We got more things to talk about. We realized that it's so fun walking in the middle of the night. :) We will repeat it! Now, I am too sleepy.... I can't take it anymore. I'll be waking up early kasi. :) My one-week off is coming to town, so I might as well take this time to SULIT! SULITPOST for FREE! ;p Goodluck for me tomorrow. :) TOODLES! Labels: FUN, journalism, life, school, seniors, volleyball
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