Uh-huh. We're bound to another season of gift-giving (and food-eating), aren't you glad? Honestly, I can't feel a tingling breeze around me, but that doesn't matter. The biggest craze in town, crazier than the new Snowman Krispy Kreme, is Christ's breathing! Yehey! Pang-ilang beses na ba siyang pinanganak? Sino kayang nakabilang? Lol.

I seriously wish for some snow. Wouldn't it be fun sliding and making snowmen? If ever I completed the 9 Simbang Gabis, or went under a tunnel, or knew that it's 11:11 AM or PM, or just seen a shooting star, I'll be wishing for snow! SERIOUSLY!

Right now, I'm hours away for the magnificent day but apparently, the feeling is super ordinary. Para sakin kase, I feel Christmas when I see multi-colored lights. It's weird but, boy am I crazy? How can I view that when all I can see is this torturing white light coming from this technological creature infront of me? Another sign of the Christmasy vibe is the hyper attitude of the people in our house. Well, my dad's dozing his ass off because of his jet lag. My mom is enduring gray barbecue smoke for later's noche buena. My next-to-me brother is having his walk-my-foot with his G friends. My youngest brother is bugging everyone in our house to make him grape juice, and I am exposing all my insanities here. I think my lola is the only one who is acting elf today. She's cooking yumyum food for later's sharing. :)

I saw Mom wrapping gifts and I saw things for us, siblings. I didn't expect anything to unwrap at all. I am suprised and at the same time disappointed at myself that I haven't prepared anything for her. Well, I spent my money on some things (most are not for me). Sobrang mahal na kasi magregalo ngayon. E I'm not the type pa naman na todo ipon. I'm totally far from that. Basta may money, kashing! Lol. Maybe next year, I'll learn that. Hopefully, I'll take resolutions seriously and add ultimate saving up. :)

I went with mom, early in the morning, to the market, to have rush-hour Christmas shopping. I found something about myself. I actually am super stressing over overcrowded places. I totally hate it! Who doesn't? Especially in markets! How hard did I control myself of pricking each and everyone of them pushing me! My head hurt a lot because of the annoying people. Good thing, the hotdog saved me! I was tired from walking. To that person who mixed and concoctioned 'Sparkle', thank you for saving my hot throat (and hot head). :)

So, these next days, I'll not be around. The family has an important schedule (strictly for the family), and everyone should be present.

DEC. 25 - Christmas Day! We'll be going to Masinloc, Zambales to visit my dad's mother and my inaanak. For the first time, I got asked to be a ninang. I haven't seen this kid yet and I don't know how to treat kids! Hahaha. I am not a kid fanatic, especially girls! How nice, my first godchild is a girl. But anyway, when it's totally cute I can be in good terms with them. I can stand to not eat them for three minutes. Kidding.

DEC. 26 - I might stay at the house and watch some episodes of Naruto, as my everyday of the holidays had gone by. But for something to happen, I am planning to have a FULL-BANGS haircut. Yea. I am not kidding. I just looked into the mirror and realized that I look boring. Might as well try something new before 2009 erupt from its shell. Nothing will lose, I think (just some dignity if it went ultra bad).... and some hair! But I believe I can carry it. I practice looking with bangs, by lifting some hair up and folding it in my forehead for a 3D effect, the crazy me. And TADA! I've created a Siopao-looking girl with bangs. I just hope it will go well. Um. go best, instead! :)

Wait. I am not so sure, if at 26 we will go to Manila, but hopefully, not yet. :) I'm still excited for my haircut! If ever we'll go to the Metro, I think it'll be long. Um. A three-day stay is long enough, but I am still uncertain of the sched. I hate em parents. They tell it, but then they aren't sure of anything yet! They make me hope. For their info, I also got my own calendar. :( Okay. Im starting drama.

I need a journal, planner, personal notebook, or whatchamacallit notebook that plans your everyday cackadoodles. I am just tired of guessing and guessing what to do. It will be very essential for me, whose got my memory stuck in a bundle, every little detail in a bundle that if ever I misplace it, saying "fuck it" is the only thing I can do. Hahaha. It will also be nice for the 2009 drama. Well, it's always like that. January always look perfect. Let's get it specific. January 1s used to be perfect, with all the new lives, new manners, new nails, new hair, and everything. But when 2 arrives, kick ass, it's back to the old sinner.

Let's just pray hard.
Merry Christmas to everyone!
Enjoy the glitters and glamour of the season.
I'll give ye a hug! *embrace!
Toodles!

Labels: Christmas, life, plans, random

I read a post by SAMANTHA, talkin' about a whimsical, funky, and undefined dream. It was scary and at the same time very meaningful. It was about love and all the crazy advices anyone can give to a taped, wasted heart. :)

So, I might talk about love today (get yourself ready for the funny and cheesy part). I just realized what love brings to our lives. It's so magical and to-the-umpteenth-level foolish! We all fall for this word, and no matter the too many times we have fallen, we still keep on falling and falling. It's like poison to the lips, but we want to keep drinking. It makes us shatter but we will always mend ourselves to shatter again. It makes us dance to its rhythm and never get tired to its anything-goes beat. Whatever happens we'll always want to be IN LOVE, because despite all the pain and tiresome pages of this adventure, it's like a drug that satisfies our every beating.

Nakakatanga na nga minsan, diba? It's always the battle between the wrong and the right, the real and the fake, the happy and the sad part. We always have to choose, and whatever we choose, we lose. The delightedness is always ephemeral. At a point in time, it always have to end, pero yun na nga, we fall in love more and more. Para tayong mga sadista na natutuwa sa pain at loneliness. Andaming cases ng failed love, pero kahit gaano pa ka-painful at karami na yon, we are still willing to get a dose of it. It's a priceless thing. You won't even care kahit na hindi masuklian yung binigay mo, because you are not buying at all, you just give it. You offer it like a shiny coin to the child beggar. You might (or might not) expect something back, but it doesn't matter as long as you express it. Kahit walang-wala ka na, you will sacrifice everything para lang maiparamdam yung love na yun to this luckiest person.

I'm getting cheesy here, ayoko na! Okay, I'll spill it out. I am going super corny right here because I am loveless today, and that's the piece that's been missing in my life. I have this ultimate crush, but I don't know where to find him! I've got people around me to love, but I just can't find someone for me. I don't want a boyfriend. I don't want commitment. I just want to crush on someone who will also have the tendency to crush on me. That's it. I want a total inspiration, but it looks like it's getting hopeless. Hahaha. Someday is to come, baby.

So, I gotta stop this love thing. I got tired once because of my selflessness. The truth is I've surrendered because it's the right thing. I haven't expressed because I was scared, and I know that it will just make things worse. Nobody knows it but me. I gotta let go because that's what it's supposed to be. I thought it was easy, but I was wrong. It was super-difficult-close-to-impossible thing. I thought it was a piece of cake, but it was a piece of the worst-tasting, seven-layered chocolate cake. Thoughts can kill (Lahat ng akala, nakakamatay.) Hahaha. I'm getting stupid in here.

I went with Moks and Sea this day for a talk and a small get-together, just to update each and everyone. We talked about a lotta stuffs: family matters, future plans, and the highlight of the night, our dysfunctional lovelife. We all suffer the Cold Christmas syndrome. Yeah, too bad for this year, but we thought of the advantages! We get to not think of the best present for our partners, and we get to enjoy the holidays with family and friends, with no jealousy and love quarrels! Isn't it nice being single? :p

The thing is, love goes around the world. It is always in everyone's world. And it comes in different forms, if you don't know. It doesn't only come in the opposite-sex form. It can come in a family member, in a friend, in a pet, or in that Coke float. All we gotta do is appreciate the love we receive and make things matter. Replace it with love and hug each other. Men will be proud of men. Make more love and less war this Christmas! It's the best gift for everyone! ;p ;p

I gotta go.
Naruto is waiting for me.
Stuck in Episode 153.
I need to go Shippuden, so I gotta move fast!

Enjoy the Holidays!
Toodles!

Labels: get-together, life, love, pain

Super morning! I slept at around 2AM, sleepiness didn't bug me much. House is waiting for me in the TV but I got lazy to watch. And so, I laid my bones on the bed and dozed off.

I woke up with a grumbling tummy. I have two reasons: It's either I am super hungry or I need a session with Mr. Toilet. :p I guess it hurts double time because both reasons are applicable. Lol. I am super hungry and I need a session with Mr. Toilet. :p

First thing in the morning, check my doodat. I think this is the 'first thing in the morning' of most Filipinos, looking through morning messages in their cellphone. Others say that they only look at the time, but that's just a way out because we all know that it's the messages we want! :) There's no way out, because it's also our "last thing before we sleep'. I know you know it for yourself! :) I wait for someone to text me, actually. Secretly. :)

Before getting up the bed, I try to lull myself again to sleep. After stretching some muscles, and hearing the so-loud T.V because my brother just turned on the playstation, without caring much to my sound sleeping senses, I go up and fix my bed. I hate it when someone tries to oppose my want in snatching back sleep again! But what can I do? If I'll hate it, it'll spoil my first-moment-good mood. So might as well, keep to the happy things. :)

Next stop, I let the mirror analyze any face improvements. Okay, I have an issue of my own, pimples (and sometimes my thick, bushy eyebrows). But don't tell me you don't have any? I believe that everyone has his own expectations of a beautiful face, who doesn't? He should be looking like E.T and gave up in looking any distinctions between ugly and pretty. Lol. One other thing, I smile infront of the mirror. I don't know, I find myself looking different in my first look in the mirror. There is something different: was that the morning glitters in our eyes? But seriously, I feel beautiful when I smile in the mirror. :p

After minutes of recognition of God's beautiful creation facing the mirror, I will proceed to the bathroom and gurgle minty water. That's part of the early freshness! It is vital for a human being to brush brush brush 3x a day! Then start the brushing! :)

Then, I go downstairs to eat in the king's table and munch on some breakfast. As they say, eat like a king in the morning. It's energy food and it's important! This is what you'll burn later in the day, might as well take many! :)

It's almost done, now repeat everything! Hahahaha. Just kidding. Do you want to call yourself crazy? After those important things, you might do your own highlights for the day. But me, I'll go infront of this cube monitor and do this thing.

Morning finished! I continue my texting sessions with my 'Mga Labs'. :)

*I just watched Nancy Drew yesternight! It was nice. I loved how she looked. So cute.
I'll have moments with mom later. :) Yay!
Hey check my top lists! I got new things I love. :)
Toodles.

Labels: life, random

I am actually happy right now, but I don't know till when will this last. I don't know if this is for "ever after". Anyway, is there a happiness for ever after?? Well, don't mistake me for being suicidal just because I'm getting emotional out here. I just don't get the times when personal problems hit me like crap. You want to know what I want? I want to find someone that can answer my prayers. I don't need a genius or a superman. I just need somebody to care for me. I don't understand why sometimes I find it unfair that I care for my friends a lot but I can't get someone to care for me like I care for others. Random stuffs get in my head, asking myself of what is with me that makes me hard to love? I don't know why I am being a sweet potato out here! All I know is that I am cold of the fickle weather! WATTT A SHIT OF ALL THIS CARING STUFF! ;p I am not mad. I AM JUST SLEEPY. Just to clear things out, this does not prove that I am an emo kid. ;p

So... I am really close to dozzzzzzzzing my ass off here, but I find this time the perfect time to tell of my today's happy stories. I do believe in lucky charms and stuffs and I do notice if something that I wear today brings me luck or not! And I just realized something.. I have these 'playing-card-shaped//looking' earrings, one with the hearts, and another (not a card shape) a spade! Whenever I wear the one with the hearts, I get to be happy with my bunch 'o friends! As in super EXTRALICIIOUS bonding! But whenever I wear this spade one, I get lucky in my career. Technically, it brings me good luck in my writing and makes me gain a lot of winnings! So since tomorrow will be my Journalism training in Tapinac Elem, might as well wear my spade earrings para naman hindi ako mapahiya! I have to write something good lalo na the expectations are a bit hanging in a high elevation!

To start the day off, I rode my drifting school bus to school, SAFELY. As usual, maagang pumalaot service ko. 6:45AM, I am already in school, at ang dadatnan ko lang sa room e madalas si Kring, Karren, at Pat lang. This day, I saw Kring and Karren sleeping in their tables again. Same scene as always. Si Pat wala kasi nalate nanaman ng gising. These days, I notice that her waking routines are getting late. Nakalock pa yung room, pero ang dalawang babes nasa loob na ng room. Same old, bukas ang bintana, nang-akyat nanaman sila ng glass window! Hahaha. Tinatamad ako na gawin yung ginawa nila, at wala din naman akong gagawin sa loob, so I stayed outside. I sat on the yellow rusty bench, and thought of how it looked like years ago. Kung ganun pa din ba siya kayellow. At anong itsura niya nung hindi pa siya kinakalawang. I don't have anyone to talk to kaya pinanood ko yung mga freshmen na naglalaro, MALIBAN SA PAGKAUSAP SA AKING SARILI. Lol. I watched these students strut themselves in the vball court. Since the moment I woke up, I craved for a volleyball play! Gusto kong iexercise ang aking body, PROMISE! Kelangan ko talaga ng matinding galaw-galaw at pagbanat ng buto! Good thing, there is nothing to do today. :) So we have more time to play catch, dig, ang spike! OOHYEAH. :p

Napansin ko na lang, parang 30mins na ko nakaupo dun sa yellow bench, wala pa ring seniors! The catch is, some of the seniors are on the CLSU contest. It's an IP thing. Others who are not here are on the Journalism Training. Yeah, too bad for me, wala akong kasamang Senior bukas! But at least, I get a chance to play V. :) At kulang na kulang pa din kami, because marami din ang hindi na pumasok dahil alam nilang wala namang gagawin. Haha. Well, WALA NAMAN TALAGANG GAGAWIN! GINAGAWA! AT GINAWA! Lol. :)

Time passed by so fast. Nakapaglaro ako ng Volley! Yeah, a lot of times! Grabe yung pagkamiss ko sa super sport na to! Super love ko talaga! :) Naputol nga lang because of the PE time of the freshmen, na volleyball din, at ang aming PT-GOLD joint class in Eco. We learned about computing tax incomes. Nalaman din namin kung gano kalaki ang kinukupit ng gobyerno sa mga tao. Kung gano kalaki, di ko maisip na ganun din kalugmok ang Pilipinas. Hahaha. Atleast I had fun. After tax, another tax, and more taxes, di na ko nakaalis sa kinauupuan ko, kasi gumana nanaman ang machichika naming bibig ni Betina. Hahaha. We talked about a lot again. Nang dumating si Juju, at bumanat ako ng bumanat. Napatahimik si Bets. Hahaha. Lumiko-liko yung topic na halos kung ano-ano na napagusapan.

I finished lunch with Betina wanting to eat lunch too. I am done with my Beef Kaldereta when she started on her Burger Steak. Pasaway na bata talaga! I was forcing her to eat with me, para di naman ako malungkot, sabi niya hindi daw talaga sia nagugutom. Pero ayun, nainggit sa kinakain ko, nagpahatid kay Ate Athen ng food. Haha. After eating, we went to the court and saw EJ and Val. We saw a basketball and started to play Miracle. First, it was just a silly game, hanggang sa nagkaron ng bets! We betted that whoever loses, will be a slave of the winner for two hours! Hahaha. Three of us played. Betina, me, and EJ. Good thing!!!! I was in the middle, and Betina gets to take the bad luck for the day. Lol.

We made fun of her being a slave. Amiel kept on saying, "akalain mong yung prinsesa, e alipin ngayon". Hahaha. We then went back to Gold, and I slept.... I was soooo sleepy. Julian slept with his pillow! Val slept without a pillow but lying. I slept without a pillow, and sitting! But still, as long as I have music, it's fine with me.
After waking up of that bone-in-the-shoulder-breaking sleep, I proceeded to the V-court and found myself screaming and enjoying the play of TROPA vs DBS BOYS. Hahaha. The street team versus the official team. We are all screaming our asses off! It was a super exciting game. Yung bola talaga tumatagal ng mga 30 minutes sa ere. Hahaha. Kidding! Exagg naman! Mga 5mins. MAMA E is super taray pagdating sa service! He even did a split just to save the ball! SOOPER NICE. And it ended with the TROPA TEAM winning the game! :)

Going home, I made a choice to commute again. We went to eat at Mcdo and talk about different stuffs. Love and teasing are the best topics! OMG. Hahaha. Gumawa din kami ng pakana para mapag-usap si Omar and Joan. They did, by the way! But it ended super sad. Pero, that's how life is supposed to be. How can we not be used to it?? We walked till Rotonda.... repeating yesterday's routines. It was fun with EJ and Val around. We got more things to talk about. We realized that it's so fun walking in the middle of the night. :)

We will repeat it!

Now, I am too sleepy.... I can't take it anymore. I'll be waking up early kasi. :)
My one-week off is coming to town, so I might as well take this time to SULIT!
SULITPOST for FREE! ;p

Goodluck for me tomorrow. :)
TOODLES!

Labels: FUN, journalism, life, school, seniors, volleyball

I have quoted a new term! It's a verb which is - 'Madagascar 2'. It was so funny, since my dad is close to having a job in Africa. And both of my parents are there right now. They are checking the place and everything, so when I tell my friends why am I still with them that late in the night (7PM is late for me, since I don't commute a lot). I will say to them, "Ahh. Wala kasi parents ko e. NagMadagascar 2! Lol! Every person na sinabihan ko nito ang reaction e, "Oh? San sa Manila?" or "Palabas na? Saan??". They thought I am referring to the movie. But what I truly mean is that "they escaped to Africa". Hahaha. It happened in perfect timing! So cool. :)

So. I am totally happy today. We just had a Journalism training and I just finished one article. I am not proud of myself. Ofcourse, we feasted on Mamsi's foodums: Adobo and Monggo! Super da best! :) Tapos ang swerte, meron pa kaming Goldilocks treat for the PM merienda. Sobrang lucky! :) Later in the afternoon nagkaron kami ng practicum for volleyball. Ayun, it looks as if hindi ako naglaro even then! Kasi pumapalpak ako parati. Ewan ko, sobrang mentally tired ako, sabi ni Sir Alip sobrang makakatulong daw tong pagiging physically active ko. Thanks naman don. So kahit papano inayos ko naman, pero parang wala pa ring lumalabas na galing, di katulad ng dati na adik-adik ako. Pero atleast natapos na kami yung winner. Big kudos and thanks to the addicted players: Mikmik and Dane. :)

I went back to the lib at yun nagprayer kami at nagwalang-kupas na lecture about punctuality. Sobrang lakas ng tama saken! Pano ba naman kasi, i was close to being left in our retreat. As in ilang minutes na lang patay-patay na! :) Pero good thing nakaabot ako diba! Ansaya nun. Pero this Monday, hindi talaga ako pwedeng malate. Mamamatay ako, todos!

After our super-wonder prayers, bumalik ako sa V-ball court at nanuod ng games ng Gold. Nakatabi ko si Franz at nanlait-lait nnaman kame. Super fun talaga! :) Napaisip ako na kaka-retreat lang namin pero ganun kagad! So bad.... Hahaha. Pero namiss ko tong bonding na to! And then, kinulit ko nanaman yung mga tao! Si Pot and everyone. Nasobrahan ata ako sa kakakulit at kakatsika sa mga tao. Pero sobrang saya ko. :)

I chose to commute, kasi gusto ko makabonding tong mga taong to, MULI. Ayun, since it's getting dark wala nang masakyan so nagstart kaming maglakad sa forest na iyon. :) It didn't get too tagal kasi ambibilis maglakad ng mga kasama ko. Hiningal talaga nila ako, at at buti na lang ansarap kakwentuhan ng mga kasama ko. At andun si Papa Cy, ang lalaking forever kong kinukulit at finiflirt. Hahaha. Wala akong magawa e! Buti na lang mabait siya. :)

I remembered, aalis na pala kami ng Monday. It's so sad. Five days akong mawawala.. At, yung isa sa mga araw na yon, birthday ni close friend Bettsi! Pero atlist andito ako ng thirteen. :) Kaya ngayon, nanghihingi na ako ng mga remembrance sa mga taong mamimiss ko. Si moks, nagbigay na nung mailman niyang parang stuffed keychain. :) Si Phil ang kanyang cologne, at si Mikmik ang kanyang mahiwagang pambura. Yung iba, bukas ko na lang sisingilin! Hahaha. I don't know, it might even serve as a lucky charm for me! :)

Anyway, continuing my story for this day, dumiretso kami kay Lady Siomai, ang paboritong Manang ng bayan. Hahaha. Kumain lang ako ng cheese corn at sila Mikmik, Cess, Phil, Omar, at Ry, kumain ng 3 pcs na siomai. Wala ako sa mood magSiomai e. :) Nang may isang bata na lumapit dun at nagtanong kung sinong mabait. Sabi ko, "ako"! Nagpapalibre kasi siya ng cheese corn. Ayun, ininterview ko siya.

Ako: Sige, ililibre kita. (tinitignan ko kung anong reaction niya.)
Bata: (ngumiti) Sige na ate, palibre.
Ako: May pera ka e o! (tinuturo ko 20 pesos niyang hawak)
Bata: Hindi. Kasi nag-iipon ako para sa Christmas party namin e.
Ako: Ows? Talaga lang?? Jinojoke mo lang ako e!
Bata: Hindi. Tanong mo pa sila. (sabay turo sa dalawang batang kasama niya)
Ako: Totoo ba?
Isa Pang Bata: Opo. Nag-aaral po siya sa Banicain! Nagtataekwando pa nga po e!
Ako: Ay taekwando! Rich pla kayo e!
Bata: Hindi. Scholar lang po ako e!
Ako: Ah. Mabait ka ba?
Bata: Opo.
Ako: Di ka makulit? Talaga?
Bata: Opo. Tinutulungan ko pa nga po sina Ate dito e.
Ako: (padukot na sa wallet) Eh. Bat ka ngumingiti-ngiti? Niloloko mo ata ako e!
Bata: Hindi po talaga.
Ako: (pakuha na) Ay. Tumatawa! Jinojoke ata ako!
Bata: Ate, hindi po!
Ako: E bat ka pala tumatawa?
Bata: Eh ate, maganda ka e!
Ako: Abang bata ito, nambola pa! Hahaha. Hindi ba talaga ako jinojoke nito?
Isa Pang Bata: Hindi po!
Ako: Osige. (kumuha na ng pera) Isshare mo sa kanila?
Bata: Batukan ko pa sila e!
Ako: Ay! Hindi isshare! Wag na lang pala.
Bata: Hindi na pala. Isshare ko.
Ako: Talaga?
Bata: Opo.
Ako: (binigay ko na pera) O ako na magbibigay kay ate, baka yosi pa bilhin mo.
Isa Pang Bata: Ate ako din! Wala na. Yun na lang. Share na lang kayo!
Bata: Ayan! ATE, ISA NGA PONG CHEESE CORN! YUNG MARAMING SABAW! MARAMI PONG SABAW A!
Phil: Sabaw na lang kaya bilhin mo!
Bata: (nakuha na ang cheese corn)
Ako: O, ishare mo sa kanila!
Omar: Alukin mo sila!
Bata: Gusto niyo??
Isa Pang Bata: Sige lang.
Ako: Ay, siya lang kumakain. Share ka.
Bata: (lumapit sa dalawang bata, nagshare sila)
Ako: Walang thank you?
Bata: Thank you po! Welcome!
Ako: Hahaha. Anong pangalan mo?
Bata: TONTON POGI!

Grabe. Nakakatuwa yung batang yon. :) Para sa Christmas party nia, may maibigay lang siyang regalo, namamalimos siya. :) I was super touched. Hahaha. Ambaet ko ngayon.

Ayun. Tumuloy na kami sa always-next destination, 7/11 para mag-PWERSADONG SLURPEE. Ang 5 pesos na slurpee na nasusulit at mukhang ten pesos o minsan 15 o minsan pumupuslit para sa pineapple juice. Hahaha. Ansasama. :) Trip lang po. Napansin namin ang mga problema sa aming mga panlabas na anyo. Pano ba naman, sinong di macoconscious sa dami ng salamin at ilaw sa 7/11?? Antindi. Ayaw nga namin ni Phil na tumitingin dun sa mga salamin dun e. Ampangit ng reflection. Pero di kami yung pangit. Hahaha. Nagkaron ng konting LAITAN! Hahaha. Pero normal.

Naisipan na naming lumabas at naisip nila na maglakad hanggang Rotonda. Aba, aba. Pinapaexercise niyo talaga ako?? Eh medyo kinabahan lang ako dahil gabi na, pero okay naman. Pumayag ako, kasi saglit lang naman siguro yon. Ayun, nagchikahan kami on the way! :) Napag-usapan ang SIMBANG GABI. Sana mapayagan ako. Wala naman kaming gagawing masama. Magsisimba lang together, diba? Sana talaga payagan ako ng parents. :) I want to complete this para makapagwish ako.

So yun lang, sobrang naappreciate ko ang kasiyahan ko ngayong gabi! Weeeee. :) Andami kong nalaman at naishare. Hahaha. Sana ganto uli bukas. Nakakainis, me intensive training kami sa Saturday sa Tapinac. Hindi ko alam kung makakasulat ako ng mabute, pero hopefully oo! Hayy. :) Goodluck naman. Sila kasi mauuna bukas e. Yung mga kaclose ko kahit pano. Kasama ko sa sabado sina Kareena, Hanna, at Palos. Ayon, hopefully naman, masaya kahit pano! :)

I'll be going! I MISS HOUSE. :) Magthetherapy ako maya-maya! :) I NEED SLEEP.
Toodles!

Labels: bonding, goodness, happy, journalism, life

If tears are considered mass to be gained or lost, I should be thin by now! I lost buckets and buckets of tears in our SUPER TERIBLE RETREAT! And other than that, I learned a lot of things. I appreciated a lot of stuffs. I will continue to learn, continue to appreciate, and continue to cherish the left time for us Seniors! :)

December 2 and 3. Who would've thought that these two dates will change our maturities... will wake us from the bitter truths of life... will let us experience the sweetest things with God and friends. The two-day spiritual retreat helped us discover each others' inner self.

We learned about affirmation and rejection. Two opposite things na sobrang nakakaapekto sa buhay ng tao. The first one is a positive thing, like praises and recognition of your presence and existence. It's a happy thing kasi you know that you are not a nobody infront of your friends and family, because they love you! The second awful bitch, rejection, is an eternal enemy. Nobody wants to be rejected. And according to one of our retreat masters, Kuya Rannie, no one has the right to reject us. We are entities to be respected and this nega-thing, it should not let it eat us. That's why God is here to protect us from all the hurt. We just have to hold on. :)

Kuya Rannie, Kuya Zolstie and Kuya Gerald are the facilitators of our event. They are so fun to be with, they really woke our senses up. My favorite parts of the retreat are the: CIRCLE OF LOVE, TALKING TO GOD and HUGGING FRIENDS.

The Circle of Love taught us to release the pain and all our bad feelings through sharing our weaknesses to the people in the circle. Meanwhile, our appreciation is highlighted in the part where we are affirmed by each and every one in the circle. It is such a delightful thing to be affirmed. Ang sarap pakinggan na minamahal ka ng mga tao with this super-gandang trait na meron ka. Ma-aappreciate mo talaga yung existence mo, once nagsalita na yung mga mahahalagang tao sa buhay mo. Sayang lang kasi we haven't finished the activity. Inabot na kami ng 1 or 2 because of that. Take note: in the morning. Medyo nainip na daw mga teachers namin kaya kailangan na naming tapusin. It feels wrong kasi this is a time to release all the tension, and the reveal your true self, pero parang pinagkait samin ng time. Pero okay pa din. :) Iyakan blues: step 1.

Talking to God is such a super experience! We are all asked to put blindfold hankies in our eyes and we will have a fantasy watchamacallit. Lol. You will imagine this certain scene through certain instructions. I get to talk to God. About the sacrifices of my parents, I know that they give almost everything for us to have a good life, and I don't want to waste all of their hardships. Narealize ko na masyado ako minsan in wanting things, and talking them out of buying it for me. Minsan pala hindi ko napapansin na nahihirapan na sila sa important needs namin, andame ko pang hinahanap. Parang dapat makuntento ako sa kung anong meron ako. And also, I learned of my friends' problems in their families. Sobrang iyakan dito kasi naging sentimental yung mga Terible sa kanilang relationship with their families. Anghirap isipin na yung mga smiling faces na yon e dumadanas pala ng super heavy problem sa loob nila. Mas lalo naming minahal ang isa't-isa. :)

And the best of everything in the retreat... hugging friends... Ano to, goodbye na ba??? It's so hard to think na magseseparate ways na kami. Ansaket. For the four years of bonding, it seems that it's too soon to be moving on. Parang ambilis ng lahat! Wala namang kalimutan... I just realized that these people infront of me are not ordinary people. Sila ang isang part ng buhay ko kung san sila na ang nagpapatakbo nito. If it weren't for them I will not be super complete like I feel today. Sila ang isa sa pinakamagandang blessing na natanggap ko sa life na to. I will not forget those faces... pati lahat ng pagpapasaya! Hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan..

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Pagdating naman sa place na tinuluyan namin, the ever-beautiful Highlands of Iba, Zambales. Hindi naman kami binigo! Everything went perfect, as it is.

There are two rooms: one for the girls, and the other for the boys. We had triple-deck beds! Super cool! At well-ventilated yung room, hindi ko man lamang naramdaman ang tutok ng araw. The CR is super clean at talagang angganda-ganda! We, girls, enjoyed the mirrors! It made us look white. Ayaw na nga namin umalis sa harap nun e. Haha. A lot of us took a bath at 1 in the morning, pero hindi ako kasama dun. Shinare ko lang kasi napagalitan kami ni Ma'am Sidon. Hahaha. Anlalandi daw namin. Dahil sa walang magawa nung gabing yon, tumakas nanaman kami kay Maam. Lumabas-labas at naghanap ng shooting star. Ang sad para sakin, hindi man lang ako nakakita ng isa! Samantalang yung iba, apat-apat pa yung nakita!

Sa food naman, sobrang nakakabusog! Grabe. Balanced diet talaga. Hindi talaga kami nabigo sa dami ng pinakain samin. Everything tasted good, better, best. Walang not-good food talaga. We even thought na hindi kaya nalugi sila sa mga binayad namin? Hahaha.

The whole place was super clean at mababait naman ang mga tao! Hanna saw and noticed that an American manages the people. So that's why the place is clean daw! Haha. Kasabay namin yung Columban College sa retreat. Sayang. Sana nasolo namin. Pero okay lang naman since minsan lang kami magkadaupangan ng landas! Wow. SUPER FILIPINO NOSEBLEED. Hahaha.

I got no sleep. As in, an hour? Or forty-five minutes?? Tas binulaga ng sobrang lamig na tubig from the shower! Naku, ano kayang napala ko?? Hahaha. Kaya tuloy nung patapos na yung mga sessions, talagang antukan na kami. Everytime na may pinapaimagine, tinatake advantage na namin na matulog. Hahaha. Angkulit!

Again... the experience was the best! The people... everything! Hindi ko to makakalimutan!


Now, my mind is currently offset to sleeping mode kaso marami pa akong gagawin. Tomorrow, our training continues. Yeah, the Journalism training. Medyo nahihirapan ako ngayon kasi hindi talaga gumagana yung utak ko, gustong-gusto na niyang lumanding sa kama, kaya pagkatapos nito, balak ko nang pumuntang Dreamland. :)

Sige. I shall go now! TOODLES! :)

Labels: happy, life, retreat, seniors, tears

I woke up at six, and felt the cold december air. It felt so good, I went back dozing my ass off again. :) And so, I woke up at 10. WTTHE. Am I that sleepy? Did I need that long sleep? Siguro kung hindi ako natulog uli, inaantok ako ngayon. So okay na din. Lol. Someone texted, saying that it's Holy Guacamole December once again! Nun ko lang narealize na, oh no, it is really december hugging my thighs and everything.

By the way, I shifted to this simple-looking layout because I think it defines me. It's colors are girly, but I love it over-all! :)

So... What am I gonna talk about? I got two stories to tell. One is my fantasy of my ever-good looking crush. :) Another is my addiction to House. And one more thing, so it's three pala. My high school story and this boredom that keep me tucked in. Meron pa pala! O four na. Yung RS Musical. :)

One - CRUSH!!!!!

Yesterday is Sunday, right? So since it was a weekly ritual to visit God every Sunday, we went to church. But this Sunday was a different Sunday. :) Usually, we go to St. Joseph for the mass. The whole family attends the 6 PM mass. If you remember, this is the time slot where I get to see my past crush altar boy. But seriously now, I don't find him cute anymore. HAHAHA. So proceeding to my story, even though we are living beside the church, we still find ourselves rushing. Oo. Lagi padin kaming late. HAHAHA. Since I just finished taking a bath and I am still preparing myself,, and my brothers also, my mom and dad went to church first. We always stay in this one place, so we know where to proceed. But then, when we finished fixing ourselves, my dad came back saying that we shall go to Columban na lang. The reason? He saw his bestfrenemy. Was he that mad that we need to adjust for this enemy?? Maybe, he is thinking that he can't concentrate with this man in diameter. I was just shocked of this 'too much staying away'. But I thought, so what, if we're going to Columban??

We then went to the second choice church and marched off. We chose a place outside, since the pews are all occupied and.. and it's cold outside. :) Bearable than inside. I was concentrating myself when suddenly, a car unloaded its passengers just beside me. I looked around, because if any car will do that, that will be my first reaction. And I notice everything as always, and I am not busy with anything, so I glanced back. When I saw who came down the car, it was my ultimate crush!!!!!! Oo! Ultimate to the level na matagal ko na siyang hinahanap. Di ko alam bat di ko na siya nakikita. Pero sobrang napangiti ako nung nakita ko siya! He's with the whole family. :)

He changed a lot, pare! Tumaba siya! But I don't know if that's fat or muscle, basta his body suited his face. :) His face is so white and looks so smooth. Super gwapeeng talaga. He is wearing this green striped sweater, parang Nate ba! Tumangkad din siya! Grabe. His fashion sense changed. Dati super gangster yon e. Ewan ko kung anong nangyare ngayon! Para siyang model. Oh God. Nag-thank you ako kagad kay God. Hahaha. And.. I really felt pink swirls rounding my cheeks. Bigla akong lumipat ng pwesto, kasi uncomfortable na sobrang lapit lang niya sakin. Baka mapatingin ako ng mapatingin, maweirdohan saken! HAHAHA. So I went beside my brother. Lumipat ako sa kabila, pero in that exact place, natatanaw ko pa din siya from the window. TAE! Parang love at first sight na ewan! Hahaha.

Kabatch ko lang tong guy na to e! I had a crush on him since the day I saw him when we were just kindergarten students. He studied in my brother's school and I went into a different school. Up to nung nakita ko siya nung third year, krush ko pa din siya e. But sadly nung time na yon, he has his beautiful girlfriend. Nalungkot talaga ako. HAHAHA. Now, I saw him texting when the mass is currently going on, so I thought, he might still have a girlfriend. It's so sad...

Yun. The mass ended. I glance at him every three minutes. Hahaha. I am satisfied with that. Sobrang saya ko na na nakita ko siya nung gabing yon! Some part of my body told me that I want a boyfriend. :p I WANT HIM.

SANA MAKITA KO SIYA ULE!!!! :ppp Nakikiusap ulit ako kay destiny!

JASPER, baby! Hopefully, no one who is connected to him ang makabasa nito. ;p

Two - House!!!!!

In this long vacation of mine, I always take a dose of House. Yeah. The sitcom with the silly doctor. He looks so funny. I realized that he looks exactly like Bart Simpson! HAHAHAHA. It's so crookedly funny!!! House is a sarcastic doctor, who loves teasing and irritating people with his irritating attitude. He is a miserable cripple, and he is a drug addict. Addicted to Vicodin, his painkillers for his leg. He is still a good man. And even though, he hates everybody, and vice versa, he is still the greatest diagnostician, so they still cherish his existence. ü I love Dr. Chase, his accent, his nice hair, and his good looks! Dr. Cameron, on the other hand, finds admiration for Dr. House. She's a smart, sexy doctor! And Dr. Foreman, the black funny doctor! They are all matched for the series. I always laugh when I'm watching. I am now in Season 2! Yehey. :) I'll watch later.

Three - My High School and Boredom Story

So... I'm calling out all the seniors. AREN'T YOU EXCITED? THRILLED? RETREAT STARTS TOMORROW. I don't know if I should be sad or jumping with glee! This is one celebration for the Senior checklist, that earns a check this Wednesday. I think I should feel both. Sad, because, it's a sad thing! We'll be crying our asses out. Thinking of all the memories we've shared... Thinking that we are close to leaving. I can't imagine all of us going separate ways, but I think it's time. Jumping with glee, because it's a bonding moment for all of us!!! :) I might as well think of the two as good things. I realized that this life really worked out for me. I am so happy. I am so thankful for all the friends I have known in this life. I love them. :)

We are having this long vacation, since today is a holiday and the two days after this day is our retreat. I don't even know what holiday am I celebrating. Um. Is it sitting-all-day holiday? Hahaha. Well. I have been strutting myself into this seat for almost the whole day! Nyahaha. I am even starving myself, because the mirror is just beside me. I always see how fat I am turning every crouch and crunch, and every minute I remain in this swivelchair. Hahaha.

Tomorrow is my grandma's birthday! Many people are sure to come! She is having her celebration with a lot of food! Oh no. :) Since the 'handaan' is at lunch time, and since I am going to the retreat at one pm, maabutan ko pa ang masarap na kainan! YEHEY. :)

*I should be buying foodums today. For tomorrow's cracklings and dut duts. ;)

Four - RS MUSICAL!!!!

Yeah. Our school will be preparing for the RS MUSICAL: SENIOR YEAR! Every senior will take part in the play! Yeah. We are the stars! We are all so excited! We hope everyone supports our show! But before that, every senior shall release that inner confidence in him. If we want something successful, no shy guy shall hinder the plans! Talagang todo bigay lahat kung gusto diba! Walang hiya-hiya! Goodluck naman sakin! Hahaha. The casting crew already have the list.. And the script was already made. Kulang na lang talaga yung starting day of preparation, at ang readiness ng lahat! Hahaha.

I will play Sharpey for the 'I Want It All' song with Ryan. OMG. It's a bit long. I hope I can do it! Hahahaha. Goodluck to everyone! This is something we leave to the alma mater. :)

May God help us out! MWAAA Seniors.

Goodbye for one day!
TOODLES!

Labels: boredom, crush, happy, hot, House, life, school, seniors, vacation

I am sorry for not being around like the usual. Kung hindi nyo alam, I have lost myself inside the world of business (busy-ness). Hahaha. There are different things going on in my life and I could share some, um, a little. Lol. Oo, lagi akong madaming ginagawa. Pano ba naman, pressy ng org tapos andaming pressys (pressure) Hahaha. Medyo tinatamad-tamad na ko sa gawain na to, pero one week na lang naman e, so might as well enjoy the ride till the end. Um, till hell? :) Nyahaha.

BUSINESS
Eto na nga. KALIS month (Kasaysayan, Lipunan, at Sibilisasyon). It's a social studies-slash-history org and we have one week till finish line so medyo nafeefeel ko na yung success naman kahit papano after, atsaka yung pressure bago matapos ang month. I am a bit satisfied with everything happened. Sige na nga, I AM TRULY SATISFIED AND HONORED BY THE SUPPORT GIVEN BY THE PEOPLE. Sana hanggang Friday, neh? Tomorrow is the film showing of the First and Second Years, well, in the afternoon. And in the morning, we'll have poster making contest. :)

Other than the orgy, I'll be facing a lot of contests involving writing. Hayyy. I never thought that I winning the DSPC of both categories opens doors for more writing for me. I'll be joining the ASEAN essay writing with a First prize of 1,000 pesos. It's fine! Especially if I'll bag it. The thing is, I am nervous of getting lost for words. Since it should be a thousand to thousand five hundred words. Sigh... But still, it's big money. :) There is also this economy essay thing. It should be typewritten and is about a low-carbon economy. What's good?? It's first prize is worth 25,000 pesos!!!! Very grand... But, it's a national contest, how could I win that easily? Damn. Lol. And lastly, the RSPC on December 8-12. I started feeling nervous because when I think of it, I might find myself not in the mood for the contest. I TOTALLY NEED AN INSPIRATION. Please be. :)

Meanwhile, for the SSG, the proceeds from the Halloween Bazaar will be spent for the CR. Totally nude and smelly CR. So I want the students to understand that this time, it should be taken care properly, and responsibly. It's all for us. Everyone benefits. Answer me, WHO DOES NOT BENEFIT FROM A SOUND, SPARKLING CLEAN, AND ODOR-FREE COMFORT ROOM???

MONEY
Definitely, I AM BROKE. Ewan ko ba. I find myself spending, and spending, and spending all my money for food. I am destroying my diet and of my wallet's! Stupid. Lol. E ano bang magagawa ko??? Masarap kumain e. :( My dad said I should stop eating oily and unhealthy foods. His reason? Rather than his consciousness of health for our family, he doesn't want my pimples to start revolting. Lol. Hahaha. But the thing I learned from Bob Ong,

"Oo, masustansya ang gulay, pero masarap ba?? Kung kakain ka lang ng gulay, edi sana naging kabayo ka na lang."

It's meaningful, ayt? How a great thinker bob ong is. :)

Maliban sa food, there are these things na wala, napapagastos ako dahil I want it. Lol. Like bala ng dvd. Sabihin na nating pirated, at sobrang mura na nya, pero TAE! Namumulubi pa rin ako. Hahaha.

Another, I should be really saving up for the Christmas season. How can I survive this winter of gifts and smiles? Syempre, I need some material other than the love of the people around me. Hey, don't get me wrong. I AM SATISFIED OF MY FAMILY, AND FRIENDS WHO LOVE ME. Well, a girl, I mean everyone needs some simple stuffs to turn on some smiling muscles. :)

At eto pa, nakakahiya naman sa family. My mom, dad and two brothers, kelangan may gift ako sa kanila to prove to them that I can handle my money properly. Hahaha. Nakakahiya din kay Pao, my brother next to me, sobrang nakaipon siya ng malaki, and he wants to buy his own PSP. Ako, hindi ko kaya!!! Although I have money in the bank, I am still hesitating if I will buy a digicam. :) HELP ME FOR CHRISTMAS.

Sana nga manalo ako sa essay contest, kelangan ko talaga ng datong. Lol.

LOVE
Sige na, asarin niyo na ko kahit kanino, pero wala parin talaga si Sun of my Universe ko. Nako, ang mga tao ngayon panay ang link sakin. Kung hindi sa aso sa devil! Sino pa ba diyan??? Hahahaha. EPAL. TAE. Nakakatawa kayo. Lagi lang magkasama, crush na at kami na??? Hahaha. Tandaan nyo na ang tingin ko lang sa mga taong lagi kong kasama e BABAE. Parang Pil lang. Lol.

Well, yung mga hindi naman kasi umaamin, bahala na kayo sa life nyo out there. Parang may nararamdaman ako e. Tapos na ang panahon mo. KAYA SI SAKRISTAN NA LANG ANG PAGBIBIGYAN KO!!

Oo, I still find my altarboy so cute. Kahit nag-iba na siya ng hairstyle. YEEEE. Nabitin ako sa huling mass. MALI KASI AKO NG PWESTO E. Hahahaha. Well, right now, tinanong kasi ako ni Moks,

"Cha, ready ka na ba for a new love?"

Sagot ko naman,

"Depende. Haha."

Sabi naman niya,

"Nasa tao din no?"

Sagot ko ule,

"Pwede rin. Pero ewan, minsan parang oong-oo na ko, pero pag andyan na parang ayoko pa din."

Well. May time naman for that. Pero kaiangan ko kasi ng inspiration, kahit MU lang. Hahaha. Loko lang. I have tons of friends who can be my inspiration. Sobrang dami nilang memorable sakin ngayon. :)

SCHOOL
Ayun. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Cut. Wala na akong ginawa kundi magcutting lalo na sa Pre-cal. Lol. E pano ba naman kasi, feeling ko, wala naman akong napapala doon. Hahaha. Banat na lang ng banat sa Caff o kaya sa Canteen. Kaya natatadtad bulsa ko e. Hahaha.

Kung papel lang talaga ang pagpasok sa klase, sobrang into pieces na yung papel na yon. HAHAHA. Kanina lang, ayon nagchikahan lang kami sa caff tungkol sa mga magagandang gadgets, movies, mga crush and everything. Lol.

Eto pa, retreat na namin sa December 2 and 3. TAE. Iyakan blues ito. AYOKO PANG MAHIWALAY SA MGA TAONG SOBRANG MAHAHALAGA NA SAKIN. Not now. Not this moment. Not this year. Not in my life. Pero ano bang magagawa ko diba? We all move on. Even mammoths need to die just to move on with the Ice Age.

Pero wala namang friendship na kailangang mamatay. We just have to survive this challenge of friendship ties. :)

--Kanina may temang Sisa sa OCCC. Well, naboring lang ako at natunganga. BAHALA NA SILANG MAG-ENJOY. Pano ba naman, sinabay kami sa mga elementary students, pano naman nila maeenjoy at maappreciate yon?? Tapos ung mga bata takbo ng takbo, anlilikot. TAE. Ansarap pagtatadyakan! ALAM NYO, KANINA YUNG PERFECT MOMENT PARA MAGING SADISTA SA MGA BATA. ;p

Uy. Malapit na mag-Christmas. I'll be posting my list. ;p Sana regaluhan ako ng Ninong ko. But the problem is, he's saving up for his wedding to Tita Bebe. Awww. But still, I love the both of them! I want to go to their marriage next year in Calif, but the thing is, may pasok na ko nun, COLLEGE LIFE. So dead. HAHAHA. Siguro sa video ko na lang mapapanood. :)

Toodles!

Labels: life, love, school, update

The world will favor you today! That was the message of my horoscope. I don't believe in those superstitions actually. But for now maybe I will, because it was not some bad girl's luck, isn't it? Me winning two awards in the DSPC? I am grateful though. I was blessed enough to pay my sweats. (: So... To begin with a journey to the apex...

*My dad shook my body to wake me up, since it's Friday. He was not paying attention to my agendas, I hate him. He didn't know that I am not going to school, and I will attend the awarding of the DSPC champions. I spoke as soft, but as clear as I can, to tell him that I'll be sleeping more. He bothered me, until he stopped. So, maybe he understood already what I'm talking about. I dozed off and went back into my dreamless sleeping, and then finally, a nerve twitched in me. I KNEW I WAS AWAKE.

*Maybe I was awake after all, and I'm just hiding from the fact that today was not something to laugh about, if the wrong ends meet. I was not sure if I can gain something good. But I listened to what my zodiac sign said, and so I felt quite better. I don't know. I just trusted the stupid horoscope on www.dailyhoroscopes.com. (Anyway, you should visit that place. You might hesitate if you're sane or not.) I realized the hands of the clock, for human's sake, IT'S EIGHT-O-CLOCK IN THE MORNING.

*No one told me what the call time is. All I know is that the awarding will take place in the afternoon. And that is what I'm attending. But since the tandem wants a full attendance, even if there is nothing to do, we are still ought to go there. For existing sake. BLAH. I went to take a shower, eat, have the normal life, until I thought of proceeding to the place. Someone texted me that everyone should be there already, because the two madams start to irritate the people who are already there! Lol.

*I made deep breaths. I was really asking God to give me what I deserve. I then thought that the articles I had written were just normal types of writing. I mean no additional toppings. So, I hesitated that I had a slight chance of winning. But still, I kept on to my horoscope! The world favoring me, what's that supposed to mean? (:

*When I arrived at the school, I realized I don't have money. What a dumb thing. How can I survive this hot day of pressure and nervousness with a 50-peso bill at hand? I thought the hardship. Nyahaha. I need to find someone who can lend me a bill. Good thing Rich Mitch was there, I was relieved. With the money I borrowed, I started finding food. I saw Karl eating spicy peanuts, San ka bumili niyan, gusto ko niyan?. And so I bought one! I even offered EMMAN. Nahihiya siya saken!! Pero hindi pa din niya ko matatanggihan! Hindi naman ako nangangain e! Hahaha. And then was I thirsty? I went to buy Scramble! That ice thing with the new purple color. Speaking of purple, was it that obvious that I love purple?? Even Karl was asking. Lol. And because of that, I treated him a scramble. Maybe I was just good today. I ate it with Val and her bloodclot, Koen with the history of his scars, and Karl with his sleepy face and silence.

*Mikmik went with us, together with Angeles, also eating the purple thing. A small guy came, it was BRUCE! That pesky little kid of Mang Pio. He's still as irritating as ever!! And then came a kid, a boy with his bunch of friends. They played with the nakakairitang tunog na alambre?. I don't know, but it's a metal stuff used in 'Keep off the Grass' signs. He was playing with it until Val started an 'away'. By the way, he was just a Grade3 I think?

Val: Ang ingay.
Bata: Anung maingay, kayo na nga lang yung dumadalaw dito e!
*Aba tong batang ire. Sumasagot! Bute nga may dumadalaw pa sa iskwelahan nyo e. Lol. Pero sobrang kulit padin niya. Sinipa niya pa lalo yung maingay na bagay na yon. Aba, nananadya. Ako naman nanita.
Cha: Ano ba yan, ang ingay talaga!
*But I was looking away. Titignan ko lang kung tatamaan siya.
Bata: Aba. Akala mo naman SEXY ka!
*Nagulat ako! HAHAHA. Si mikmik nakarinig. Masyado ba talagang halata na sexy ako?? Hahaha. O nabasa niya lang yung nakasulat sa pin ko sa t-shirt, 'I'M BRINGING SEXY BACK. Tumingin pa din siya nang masama. Sinita ko padin siya ng sinita, hanggang sa lumayo siya. Naisipan namin ni Karl na pagtripan siya. Tinanggal na ni Karl yung sign na yon at tinapon. Thinking na hindi naman yon amin, lakas ng apog magtapon e no! Nang bigla siyang BUMALIK!
Bata: Hala. Nasaan na yon??
*HAHAHA. Tawa lang kami ng tawa. Akala niya siya lang a! Maitapon nga. Haha. Ang nakakatawa pa don, hinanap niya pati nung barkada niyang bata palang muka nang mga barumbado dun sa taas ng puno! Lol.

Eto namang si Mikko, nakakita ng BULATE sa lupa! Edi Ewwwww kami. Hanggang sa naisipan niyang tusukin ng stick yung bulate. Nakita ngayon nitong si Bata.
Bata: Ay! ahastiti!
*Kami naman ay WAHTTTTDAHECKK!!!! Haha. Haha. Haha. Anong tinawag mo dun sa bulate??? Grabe. Tawa kami ng tawa! Masagwa! Itong mga batang ito! Dumating pa yung ibang mga bata.
Ibang bata: Ahastiti! Ay ahastiti! Yung ahastiti! Ahastiti o!
*Anlupet talaga!!! Paulit-ulit pa nilang sinabi! Hahahaha.
Mikko: Hatiin nyo nga siya!
*Aba! Hinati nga nila. Pilit hinati, habang tuloy pa din sa bansag na 'ahastiti' dun sa bulate! Lol. Lol. Hanggang sa may isang batang gangster. Pinutol na niya ang buhay ni ahastiti.
Mikko: Bakit 'ahastiti' tawag niyo?
Gangster na Bata: Kasi po, hugis titi.
*EWWWW! Ganun ba talaga dun? Mga batang bata oo. Pati yata babae inimpluwensiyahan. Hahaha.

Hanggang sa lumayo kami. May nakita naman kaming bata na naglalaro ng 'uwang'. Oo, beetle daw yon! Hindi naman siya mukhang nakakatakot! Grabe tong eskwelahan nila a. Mukhang perya na forest. Mga walang-kamatayang tawanan, baho, at kakaibang nilalang. Tapos, lumapit yung batang kanina pa nag-iingay. May dala siyang ballpen.
Bata: Ate!.... Ay mamaya na lang pala. Di ko alam sasabihin ko.
*May gusto ata siyang sabihin sakin, pero di ko alam kung ano. Hinayaan ko na lang. Tapos bumalik, may dala na siyang papel.
Bata: Ate, sorry nga pala dun sa kanina. Pwedeng kunin yung number mo?
*Aba'y tarantadong bata! Haahaha. Pero natutuwa talaga ako sakanya! Angcute kasi niya kahit na ganun siya kakulit. At isa pa, yung sorry pa niyang sinabe, akala mo binatilyo na. Nakakatuwa. (:

*I saw familiar faces enter the gate! It's puchi-puchi and the rest of the gang! Alvin, Joan and Omar were there. I was excited! Yehey. I forgot all of the commotions that might happen later in the heat of the DSPC. We we're waiting for the sportswriters to finish, and then we'll eat lunch at KFC. At last, they were done. We rode four or five tricycles to Rotonda and walked to the lunchplace. Most of us ordered a snackbox with an extra rice! And the fun never stopped. We sticked ten tables together so that we can eat together, all the journalists that were available in that specific moment! We were 23 and yes we are many for the place. We had a happy eating! YUM.

*The sun was directly on top of our heads when we went out of the place. We thought of going to M1 despite the rays' optimistic rising! When we were there, we realized it was a hopeless place. Nothing nice in particular. It was definitely boring. How I hate the stuffs in there. We were in the third floor, the girl's stuffs, when Tere and Pau went into the counter. Tere said she has to pay these sunglasses because she broke it. Too bad for her! Nahulog lang naman e! The place sucked to the megamillionth time because of that.

*We went out of the stupid mart, and then rode a jeepney to OCNHS. We will walk the way to Tapinac. It was stupendously hot! As in, totally. But we entered the gates of the school fine, and not broken, so maybe the heart-wrecking part is close enough... It was radiobroadcasting time. We weren't able to join because of some reasons, but Mam said it's okay daw. There were just three candidates anyway. At last, it was finished. When Sir Lansang approached the stage, oh my gassssh, my heart started to beat faster than ever!!! It was sickly. It was like Bella turning into a vampire. But obviously, it was not a burning sensation or something. It was really the results that keep me breathing and breathing hard enough.

*The moment of truth is right now. Everyone screamed in their seats. Sir started to announce every category and winner. I won 5th place in editorial, and the shocking part, I won the 1st place in feature writing!! IMAGINE THAT! Yesterday, I wasn't able to eat despite the two succeeding contests, and now, I made it into the two fields,,,, I FELT SO HAPPY! I WAS IN CLOUD NINE! I WAS IN THE CHAMPION'S CLUB. (: I considered three inspirations:
1.JACOB BLACK
2.STEPHENIE MEYER
3.EMMAN!

I am happy I almost jumped, cried, and flew!! If I just can. It was bare happiness hugging me in my sweaty pe shirt!

*The other winners were then announced and we all screamed for RSHS. A lot of us won and I'll depict to you in the TERIBLE multiply account the exact winners. Maybe not me, but someone else might post it! (: The overall winner came next, and for goodness sake, everyone jumped and rejoiced from their seats! RS REMAINED IN ITS THRONE, IT'S TENTH YEAR AS THE CHAMPION! We just realized, it was already a prophecy of the gods. No one and nothing will change it. (: The picture taking is always there! With our hands making '10' signs. Holy happy day! THE WORLD FAVORED ME AT LAST.

*Mam said that we will eat at Mcdonalds! Yehey! It's a treat! EJ, Phil, Omar, Cess, Karren, JN, Mariah and others who are not journalists are even there. It was a happy celebration! For ten years, we have succeeded! (: We ate burger + fries + coke + the clenching water. Nyaha. It's time for us to go. Maybe go instantly to GSTAR as what has always been! (: They played DOTA and we watched.

*We played with Karen's camera with the shutter and imitated funny faces! Phil was crazy inside the CR. And his short shorts was really amusing. Karren's laugh turned us laughing hyenas also. We laughed and laughed and laughed till we can laugh no more! And then I went home with the two Karens/Karrens. (:

Indeed, it was a happy ending! Due to my belief of my loco horoscope, I raised my faith higher than my wisdom. I learned to believe that I can really do something. I have proven myself. We have proven our batch! WE ARE TERIBLE. (:

Anyway, I texted my dad and mom of my achievement and they were so happy for me! They were proud and told me we will have a celebration! (: And so this was what my horoscope is talking about (for the day of Saturday). We'll be having a family affair! I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT. And as usual, I will update you! (:

PAHABOL: IMAGINE!!! 5 PM AKO UMUPO DITO, MAGE-8 AKO NATAPOS! IT WAS A LONG POST.

Labels: crazy, food, happy, horoscope, journalism, laugh, life, winning

I just got home from a drowsy, heaty, super tiring day.... I forgot to tell about yesterday's raining when it's super hot, and the sun is shining. So, let me discuss the passage of today's ramblings.

*I woke up to my dad's naggering. I slept around 11.30 because I finished my brother's project. I told him pa, Alam mo yung inaantok na ko, at may laban pa ko bukas? He doesn't even know it. At wala nman akong mgagwa, cause it's my dad who's been telling me to do it. I went furious red when my brother told my dad that I won't go with him downstairs to get his medicine! As in, sobrang nakakaewan! Nakabukas na ang ilaw at lahat... Andun pa nga yung lola ko sa baba. Minamadali ko na yung project nia, tapos ganun?? I refused to went down with him, since I was totally pissed. But then, my dad got super mad that I won't listen and so I was holding back my tears from the anxiety, stress, and super sleepiness... but then it ended soon, when I finished the project GLADLY.

*I transferred my stuffs from my red-with-heart bag to my orang hawk bag. I don't know but I felt changing my bag. (: I ate slowly, churning the food as if I was having the last day of life. I WAS SUPER SLOW. I listened to my favorite songs in my iTunes, it was fun and lovely to be doing it early in the morning. I hate my dad. He doesn't even said good luck to me this day. He just cared of himself, on how to losing his friar belly. He went into early briskwalking kasi this day. As in ipinagmamalaki niya ung fun feeling of looking into that view, habang naglolose daw sia ng pounds. I wasn't even entertained, although I was happy about the satisfaction he gets from what he's doing. I totally miss my mom. Imagine, my mom is working in Manila but she is updated and concerned of me winning my category in Journalism. I super thought that my dad was selfish, but then I realized I'm wrong. I should just stop the stupidity, and this SENSELESS DRAMA! Lol.

*I glanced at the clock and remembered Mam Daduya's last words, to be there before 7.30. It was still 7.15 and riding the tricycle won't take me 10 minutes because it will be too near for the wheels. I just realized that my brother went into his fieldtrip. I reminisced of my field trip moments. How everything went so memorable. And then I thought, Kung field trip ng St. Jo, panu yung mga sasali sa DSPC na tiga St. Jo? I guess, they sacrificed, and went to fight for the school instead. Tooo bad. If that happened to us, I'll be totally dramatizing!

*I rode the tricycle and went quick to Tapinac Elem School. I got out of the vehicle and saw elementary people. Good thing I saw Levi Libog. Lol. I found someone to talk to, and then I saw Uno and Iang. We walked inside the gates, they just finished their flag ceremony. Until, we saw the tandem! Mamsi in pink and MamDaduds in yellow. Very much in contrasting and girly colors, I thought. So this is the most frightening day. Actually, tomorrow is...

*We waited and waited. The RS people occupied the front seats in the Alumni Hall. We were 62 and the most number of delegates. I saw three balloons with hydrocephalus, with GO RS and the date today and tomorrow. Golly, it's big! We are all being superstitious since its the supposed 10th yr, so it is thrilling! We even rushed into today's newspapers to check our horoscopes and of course, our lucky colors and numbers! We we're all frantic of what could happen with the DSPC. All we can do is stay positive and very inspired. (:

*Different students from different schools started to rummage inside the room. And we started filling out in the balloon. It will be thrown later,,, in the sky I mean. There were people there who are saying that our fate doesn't depend on the balloon. But who cares?? You are all jealous and envious and stupid enough! Lol. It was a very very good morning, and someone pisses off like that. Anyway, I wasn't affected even a bit. ;p The roll call started and we had this super cute yell, to the tune of USTE's cheer. Go Aress.. GO Aresss. Go Go Go Go! Iyell LLLL!

*The schedule was announced. Too bad for me, my two slots are following each other. Feature will go first, to be followed by editorial, my original field. I was scared and nervous, but not nervous enough like the Speech Choir. All I have to do here is write with my pure heart and that's it. I just have to enjoy the flow of my pen. (:

*We were all getting ready for feature writing. Here came Sir Ontuca with a bunch of laughs to share us. He told us to put humor, and slight greens into our feature. And then, we were told to proceed immediately to the rooms upstairs. The topic was THE CHAMPION'S CLUB: 13 WAYS WHY IT'S COOL TO EXCEL IN SCHOOL. I expected of a FYI/DIY Feature! We were right. (: I just laid out all my thoughts,,, then time came off. It was when I heard a voice from a microphone downstairs, stating that it's time for Editorial writing. I was forcing my pen to write as fast as ever!! Oh my gashhhh. I am panicking! I wish I did the best I can. I knew I did, anyway.

*I paced myself and passed the paper. It was number 35. Then I went into the next room, for the editorial. They were there sitting and listening to the speaker. I hadn't felt any nervousness in my veins. Again, all I have to do is bring out my best. That is all. I graced effort enough. The discussion ended and it's time for another writing. I saw Bree making hand signs to get something from her. She said that MamDaduds gave me the chocolates so that I can think well. THE THING IS, I DIDN'T EAT YET! And now I'm surrendering myself into another article. I was relieved that I did my best. When I finished, I went down immediately. I felt safe but still scared.... I WISH FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME TOMORROW...

*I felt my tummy rumbling. I asked Angelus to go with me, while I find myself into food. He agreed and we went into Jollibee in the mall. We decided to go to GSTAR after. As usual, the people and the animals are there. I was super hungry and I was bored after eating my Jolly Hotdog. But at last, I tasted food and iced tea! I longed for food. ;p

*After that, I bugged people while they're playing. AND THEN EMMAN CAME! Awwww. I was touched. Lol. They'll play DOTA. And then I found myself screwed again,,, of the boredom... Good thing I saw Alex, a talkative one! I went with her to buy smoothies in 711 and then walked and talked about stuffs. But then we found ourselves coming back into GSTAR after peeking Val's and friends's eating at Mcdo. I need a pee.

*We went back into the hot place. And then I found myself bored again! Muppet + Puto Pao are going home, so I went giddily with them. We decided to walk from GSTAR into Jollibee Rotonda. It was not far enough, but atleast I have something to do, I agreed. I bought my two donuts first in Gonuts... And then we saw this stall inside the Mardigras vicinity, buy 1 take 1 ice cream. The two of them thought of buying, until they realized it was fake! For 20.00 you get two scoops of ice cream! They thought, for P20.00 you can have 4 scoops of ice cream. The sign wasn't clear enough too bad.

*I realized that I wanted different kinds of food but stupidly and sadly, I don't want to spend. I want to eat squidball! and mani! and fishball! I want to eat! FOODTRIP!!

*We laughed along the road. Seeing 'kalbos' and hitting each other's heads! We sure had good laughs... Until, I saw Jollibee's head. I FELT THE SUPER TIRING MOMENT. I felt my body slump. I want to sleep, lie and everything. I WANT ITUNES!

Then here, I landed myself once again. HERE. In this perfect spot. Talking non-stop to my monitor. And the keyboard understood it all..

TOMORROW IS NOT SOMETHING TO WORRY ABOUT. I HAD ALL MY HOPES UP. (:
GOOD LUCK TO THAT!

Labels: boredom, food, FUN, journalism, life, nervous

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