October 30 and October 31, QUITE AN OKAY. November 1, get in the garbage. November 2 is the norm. I hope tomorrow's not so bad... But I think my November will suck. I hope I'm having the mistake of the tongue.

DAY 10/30.
We went to Manila and poof I became jolly! I was wishing for a day out of the cold, groggy house. And here it was. :) It was a hot day and I still hate myself. I stayed more hours in the car with my brethren, since my dad went meeting with a lot of people, a lot. We picked up mom from her job at 5PM, and after that, we proceeded to have a stroll around MOA. I bought some stuffs, as usual, but I am not enjoying the moment since my brother is a total spoiled brat! We watched HSM3!!! It was good! I want more of it. It was funny, because some of the kids in our back are making cranky comments with the scenes. It was a laugh and I love the popcorn of MOA. :] We actually spent the night over at where my mom is staying, and mind you, my sleep was not so good. The place was small, so we scrunched ourselves under that roof. Our big selves. I hate it. I wanted to sleep on the comfy couch! But my dad rushed in to get a bedcover and immediately owned my SUPPOSED-TO-BE bed. How rueful for me...

DAY 10/31
October's ending. It was a sweet month for me. So, proceeding with the day, I should be meeting with Shim and Lance, but since my phone is dead-not-working, I found myself not in the mood for anymore meet-ups. We ate breakfast at Jollibee Quiapo. It wasn't enough for me, when a breakfast should be eaten like a king! We are in Quiapo for the reason that dad's figure needs a blessing. We stood there for an hour! It's SIKSIKAN and MAINIT, but it was tolerable since I prayed hard. :) The people in there are very different. They really are devotees. I wanna cry because of the scene. I don't know why! I felt tears coming... Maybe because I was so sad lookin at these people waiting for a miracle. :( Awww. We then went to MOA again, again, again. Trinoma should be our next destination, but since it's out of route, we rather go to the biggest mall in Asia again. This time, we stayed at Powerbooks and Fullybooked. It was such a nice place with all the surrounding, great books! I wanted to buy a journal, but I want to excite myself and wait for the Christmas. I am too enjoyed of having a more laid and clean, and scheduled, and um sorted life? We then ate lunch at Chef de Angelo, I saw the cute kids who are wearing scary make-up and cute little costumes asking for trick-or-treat candies! How I wish I was one of them. :) I ordered Caesar salad which is yum! With a big chicken rib. Taste-e! Bumawi ako sa lunch a! I told my brothers that I really am too hungry to talk to them while eating. After that, it was time to pick up my mom to work. It's an early dismissal for them, and so we proceeded home. In going home, we stopped over at Shell in Angeles. It's the first time my dad pumped gas there, so it's my time to release pee. I saw this cute boutique with cheap finds! I want to check out the clothes but the thing is, I am again not in the mood to have a little dress-up in their small dressing room. So I thought that what I will want, I just have to buy it in my hometown. :}

DAY 11/1
Happy Todos Los Santos. So, do we usually say Happy? Like Happy Birthday when it's All Saint's day??? It started with a pissss and it ended with more pisss. I was so exhausted from all the car sickness. I really want to throw up every time I ride the car. We went to my dad's province and visit lolo's puntod. It was shitty because I almost dug myself into the cement corner of one epitaph. And the most fuckininanummm part, is that my dad called me stupid names pa. How is that supposed to feel? He should be asking if I was okay or if I'm still having a nightmare with the stars in my eyesight! Is he really my father?? These days I always feel this uncomfortable relation with him. I don't understand if he is really a dad who gives in, and understands his kids, but it looks like, the children are supposed to understand the dad. I ALREADY KNOW THAT THE WORLD IS FLAT! BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THE SKY IS THE FLOOR ALREADY. I was pulling back my tears, because shame and self-hate is running in my veins... I blamed my foot for awhile, but I really blamed my dad for not understanding what happened. TOTALLY ASHAMED... We then came back to hometown's memorial park. It was a blast from everything when suddenly, grandma dearest blew up like a wolf. She was totally mad because we left her alone in there for hours. Her blood boiled Fahrenheits! I was scared and again, ashamed because people are already twisting their heads of the scene. SHE IS STARTING TO SHOUT!!! AS IF THE SKY IS FALLING. We came home....... One word = SHAME.

DAY 11/2
It's Cousin Anne Erika's birthday! She is in London but I treated her as my sister for quite a long time. She lived with our family almost the half of my already-life. :) I miss her actually. She should be living happy in the coldness of Europe. I am happy for her. It was a normal day. I stayed at the house, watching the ticks of the clock, and reading 'The World Is Flat' by Thomas Friedman. My gollygosh, I felt like my head ran around business. It's all about outsourcing french fries, Bangalore, IBM, Microsoft. Although,,, it was okay since I am really reading books because I want to enrich my vocab for the upcoming RSPC. My brothers are punching each other of who has the right to play in the computer. They are really cutting each other's throats just to play the damn battle game! I was supposed to say it should be me!!! But I don't want to add up to my own headache. I DON'T WANT STRESS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. Speaking of the devil word, I thought of all the November responsibilities. I almost dumped myself into that hard-as-rock pillow... I want to close my eyes and wake up in paradise instead. I don't want stress, remember?


So that was it. My horoscope has been telling the truth once again. I told you, you should be reading dailyhoroscopes.com! It'll truly inspire you.... when the reading is good. :) Might as well check it out for yourself. It's fun with all the superstitions!


Toodles!

Labels: hate, horoscope, new, responsibility, sembreak, shame, stress

The night goes deeper and deeper, and here I am, thinking twice if I have to post something. Lol. Looks like I have a post to fill. :DD Yesterday, I told myself that I'll post something about the JACOB BLACK in the Twilight movie. What made me think? I read this interview of him in the net, and oh do I find his attitude so bubbly and funky! In the middle of questions, he always laugh! And the whole time, he is smiling! He's Sharkboy in the 3D movie I forgot what year was it shown. But man, he has grown! He is 5'9 already, I think? Wait. I'll post what I read. And I'll give a link to the video. :DD By the way, my wallpaper starting today is a picture of Emmett, Edward, and Jacob! All of them are so cuddly! Can't wait for the movie!

In the “Twilight” novels, Jacob Black is a 6’ 7”, newly 16-year-old of Native American descent who spends equal time consumed by his love for Bella and his newfound power to transform into a werewolf. In real life, Taylor Lautner is a 5’ 9”, newly 16-year-old who recently discovered his own Native American heritage and is spending equal time learning to drive and developing the look for his new movie. “The wig is very interesting,” Lautner told us Friday when we caught up with him on the Portland, Oregon, set of “Twilight.” “I’m definitely going to have to get used to it.”

The affable “Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl” star doesn’t even step in front of the cameras until later this week, but MTV News was on set to watch Lautner report for his first transformation into Jacob Black. Check out the video above to get an exclusive peek at Lautner’s new look as he unveils it to director Catherine Hardwicke, then heads into the Cullens’ garage to introduce his new self to Kristen Stewart, Nikki Reed and his other co-stars.

“It’s like halfway down my back,” he said of the hair. “I think they want it parted down the middle, so I’ll flip one side back and one side in front. They don’t want to do a ponytail because James, the evil vampire, is doing the ponytail. They want that contrast.”

Lautner, who told us that some recent research into his family history revealed that he shares Jacob’s Native American ancestry, arrived in Portland last week to spend some time behind the wheel of a “Twilight” vehicle and assure filmmakers he’d be OK to drive on camera with his newly received license. He was also eager to slip into his character — although his new costume did leave him scratching his head.

“It gets kind of itchy at times, so I’m sure I will be putting it in a pony tail or something while I’m just waiting around,” Lautner laughed. “It’s very weird looking at myself in a mirror with the long hair, because my hair has never been longer than what it is now. I’ll have to get used to it, but I’m sure I will.”

Mind you, the video is still more interesting! :DD

Today, I had carbonara in the morning! Yum. And I hung out with my bed and six pillows. I got drowned! ;p I am currently reading "How To Talk To Anyone" by Leila Lowndes? It's a self-esteem book teaching tips on how to talk good and have effective communication. That was the only book to read. Or maybe I was just interested with all that talking thing. Haha.

*It's Ryan and Taperla's birthday. Globe still sucks but I managed to send a group message singing Happy Birthday. So sad, I got lost track of the things I have to do, I hadn't got time to call Ryan. I should be greeting him at this moment, but I am thinking he might be asleep already. Anyway, I'll just greet him tomorrow.

*I watched "My Only Hope" after ASAP. I realized one thing...

TWO EMOS TALKING = NEVER-ENDING END-OF-THE-WORLD DRAMA

I am always left in wonder why do emos think of that? As if they are the only ones who carry the heavier burden compared to anybody else. Well, I believe it depends on how you take it. But sorry to say, I find them selfish and always into self-inflicting pain. Everyone can just move on. Everybody is supposed to with all the chaos in life. :D

*I went to church around 6PM. The priest shared a good sermon, saying that, LOVE IS A DECISION, NOT A FEELING. He even added that you can't say you love God, if you don't love your fellowmen. It's always one. You love God if you love everybody. (: I gave a lot of thanks for all the blessings I received for the week! I am so grateful.

*Sunday is nothing without a prayer. I went home giddily. Laughing, because my brother stepped on shit! What a dumb boy. Lol. It was a big THING in the street and he didn't even notice! We are laughing our asses off.

*Tomorrow is a busy day according to my horoscope. It might be true, cause we're having a joint meeting. SSG + KALIS. I hope everything will be cleared out. Hey, I update myself everyday of my horoscope since the wonders of my achievement in DSPC. Lol. Go to www.dailyhoroscopes.com. I tell you, you might realize the magic later on! :DD

*My day was finished with another project that I have to finish for my brother. I told him that he should already know how to make one, since I'll be living away next year. That is so sad. Thinking that I'll be college already. Sigh. I am still excited though, but I'll miss OLONGAPO and RSHS! The two places closest to heart. :DD

HERE IS THE LINK TO JACOB'S VIDEO:
MTV Movies Blog - EXCLUSIVE: First-Look Footage

Reveals Jacob Black From ‘Twilight’

*Early night! Well, it's late.

Labels: birthday, dumb, horoscope, jacob black, thanks, the twilight saga

The world will favor you today! That was the message of my horoscope. I don't believe in those superstitions actually. But for now maybe I will, because it was not some bad girl's luck, isn't it? Me winning two awards in the DSPC? I am grateful though. I was blessed enough to pay my sweats. (: So... To begin with a journey to the apex...

*My dad shook my body to wake me up, since it's Friday. He was not paying attention to my agendas, I hate him. He didn't know that I am not going to school, and I will attend the awarding of the DSPC champions. I spoke as soft, but as clear as I can, to tell him that I'll be sleeping more. He bothered me, until he stopped. So, maybe he understood already what I'm talking about. I dozed off and went back into my dreamless sleeping, and then finally, a nerve twitched in me. I KNEW I WAS AWAKE.

*Maybe I was awake after all, and I'm just hiding from the fact that today was not something to laugh about, if the wrong ends meet. I was not sure if I can gain something good. But I listened to what my zodiac sign said, and so I felt quite better. I don't know. I just trusted the stupid horoscope on www.dailyhoroscopes.com. (Anyway, you should visit that place. You might hesitate if you're sane or not.) I realized the hands of the clock, for human's sake, IT'S EIGHT-O-CLOCK IN THE MORNING.

*No one told me what the call time is. All I know is that the awarding will take place in the afternoon. And that is what I'm attending. But since the tandem wants a full attendance, even if there is nothing to do, we are still ought to go there. For existing sake. BLAH. I went to take a shower, eat, have the normal life, until I thought of proceeding to the place. Someone texted me that everyone should be there already, because the two madams start to irritate the people who are already there! Lol.

*I made deep breaths. I was really asking God to give me what I deserve. I then thought that the articles I had written were just normal types of writing. I mean no additional toppings. So, I hesitated that I had a slight chance of winning. But still, I kept on to my horoscope! The world favoring me, what's that supposed to mean? (:

*When I arrived at the school, I realized I don't have money. What a dumb thing. How can I survive this hot day of pressure and nervousness with a 50-peso bill at hand? I thought the hardship. Nyahaha. I need to find someone who can lend me a bill. Good thing Rich Mitch was there, I was relieved. With the money I borrowed, I started finding food. I saw Karl eating spicy peanuts, San ka bumili niyan, gusto ko niyan?. And so I bought one! I even offered EMMAN. Nahihiya siya saken!! Pero hindi pa din niya ko matatanggihan! Hindi naman ako nangangain e! Hahaha. And then was I thirsty? I went to buy Scramble! That ice thing with the new purple color. Speaking of purple, was it that obvious that I love purple?? Even Karl was asking. Lol. And because of that, I treated him a scramble. Maybe I was just good today. I ate it with Val and her bloodclot, Koen with the history of his scars, and Karl with his sleepy face and silence.

*Mikmik went with us, together with Angeles, also eating the purple thing. A small guy came, it was BRUCE! That pesky little kid of Mang Pio. He's still as irritating as ever!! And then came a kid, a boy with his bunch of friends. They played with the nakakairitang tunog na alambre?. I don't know, but it's a metal stuff used in 'Keep off the Grass' signs. He was playing with it until Val started an 'away'. By the way, he was just a Grade3 I think?

Val: Ang ingay.
Bata: Anung maingay, kayo na nga lang yung dumadalaw dito e!
*Aba tong batang ire. Sumasagot! Bute nga may dumadalaw pa sa iskwelahan nyo e. Lol. Pero sobrang kulit padin niya. Sinipa niya pa lalo yung maingay na bagay na yon. Aba, nananadya. Ako naman nanita.
Cha: Ano ba yan, ang ingay talaga!
*But I was looking away. Titignan ko lang kung tatamaan siya.
Bata: Aba. Akala mo naman SEXY ka!
*Nagulat ako! HAHAHA. Si mikmik nakarinig. Masyado ba talagang halata na sexy ako?? Hahaha. O nabasa niya lang yung nakasulat sa pin ko sa t-shirt, 'I'M BRINGING SEXY BACK. Tumingin pa din siya nang masama. Sinita ko padin siya ng sinita, hanggang sa lumayo siya. Naisipan namin ni Karl na pagtripan siya. Tinanggal na ni Karl yung sign na yon at tinapon. Thinking na hindi naman yon amin, lakas ng apog magtapon e no! Nang bigla siyang BUMALIK!
Bata: Hala. Nasaan na yon??
*HAHAHA. Tawa lang kami ng tawa. Akala niya siya lang a! Maitapon nga. Haha. Ang nakakatawa pa don, hinanap niya pati nung barkada niyang bata palang muka nang mga barumbado dun sa taas ng puno! Lol.

Eto namang si Mikko, nakakita ng BULATE sa lupa! Edi Ewwwww kami. Hanggang sa naisipan niyang tusukin ng stick yung bulate. Nakita ngayon nitong si Bata.
Bata: Ay! ahastiti!
*Kami naman ay WAHTTTTDAHECKK!!!! Haha. Haha. Haha. Anong tinawag mo dun sa bulate??? Grabe. Tawa kami ng tawa! Masagwa! Itong mga batang ito! Dumating pa yung ibang mga bata.
Ibang bata: Ahastiti! Ay ahastiti! Yung ahastiti! Ahastiti o!
*Anlupet talaga!!! Paulit-ulit pa nilang sinabi! Hahahaha.
Mikko: Hatiin nyo nga siya!
*Aba! Hinati nga nila. Pilit hinati, habang tuloy pa din sa bansag na 'ahastiti' dun sa bulate! Lol. Lol. Hanggang sa may isang batang gangster. Pinutol na niya ang buhay ni ahastiti.
Mikko: Bakit 'ahastiti' tawag niyo?
Gangster na Bata: Kasi po, hugis titi.
*EWWWW! Ganun ba talaga dun? Mga batang bata oo. Pati yata babae inimpluwensiyahan. Hahaha.

Hanggang sa lumayo kami. May nakita naman kaming bata na naglalaro ng 'uwang'. Oo, beetle daw yon! Hindi naman siya mukhang nakakatakot! Grabe tong eskwelahan nila a. Mukhang perya na forest. Mga walang-kamatayang tawanan, baho, at kakaibang nilalang. Tapos, lumapit yung batang kanina pa nag-iingay. May dala siyang ballpen.
Bata: Ate!.... Ay mamaya na lang pala. Di ko alam sasabihin ko.
*May gusto ata siyang sabihin sakin, pero di ko alam kung ano. Hinayaan ko na lang. Tapos bumalik, may dala na siyang papel.
Bata: Ate, sorry nga pala dun sa kanina. Pwedeng kunin yung number mo?
*Aba'y tarantadong bata! Haahaha. Pero natutuwa talaga ako sakanya! Angcute kasi niya kahit na ganun siya kakulit. At isa pa, yung sorry pa niyang sinabe, akala mo binatilyo na. Nakakatuwa. (:

*I saw familiar faces enter the gate! It's puchi-puchi and the rest of the gang! Alvin, Joan and Omar were there. I was excited! Yehey. I forgot all of the commotions that might happen later in the heat of the DSPC. We we're waiting for the sportswriters to finish, and then we'll eat lunch at KFC. At last, they were done. We rode four or five tricycles to Rotonda and walked to the lunchplace. Most of us ordered a snackbox with an extra rice! And the fun never stopped. We sticked ten tables together so that we can eat together, all the journalists that were available in that specific moment! We were 23 and yes we are many for the place. We had a happy eating! YUM.

*The sun was directly on top of our heads when we went out of the place. We thought of going to M1 despite the rays' optimistic rising! When we were there, we realized it was a hopeless place. Nothing nice in particular. It was definitely boring. How I hate the stuffs in there. We were in the third floor, the girl's stuffs, when Tere and Pau went into the counter. Tere said she has to pay these sunglasses because she broke it. Too bad for her! Nahulog lang naman e! The place sucked to the megamillionth time because of that.

*We went out of the stupid mart, and then rode a jeepney to OCNHS. We will walk the way to Tapinac. It was stupendously hot! As in, totally. But we entered the gates of the school fine, and not broken, so maybe the heart-wrecking part is close enough... It was radiobroadcasting time. We weren't able to join because of some reasons, but Mam said it's okay daw. There were just three candidates anyway. At last, it was finished. When Sir Lansang approached the stage, oh my gassssh, my heart started to beat faster than ever!!! It was sickly. It was like Bella turning into a vampire. But obviously, it was not a burning sensation or something. It was really the results that keep me breathing and breathing hard enough.

*The moment of truth is right now. Everyone screamed in their seats. Sir started to announce every category and winner. I won 5th place in editorial, and the shocking part, I won the 1st place in feature writing!! IMAGINE THAT! Yesterday, I wasn't able to eat despite the two succeeding contests, and now, I made it into the two fields,,,, I FELT SO HAPPY! I WAS IN CLOUD NINE! I WAS IN THE CHAMPION'S CLUB. (: I considered three inspirations:
1.JACOB BLACK
2.STEPHENIE MEYER
3.EMMAN!

I am happy I almost jumped, cried, and flew!! If I just can. It was bare happiness hugging me in my sweaty pe shirt!

*The other winners were then announced and we all screamed for RSHS. A lot of us won and I'll depict to you in the TERIBLE multiply account the exact winners. Maybe not me, but someone else might post it! (: The overall winner came next, and for goodness sake, everyone jumped and rejoiced from their seats! RS REMAINED IN ITS THRONE, IT'S TENTH YEAR AS THE CHAMPION! We just realized, it was already a prophecy of the gods. No one and nothing will change it. (: The picture taking is always there! With our hands making '10' signs. Holy happy day! THE WORLD FAVORED ME AT LAST.

*Mam said that we will eat at Mcdonalds! Yehey! It's a treat! EJ, Phil, Omar, Cess, Karren, JN, Mariah and others who are not journalists are even there. It was a happy celebration! For ten years, we have succeeded! (: We ate burger + fries + coke + the clenching water. Nyaha. It's time for us to go. Maybe go instantly to GSTAR as what has always been! (: They played DOTA and we watched.

*We played with Karen's camera with the shutter and imitated funny faces! Phil was crazy inside the CR. And his short shorts was really amusing. Karren's laugh turned us laughing hyenas also. We laughed and laughed and laughed till we can laugh no more! And then I went home with the two Karens/Karrens. (:

Indeed, it was a happy ending! Due to my belief of my loco horoscope, I raised my faith higher than my wisdom. I learned to believe that I can really do something. I have proven myself. We have proven our batch! WE ARE TERIBLE. (:

Anyway, I texted my dad and mom of my achievement and they were so happy for me! They were proud and told me we will have a celebration! (: And so this was what my horoscope is talking about (for the day of Saturday). We'll be having a family affair! I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT. And as usual, I will update you! (:

PAHABOL: IMAGINE!!! 5 PM AKO UMUPO DITO, MAGE-8 AKO NATAPOS! IT WAS A LONG POST.

Labels: crazy, food, happy, horoscope, journalism, laugh, life, winning

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