October 30 and October 31, QUITE AN OKAY. November 1, get in the garbage. November 2 is the norm. I hope tomorrow's not so bad... But I think my November will suck. I hope I'm having the mistake of the tongue.

DAY 10/30.
We went to Manila and poof I became jolly! I was wishing for a day out of the cold, groggy house. And here it was. :) It was a hot day and I still hate myself. I stayed more hours in the car with my brethren, since my dad went meeting with a lot of people, a lot. We picked up mom from her job at 5PM, and after that, we proceeded to have a stroll around MOA. I bought some stuffs, as usual, but I am not enjoying the moment since my brother is a total spoiled brat! We watched HSM3!!! It was good! I want more of it. It was funny, because some of the kids in our back are making cranky comments with the scenes. It was a laugh and I love the popcorn of MOA. :] We actually spent the night over at where my mom is staying, and mind you, my sleep was not so good. The place was small, so we scrunched ourselves under that roof. Our big selves. I hate it. I wanted to sleep on the comfy couch! But my dad rushed in to get a bedcover and immediately owned my SUPPOSED-TO-BE bed. How rueful for me...

DAY 10/31
October's ending. It was a sweet month for me. So, proceeding with the day, I should be meeting with Shim and Lance, but since my phone is dead-not-working, I found myself not in the mood for anymore meet-ups. We ate breakfast at Jollibee Quiapo. It wasn't enough for me, when a breakfast should be eaten like a king! We are in Quiapo for the reason that dad's figure needs a blessing. We stood there for an hour! It's SIKSIKAN and MAINIT, but it was tolerable since I prayed hard. :) The people in there are very different. They really are devotees. I wanna cry because of the scene. I don't know why! I felt tears coming... Maybe because I was so sad lookin at these people waiting for a miracle. :( Awww. We then went to MOA again, again, again. Trinoma should be our next destination, but since it's out of route, we rather go to the biggest mall in Asia again. This time, we stayed at Powerbooks and Fullybooked. It was such a nice place with all the surrounding, great books! I wanted to buy a journal, but I want to excite myself and wait for the Christmas. I am too enjoyed of having a more laid and clean, and scheduled, and um sorted life? We then ate lunch at Chef de Angelo, I saw the cute kids who are wearing scary make-up and cute little costumes asking for trick-or-treat candies! How I wish I was one of them. :) I ordered Caesar salad which is yum! With a big chicken rib. Taste-e! Bumawi ako sa lunch a! I told my brothers that I really am too hungry to talk to them while eating. After that, it was time to pick up my mom to work. It's an early dismissal for them, and so we proceeded home. In going home, we stopped over at Shell in Angeles. It's the first time my dad pumped gas there, so it's my time to release pee. I saw this cute boutique with cheap finds! I want to check out the clothes but the thing is, I am again not in the mood to have a little dress-up in their small dressing room. So I thought that what I will want, I just have to buy it in my hometown. :}

DAY 11/1
Happy Todos Los Santos. So, do we usually say Happy? Like Happy Birthday when it's All Saint's day??? It started with a pissss and it ended with more pisss. I was so exhausted from all the car sickness. I really want to throw up every time I ride the car. We went to my dad's province and visit lolo's puntod. It was shitty because I almost dug myself into the cement corner of one epitaph. And the most fuckininanummm part, is that my dad called me stupid names pa. How is that supposed to feel? He should be asking if I was okay or if I'm still having a nightmare with the stars in my eyesight! Is he really my father?? These days I always feel this uncomfortable relation with him. I don't understand if he is really a dad who gives in, and understands his kids, but it looks like, the children are supposed to understand the dad. I ALREADY KNOW THAT THE WORLD IS FLAT! BUT I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THE SKY IS THE FLOOR ALREADY. I was pulling back my tears, because shame and self-hate is running in my veins... I blamed my foot for awhile, but I really blamed my dad for not understanding what happened. TOTALLY ASHAMED... We then came back to hometown's memorial park. It was a blast from everything when suddenly, grandma dearest blew up like a wolf. She was totally mad because we left her alone in there for hours. Her blood boiled Fahrenheits! I was scared and again, ashamed because people are already twisting their heads of the scene. SHE IS STARTING TO SHOUT!!! AS IF THE SKY IS FALLING. We came home....... One word = SHAME.

DAY 11/2
It's Cousin Anne Erika's birthday! She is in London but I treated her as my sister for quite a long time. She lived with our family almost the half of my already-life. :) I miss her actually. She should be living happy in the coldness of Europe. I am happy for her. It was a normal day. I stayed at the house, watching the ticks of the clock, and reading 'The World Is Flat' by Thomas Friedman. My gollygosh, I felt like my head ran around business. It's all about outsourcing french fries, Bangalore, IBM, Microsoft. Although,,, it was okay since I am really reading books because I want to enrich my vocab for the upcoming RSPC. My brothers are punching each other of who has the right to play in the computer. They are really cutting each other's throats just to play the damn battle game! I was supposed to say it should be me!!! But I don't want to add up to my own headache. I DON'T WANT STRESS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE. Speaking of the devil word, I thought of all the November responsibilities. I almost dumped myself into that hard-as-rock pillow... I want to close my eyes and wake up in paradise instead. I don't want stress, remember?


So that was it. My horoscope has been telling the truth once again. I told you, you should be reading dailyhoroscopes.com! It'll truly inspire you.... when the reading is good. :) Might as well check it out for yourself. It's fun with all the superstitions!


Toodles!

Labels: hate, horoscope, new, responsibility, sembreak, shame, stress

Grabe. Malala. Todas.
I just came home from HELL.
Please. Anybody tell me now that this is HELL WEEK!

Namamaga ako. Seriously. I went to the derma and I wasn't expecting something bloody!!! Garabe. From this moment on, natatakot na kong hawakan yung face ko. Kasi I'm too scared to feel pain from my own fingers. Alam mo yung scared to the fact na baka simpleng haplos lang sa mukha ko, umiyak na ko sa sakit??

So that is what they call 'facial'? Hindi ko nga alam kung simpleng facial ba yung ginawa sakin? Para akong sinurgery. Lol. Am I exaggerating? overacting? o totoong seryoso lang talaga? Isa pa dun, I WASN'T EVEN WARNED! I lie down in that bed without knowing the torture! But now, I am laughing that I handled it. Though, it still hurts when I remember. I want to kick myself up so that the pain will stop. I wish there was anesthesia.

I keep on saying to myself na ganto na ba talaga kalala yung mukha ko at kelangan kong magsurpass ng gantong pain? It's as if there's this demon shouting, "SUFFER CHARMENN. SUFFER. or more likely, DIE CHARMENN. DIE.

I don't want to remember the exact happenings inside that sickly room. The thing was, THAT WAS HELL!!. And then before going away to that place, I am going through some parts every week, and the not-so-bloody part every four weeks. Talk about FEARS, PAIN, and MONEY!! I pity my parents. This should be heavy in their pockets. But they can't do anything. They want me to not be feeling any inferiority complex later in my life.

My dad explained that they are willing to help me amidst the crisis, just to refrain me from any unsuccessful vibes in the future. Well, the thing is, of course if I have an ugly face and not-so-high confident level, I won't be performing nice in the corporate world. If ever I will land in that portion of the world. Or in any aspect, it's a big matter if your problem is your face. So I AM FINE. Through all of that.

Bakit ba kasi ako pinanganak na may curse na ganto e no? I WANNA CURSE THESE PIMPLES. But I am just so lovable, di nila ako maiwan! Lol. I am going crazy despite the tear-jerking ouchness.

I was ashamed kanina. I can't hold back my tears. Ewan ko ba. Nahihiya ako. I felt, ako lang kaya yung ganun? But anyway, maybe Doc himself understood. Dapat lang no! :) I just wish this will result into something nice. I am so tired of all the future complications. This should outcome into something better.

I have been watching The Hills Season 3. I had one episode only since the net buffers soooooo slow. I'll just buy pirated dvds. I still have four days, ayt? And also, I watched an episode of the X Effect in mtv.com, it was funny but it pissed me though. Lol. Check it out yourself.

I hovered into channels and watched an episode from Grey's Anatomy! I had fun. I missed the funny episodes. I miss Dr. Grey, Christina, Burke, McDreamy, O Malley, KAREV!!! Wooot. Hot. And I forgot the name of Heigl in the show. :)

I downloaded new songs, particularly soundtracks from The Hills. They put a lot of incredible songs in that show, so lovely!

I found the new love of my life!!!! I was surfing for a good channel, when I hit Star Movies. I saw a half-naked man! And then I saw the face!! Oh my god pure hotness!!!!!! And then since I don't know his name, I searched it in the net. Unang-una pa lang tama na hula ko! Nagduda lang talaga ako, kasi iba itsura niya dun! It is JOSH HARTNETT!!!!! HE IS DEFINITELY HOT!!!! OMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFGoodness! He must be fake, he looks perfect! I wish he was Edward Cullen in the Twilight movie. The problem, though, is he has a bad boy image. I mean, Edward is pure good! And Hartnett suits bad action movies. But even though, his hotness matches Cullen! AWWWWWW Dead na deads na ko sa unggoy na yon!! POGE POGE POGE! GWAPENG GWAPENG GWAPENG ALERT!! I wish he's mine. Lol.

We'll be going to Manila tomorrow. :) I wanna have a good time. Though, I won't be able to watch Uno in Campus King and Queen [Casual&Sports Wear?] Uno, I'll watch the next time. (:

*Good I-Wish-No-Pain Night. (:

Labels: brave, hot, josh hartnett, pain, pimples, sembreak

I'm hating today, and I think I'll be hating tomorrow also. ALAM NYO YUNG NAUUBUSAN NA KO NG GAGAWIN?? Aroy. I feel so helpless in this world. I am dead bored, I let boredom smack me at the butt. Where is my substance?? All I did today was to get rays from the monitor, get color blindness from the tv, get lazy, big bones from the bed, and get cups of fat from platefuls of food! I think I slept in the midafternoon, I barely noticed, even though this is, I think, one of the longest afternoons in my life. Lol.

The sembreak starts to burn my candle off! I hate not having money, and not doing anything despite the laziness that's hugging me. Dapat pala magpapaped ako today, but the thing is, I was too crooked to get my ass off the bed and take a shower. ALAM NYO YUNG MAGULO AKONG TAO, NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN?? Lol. This is insane.

I don't have someone to talk to in the house, since my dad is still thinking about himself, roaming around the globe like a bachelor. My two fugly brothers still have their classes. Why is our school the only school having this one week sembreak? And and, this should spell fun! But why is it killing me to the nth irritation?

It was cold lying in front of the fan, was it raining? I yearned for the aqua blue blanket beside me. I flickered through channels and landed on ETC. I watched 'Parental Control', where these parents are itching to throw in the dumpster their daughter's boyfriend. The show is obviously scripted! Who will want to be shown in TV and be labeled as a loser, dumping garbage! I WILL, if there is money involved. ;p Well, look at me, I am totally desperate for some cash. My hand wants some crispy bills this time around.

I finished the show and then shoved into HBO. It's Harry Potter and Order of The Phoenix. Glancing at the clock, it was 3.30 and my youngest filthy brother is at home. Since I am a selfish kid, I hurriedly changed channels. I don't want him owning the TV just because he's seen the HP movie right at the spot.

Sayang! It was the perfect movie for the moment. Later on, I was enjoying my position in the bed, cuddled around a lot of pillows, and still the blanket on top of me, I stopped on Star Movies and knew that the movie is 'Just My Luck'. My other brother is addicted to that movie! And so, rather than watching it again, I looked for another good show. Ansama ko talagang tao! Pero anyway, pinagsalit-salit ko yung dalawang channels. Ako ang nahilo dahil sa sarili kong kaburautan, at WALA AKONG NAINTINDIHAN! Although naenjoy ko naman. HAHAHA.

Right now, I don't have anything to talk about. I'm still pissed, because of GLOBE. Bakit wala pa din akong signal na matino? Nawawala-wala pa din siya? Nakakawalang-gana tuloy magtext. I miss the texting-slash-GM world. Hay. I am an internet whore these days dahil nga sa mapaklang reason na yon. KELAN BA TITINO ANG MGA BAGAY PARA SAKIN? Is my luck backfiring? Is God telling me na tama na ang swerte sayo, taste the bitterness of this world naman? NO, IT CAN'T BE!

Tomorrow, I should be doing something different. Maghanap kaya ako ng taeng tatapakan, para maging swerte ako? O kundi naman, tumambay ako sa kahit na anong lugar at maghanap ng taong lalaitin para maging masaya! :DD I find myself boring. Nung nakausap ko nga si Franz yesterday, he was telling me that my life is so black and white. Wala man akong lovelife or anything. Pero I told him na I am happier with this than having a colorful one but with some sluts talking about me behind my back. And another, wala namang black and white na buhay, kahit nga ung mga prisoners in orange shirts, behind bars, naglelevel up pa din o kaya nagfifirst blood din in such circumstances. HAHAHA. This is insane.

Wala kaming kasambahay sa bahay. Ang nanay ko nagtatrabaho sa Manila. Kaming dalawa ng tatay ko ang gumagawa ng chores,,,, and I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH. I hope you know what I mean. Siguro naman hindi lang ako yung nakakafeel nito. Baka pati yung iba din kaso wala silang magawa dahil wala naman talaga silang magagawa, or they are mere people who are used to it. On a daily basis ba naman kasi! If I was given a choice, I'd rather go to school than be stuck with this chores no! Obviously, kahit sino naman, yun ung pipiliin. Although these days, it's been hard for us, I rather look at it as lessons and EXERCISE na din! Syempre, magbubuhay college na, I don't want to grow old knowing nothing with the household chores, kahit papano dapat may alam ako. Pero,,, talagang may hate side e no? Ayoko na! Alam mo yung nakakasawa din? Haha. AGAIN,, ALAM MO YUNG MAGULO AKO NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN? :DD I am a zany.

Okay, inaatake na ko ng backpains. This is a sign of enough computer. Pero how would you know it's enough e after this wala na kong gagawin? Should I sleep already? No. Sasayangin ko oras ko sa pagpikit ng mata, when there are a lot of beautiful things to do habang nakabukas. Alam mo yung someday mamamatay din tayo, at forever na tayong nakapikit? KAYA WAG NA TAYONG MATULOG! Let's just seize everyday with open eyelids. Lol.

One thing I did pa pala today, is to clean my iTUNES. I sorted songs if it's meant to be deleted or to be kept. I have more than a thousand and I realized na hindi naman lahat yun type ko, so I slashed songs that I don't find appeasing to the ears. Tapos, nag-download ako ng mga songs to store. Ngayon ko nga lang pala napanuod yung Music Vid ng CRUSH - David Archuleta sa MTV. I was enthralled! He has grown, well I'm not really telling about his size and disposition, maybe nagmature yung face niya ng onti? If in the AmIdol days muka siyang 15, ngayon he looks 17. Infairness, that's a change! Hahaha. :D I feel happier now that I've wrote something. :DD

So, this is saying bye. I'll conduct more itunes moments! :DD

Labels: boredom, random, sembreak

The balloons in the left are smiling. DEAD-smiling. BORED-smiling. ;;;|

My eyes are hurt at this particular moment. I don't know if it's the radiation from the monitor, the heat sprangling into my eyeballs, or just my sleepy disorder. It's October 27, and guess what, I AM STUPENDOUSLY BORED. Please spank the face of the gray tongue in front of you, she extremely needs plant water splashing in her root-colored veins.

*I kicked myself awake when the yellow clock's hands stopped at 7 and 6. It reads 7.30 hoe. I'll be attending a meeting with the SSG and Kalis, and it should be something exciting, but look at me, I LOOK DEAD RIGHT?

I got out of my bed and realized that I am the only one in the house. So where are the zombies??? My druglord brothers are in their respective classes. My juggler dad is in his jogging session, and my cranky grandma is in the chicken market. I hurried into the breakfast table and saw a mess, grains-of-rice mess. Since I am a responsible tot, I finished my bowl of cereals and cleaned up the disturbia!! Not just because of my live arteries did I exercise my good deeds, but because it's too much eyesore for my struggling pupil! I did the dishes after, what a mighty deed. Lol.

I ate my favorite breakfast cereal! = COOKIE CRISP! Yum. I missed the crunch and the mini chocolate chips. :]]

I had a date with Armi at Mcdonalds! We met there in the morning, and we ate meriendunch there. Note: MERIENDA + LUNCH = meriendunch. We survived the sleeping pill we rode from school to park n shop. By the way, we hung out at school to talk of the Halloween Bazaar, the Kalis month, and the wrong letters in the school paper!

Yep, the campus paper is out, but the limited edition only, for the journalists. ;p It had some typos but over-all, it's still the best among the rest! Come on, decade! Speak for me. :DD

I had a talk with the tandem and they lectured me of the possibilities that might happen in the RSPC. Mam Daduds even asked me what kind of magic have I applied in my article? Lol. Good thing if I knew some alacadabra, sprikitik, hocus-pocus, but sincerely, I, myself, was shocked with my win. Well, I just played with simple words. After all, simplicity might still be the best policy. :]]

Mamsi discussed a lot of stuffs. Of all the difficulties I might face since the RSPC is some place where all the brains wrestle to know who deserves to reign supreme! Well, I may rely on pure luck and chance. I maybe someone who is not as definite as others when it comes to writing, but still I put art and integrity in my work. ;p I enjoy in expressing, that's what it takes! :) She even asked if I already thanked God for everything. Of course I did! You've witnessed it in my posts before, right? I do pray a lot. :] And with the church as my fellow neighbor, who the conscience can resist a miss in a Sunday's mass? :DD

The SSG room is a cozy place for DEAD, LAZY PEOPLE. I went back into the SSG room after the talk show and I hugged the not-so-fresh, Armi's-feet-smelling air from the fan and talked with the rest of the underworld dogs, Franz, Freddy, Tl, Armi, Pat, and Thea. The sandwich of the conversation was about the myriad and infinitesimal things happening around the globe. I had fun with the chitchat and rumors. (:

SIGHT - SEEINGS!

#1
I saw love birds (or just birds? I don't know!) hanging in their wheeled nest. Yes, you heard me right! A nest with wheels! The boy even denied of the fact that what we saw is a burning hot gossip. So tell me, whadda ya call it? The two of you together falling in line in a bus liner? Isolating yourself from the world? Texting a friend that you're just in the house when you're not? What's the point in lying of where you are if you don't consider it fresh gossip? Boy, you're still stupid! ;p ;p But seriously, where are you two from this early morning? THE SUN'S EARLY RAYS AND BOTH OF YOU TOGETHER, that's new and cranky! Anyway, I hate the two of you. You don't deserve each other, I think. Hate me for this or call me a kill joy, but where exactly is the joy I'm killing? Puh-lease. ;p

#2
I saw a cute guy. Okay lexy, if you have been reading this, you know him! I just saw him inside gstar and according to some news, he is the bestfriend of a Reggie hottie. ;p I wonder, how many hot guys exist in our small town? I should be readying my fishnet for more yummy-ness. Lol. But in this scenery of desperation, I might go cyanide fishing, even if it's dangerous fishing someone already a property of someone. Nyahaha.

#3
I love Alexandra's shirt! It's a black shirt with gold print saying, DELIKADO SI ALEX QUEVEDO. It's super alright, don't you think? Inna ordered it in the net, according to her. So, whoever you are, this is a free commercial! If ever I'll want pay, I want a shirt also. Lol.

I just realized today that Christmas is right around the bushes. I still haven't saved enough for kris kringle with friends and family, and I haven't got money to resuscitate my needs!! I want a lot for this celebration, but it looks like it's a December for me to suffer.

The spirit of Christmas will always be there as long as there's love, anyway. It's a matter of thanksgiving and recollecting the true essence of Christmas, rejoicing the birth of Christ and not some extraordinaire extravagant gifts. :)

It's 59 days till Yuletide.

^I am bored and lazy, I might as well shut my mouth for now.
^Gimme a book to read, for the sake of shutting the hell up!
^Gimme a person to talk to, for speaking this shit out!
^Gimme a lovebird to love, for shrieking this heart out!
^Gimme a sky to fall for, for I need a long jump out of this sanity.
^Please type a topic in my tag that you would like me to discuss. I will be grateful in answering your requests for tomorrow. :)

*Night toodles!

Labels: boredom, Christmas, meeting, sembreak, sight-seeing

Saturday is a hoe. The heat flirts with me like hell. Am I in Sahara?? I totally hate bed-lingering Saturdays in the verge of a heatastrophic afternoon. Anyway, I finished the 'Breaking Dawn'. I was not to the nth satisfied. I wanted more and wanted less at the same time. I don't know, maybe the ending was not bloodtickling enough. Or because of the too-much-ongoing-suspense that I hadn't enjoyed. Or or or, third reason, maybe the temperature was not cooperating at all with my supposed-to-be-enthusiastic-feeling for the book. I even find myself uncomfortable in any position I do.

Bella's life in the Breaking Dawn did not entertain me anymore. Her powers are too exaggerated, maybe it's too much for a suckling. Lol. I kind of hated her in that. I still love Jacob, by the way. I love how Blondie and Mongrel kill each other with their jokes... bad jokes. Lol. Renesmee in my head is cute! The loch ness monster. Edward lost me a bit. I find him predictable these chapters. Anyway, I found cute names. They are vampires from different covens, and I enjoyed knowing their different supernatural powers. Meanwhile, the werewolves were too loyal, they are dogs! I see Karl Kamaganak Serna in Seth. That kid mutt. He is a friendly peep. I wish to read Midnight Sun later or tomorrow or whenever since I find myself locked in the house for the SEMBREAK.

My mom and dad went home last night around 9PM. They have Goldilocks Brownies as pasalubong again. Me and my brothers had enough of that food, we don't look forward into eating it anymore. Lol. They congratulated me with my achievement and they said we'll have a celebration tomorrow! Another Coco Lime bonding maybe. Although I want to eat at Meat Plus! I've been craving for their too-good APPLE PIE! And I've been longing for their Mash Potato, and New York Steak. I miss that place. (: But still, Coco's Chicken Sisig still gave me a bloated tummy tonight. I even screamed for a Strawberry scoop after a mouthful of Sisig. ;p

Anyway, I received an invitation from my cousin's daughter's christening. I was asked to be a godparent! As in! Well, maybe I expected of that since I knew it earlier through the YM. It'll be held this Thursday, October 30, but sadly, I can't attend cause I'll have my trip to my derma. And, my dad is not around. 20 pairs naman yung ninong at ninang! Mapapansin pa ba yung kawalan ko dun? Hahaha.

What's with my sembreak? Eto palang mga plans ko...

October 26 (tomorrow) - Nothing. I'll stay in my house. It's Taperla and Ryan's birthday, though. But they are not holding any celebrations! Sayang.
October 27 - Kalis + SSG meeting in school. We are to talk of the following events to be held in school. For SSG, Halloween Bazaar is coming up, while for Kalis, we'll be having a month of headaches. There is Mr and Ms UN. We'll kill ourselves again. Remind me of getting mg Chemistry notebook, I'll finish my lectures. I don't even consider myself a student these days! For heaven's sake! I feel like I am not learning scientific anymore. Lol.
October 28 - NOTHING YET. I'll still plan of our Investigatory Project meetings. We need it.
October 29 - STILL. NOTHING YET.
October 30 - I'm going to my dermatologist. I hope for a change with my still-ugly face. Whatever. I'm finding improvements naman no!
October 31 - I'll join my dad to a trip to Manila. The reason is nothing. I just want to do something outside our old house. Maybe I'll find something interesting. (: I wish Shim is still in Manila, so that I can rummage around somewhere with someone. Lol.
November 1 - A day in the cemetery. It's the usual. Then six o clock might sound hanging out with the SC people. Ang nakagawian! I miss them.
November 2 - It's cousin Anne's birthday! She is sadly in London. I'll just wish her happiness and everything she wants in this pitiful world. Lol.
November 3 - Sembreak goodbyes!

Then November 5 hits a bang. It's classes once again. And my death is walking around, IT IS KALIS MONTH ALREADY!!

Sobrang hirap ako sa paghinga! Ansaket ng lungs ko! Langya. I don't understand if this is a problem with the medicine I just pushed through my throat, o talagang normal na to? I hate these. Ayaw niya mawala! Don't tell me I am dying!!! No. Hahaha.

I'll be putting the lyrics of Hot N Cold by Katy Perry. I just enjoy it nowadays. (:

HOT N COLD
Katy Perry

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

Yeah, you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

Hopefully, mawala na tong mapaklang sakit ng dibdib ko. Pati, yung pawala-walang signal ng Globe, umayos na sana! I can't enjoy my Unlitxt.. Too bad.

*Goodnight. (:

Labels: food, hot, lyrics, pain, sembreak

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