Overview
I just changed the spelling of my name from CHARMAINE to CHARMAIGNE.
I don't know, I must have enjoyed it with a G.
It will really look more classy, if it would have been like that.
Well, I thought of making it CHARMOEN (to look German).
I am a proud Filipino, yet I get to be a critique when it comes to names.
Since you'll stick with it forever why not change it into the way you like it, right?
I've always wanted to add Maria infront of it, to look old-Pinoy-fashioned, and because I am jealous that most of my friends got two first names unlike me who got a simple English name, Charmaine.
My last name is purely Filipino that is DIMACULANGAN. In the Philippines it means "enough" or more close to its articulation "not less".
I was always teased when I am in grade school, but then I learn that people mature and get on with their life without getting to find my last name funny.
I am turning sixteen on March, getting to know COLLEGE more, so I expect people to be mature than they are supposed to be.
CHARMAINE means a beautiful orchard. I am definitely not an orchard, so I'll agree with being beautiful. ;p
It also means "to sing", which is quite oppressive and pressure-giving since I don't got a voice the name CHARMAINE should be having. I just love to sing karaoke songs!
It also means "to be a rich and successful lady", that is, I just made it up. But I know it'll come true. ;p
All in all, I am enjoying my almost-sixteen years of existence, I don't want to finish it off with stupid things and beliefs.
I have always wanted to enjoy life, and that's what I'm doing.
I walk in the street certain of tripping myself with the pavement or just with my own foot, and I am proud of it.
I will see pretty girls walking with me in the same sidewalk, but I will not develop the stimulus called INSECURITY.
I will cherish my supercalifragilistic moments, and I will absolutely share it to people like you. :)
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 I woke up at six, and felt the cold december air. It felt so good, I went back dozing my ass off again. :) And so, I woke up at 10. WTTHE. Am I that sleepy? Did I need that long sleep? Siguro kung hindi ako natulog uli, inaantok ako ngayon. So okay na din. Lol. Someone texted, saying that it's Holy Guacamole December once again! Nun ko lang narealize na, oh no, it is really december hugging my thighs and everything. By the way, I shifted to this simple-looking layout because I think it defines me. It's colors are girly, but I love it over-all! :) So... What am I gonna talk about? I got two stories to tell. One is my fantasy of my ever-good looking crush. :) Another is my addiction to House. And one more thing, so it's three pala. My high school story and this boredom that keep me tucked in. Meron pa pala! O four na. Yung RS Musical. :) One - CRUSH!!!!!
Yesterday is Sunday, right? So since it was a weekly ritual to visit God every Sunday, we went to church. But this Sunday was a different Sunday. :) Usually, we go to St. Joseph for the mass. The whole family attends the 6 PM mass. If you remember, this is the time slot where I get to see my past crush altar boy. But seriously now, I don't find him cute anymore. HAHAHA. So proceeding to my story, even though we are living beside the church, we still find ourselves rushing. Oo. Lagi padin kaming late. HAHAHA. Since I just finished taking a bath and I am still preparing myself,, and my brothers also, my mom and dad went to church first. We always stay in this one place, so we know where to proceed. But then, when we finished fixing ourselves, my dad came back saying that we shall go to Columban na lang. The reason? He saw his bestfrenemy. Was he that mad that we need to adjust for this enemy?? Maybe, he is thinking that he can't concentrate with this man in diameter. I was just shocked of this 'too much staying away'. But I thought, so what, if we're going to Columban??
We then went to the second choice church and marched off. We chose a place outside, since the pews are all occupied and.. and it's cold outside. :) Bearable than inside. I was concentrating myself when suddenly, a car unloaded its passengers just beside me. I looked around, because if any car will do that, that will be my first reaction. And I notice everything as always, and I am not busy with anything, so I glanced back. When I saw who came down the car, it was my ultimate crush!!!!!! Oo! Ultimate to the level na matagal ko na siyang hinahanap. Di ko alam bat di ko na siya nakikita. Pero sobrang napangiti ako nung nakita ko siya! He's with the whole family. :)
He changed a lot, pare! Tumaba siya! But I don't know if that's fat or muscle, basta his body suited his face. :) His face is so white and looks so smooth. Super gwapeeng talaga. He is wearing this green striped sweater, parang Nate ba! Tumangkad din siya! Grabe. His fashion sense changed. Dati super gangster yon e. Ewan ko kung anong nangyare ngayon! Para siyang model. Oh God. Nag-thank you ako kagad kay God. Hahaha. And.. I really felt pink swirls rounding my cheeks. Bigla akong lumipat ng pwesto, kasi uncomfortable na sobrang lapit lang niya sakin. Baka mapatingin ako ng mapatingin, maweirdohan saken! HAHAHA. So I went beside my brother. Lumipat ako sa kabila, pero in that exact place, natatanaw ko pa din siya from the window. TAE! Parang love at first sight na ewan! Hahaha.
Kabatch ko lang tong guy na to e! I had a crush on him since the day I saw him when we were just kindergarten students. He studied in my brother's school and I went into a different school. Up to nung nakita ko siya nung third year, krush ko pa din siya e. But sadly nung time na yon, he has his beautiful girlfriend. Nalungkot talaga ako. HAHAHA. Now, I saw him texting when the mass is currently going on, so I thought, he might still have a girlfriend. It's so sad...
Yun. The mass ended. I glance at him every three minutes. Hahaha. I am satisfied with that. Sobrang saya ko na na nakita ko siya nung gabing yon! Some part of my body told me that I want a boyfriend. :p I WANT HIM.
SANA MAKITA KO SIYA ULE!!!! :ppp Nakikiusap ulit ako kay destiny!
JASPER, baby! Hopefully, no one who is connected to him ang makabasa nito. ;p
Two - House!!!!!
In this long vacation of mine, I always take a dose of House. Yeah. The sitcom with the silly doctor. He looks so funny. I realized that he looks exactly like Bart Simpson! HAHAHAHA. It's so crookedly funny!!! House is a sarcastic doctor, who loves teasing and irritating people with his irritating attitude. He is a miserable cripple, and he is a drug addict. Addicted to Vicodin, his painkillers for his leg. He is still a good man. And even though, he hates everybody, and vice versa, he is still the greatest diagnostician, so they still cherish his existence. ü I love Dr. Chase, his accent, his nice hair, and his good looks! Dr. Cameron, on the other hand, finds admiration for Dr. House. She's a smart, sexy doctor! And Dr. Foreman, the black funny doctor! They are all matched for the series. I always laugh when I'm watching. I am now in Season 2! Yehey. :) I'll watch later.
Three - My High School and Boredom Story
So... I'm calling out all the seniors. AREN'T YOU EXCITED? THRILLED? RETREAT STARTS TOMORROW. I don't know if I should be sad or jumping with glee! This is one celebration for the Senior checklist, that earns a check this Wednesday. I think I should feel both. Sad, because, it's a sad thing! We'll be crying our asses out. Thinking of all the memories we've shared... Thinking that we are close to leaving. I can't imagine all of us going separate ways, but I think it's time. Jumping with glee, because it's a bonding moment for all of us!!! :) I might as well think of the two as good things. I realized that this life really worked out for me. I am so happy. I am so thankful for all the friends I have known in this life. I love them. :)
We are having this long vacation, since today is a holiday and the two days after this day is our retreat. I don't even know what holiday am I celebrating. Um. Is it sitting-all-day holiday? Hahaha. Well. I have been strutting myself into this seat for almost the whole day! Nyahaha. I am even starving myself, because the mirror is just beside me. I always see how fat I am turning every crouch and crunch, and every minute I remain in this swivelchair. Hahaha.
Tomorrow is my grandma's birthday! Many people are sure to come! She is having her celebration with a lot of food! Oh no. :) Since the 'handaan' is at lunch time, and since I am going to the retreat at one pm, maabutan ko pa ang masarap na kainan! YEHEY. :)
*I should be buying foodums today. For tomorrow's cracklings and dut duts. ;)
Four - RS MUSICAL!!!!
Yeah. Our school will be preparing for the RS MUSICAL: SENIOR YEAR! Every senior will take part in the play! Yeah. We are the stars! We are all so excited! We hope everyone supports our show! But before that, every senior shall release that inner confidence in him. If we want something successful, no shy guy shall hinder the plans! Talagang todo bigay lahat kung gusto diba! Walang hiya-hiya! Goodluck naman sakin! Hahaha. The casting crew already have the list.. And the script was already made. Kulang na lang talaga yung starting day of preparation, at ang readiness ng lahat! Hahaha.
I will play Sharpey for the 'I Want It All' song with Ryan. OMG. It's a bit long. I hope I can do it! Hahahaha. Goodluck to everyone! This is something we leave to the alma mater. :)
May God help us out! MWAAA Seniors.
Goodbye for one day! TOODLES! Labels: boredom, crush, happy, hot, House, life, school, seniors, vacation
 I'm hating today, and I think I'll be hating tomorrow also. ALAM NYO YUNG NAUUBUSAN NA KO NG GAGAWIN?? Aroy. I feel so helpless in this world. I am dead bored, I let boredom smack me at the butt. Where is my substance?? All I did today was to get rays from the monitor, get color blindness from the tv, get lazy, big bones from the bed, and get cups of fat from platefuls of food! I think I slept in the midafternoon, I barely noticed, even though this is, I think, one of the longest afternoons in my life. Lol. The sembreak starts to burn my candle off! I hate not having money, and not doing anything despite the laziness that's hugging me. Dapat pala magpapaped ako today, but the thing is, I was too crooked to get my ass off the bed and take a shower. ALAM NYO YUNG MAGULO AKONG TAO, NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN?? Lol. This is insane. I don't have someone to talk to in the house, since my dad is still thinking about himself, roaming around the globe like a bachelor. My two fugly brothers still have their classes. Why is our school the only school having this one week sembreak? And and, this should spell fun! But why is it killing me to the nth irritation? It was cold lying in front of the fan, was it raining? I yearned for the aqua blue blanket beside me. I flickered through channels and landed on ETC. I watched 'Parental Control', where these parents are itching to throw in the dumpster their daughter's boyfriend. The show is obviously scripted! Who will want to be shown in TV and be labeled as a loser, dumping garbage! I WILL, if there is money involved. ;p Well, look at me, I am totally desperate for some cash. My hand wants some crispy bills this time around. I finished the show and then shoved into HBO. It's Harry Potter and Order of The Phoenix. Glancing at the clock, it was 3.30 and my youngest filthy brother is at home. Since I am a selfish kid, I hurriedly changed channels. I don't want him owning the TV just because he's seen the HP movie right at the spot. Sayang! It was the perfect movie for the moment. Later on, I was enjoying my position in the bed, cuddled around a lot of pillows, and still the blanket on top of me, I stopped on Star Movies and knew that the movie is 'Just My Luck'. My other brother is addicted to that movie! And so, rather than watching it again, I looked for another good show. Ansama ko talagang tao! Pero anyway, pinagsalit-salit ko yung dalawang channels. Ako ang nahilo dahil sa sarili kong kaburautan, at WALA AKONG NAINTINDIHAN! Although naenjoy ko naman. HAHAHA. Right now, I don't have anything to talk about. I'm still pissed, because of GLOBE. Bakit wala pa din akong signal na matino? Nawawala-wala pa din siya? Nakakawalang-gana tuloy magtext. I miss the texting-slash-GM world. Hay. I am an internet whore these days dahil nga sa mapaklang reason na yon. KELAN BA TITINO ANG MGA BAGAY PARA SAKIN? Is my luck backfiring? Is God telling me na tama na ang swerte sayo, taste the bitterness of this world naman? NO, IT CAN'T BE! Tomorrow, I should be doing something different. Maghanap kaya ako ng taeng tatapakan, para maging swerte ako? O kundi naman, tumambay ako sa kahit na anong lugar at maghanap ng taong lalaitin para maging masaya! :DD I find myself boring. Nung nakausap ko nga si Franz yesterday, he was telling me that my life is so black and white. Wala man akong lovelife or anything. Pero I told him na I am happier with this than having a colorful one but with some sluts talking about me behind my back. And another, wala namang black and white na buhay, kahit nga ung mga prisoners in orange shirts, behind bars, naglelevel up pa din o kaya nagfifirst blood din in such circumstances. HAHAHA. This is insane.Wala kaming kasambahay sa bahay. Ang nanay ko nagtatrabaho sa Manila. Kaming dalawa ng tatay ko ang gumagawa ng chores,,,, and I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH. I hope you know what I mean. Siguro naman hindi lang ako yung nakakafeel nito. Baka pati yung iba din kaso wala silang magawa dahil wala naman talaga silang magagawa, or they are mere people who are used to it. On a daily basis ba naman kasi! If I was given a choice, I'd rather go to school than be stuck with this chores no! Obviously, kahit sino naman, yun ung pipiliin. Although these days, it's been hard for us, I rather look at it as lessons and EXERCISE na din! Syempre, magbubuhay college na, I don't want to grow old knowing nothing with the household chores, kahit papano dapat may alam ako. Pero,,, talagang may hate side e no? Ayoko na! Alam mo yung nakakasawa din? Haha. AGAIN,, ALAM MO YUNG MAGULO AKO NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN? :DD I am a zany. Okay, inaatake na ko ng backpains. This is a sign of enough computer. Pero how would you know it's enough e after this wala na kong gagawin? Should I sleep already? No. Sasayangin ko oras ko sa pagpikit ng mata, when there are a lot of beautiful things to do habang nakabukas. Alam mo yung someday mamamatay din tayo, at forever na tayong nakapikit? KAYA WAG NA TAYONG MATULOG! Let's just seize everyday with open eyelids. Lol. One thing I did pa pala today, is to clean my iTUNES. I sorted songs if it's meant to be deleted or to be kept. I have more than a thousand and I realized na hindi naman lahat yun type ko, so I slashed songs that I don't find appeasing to the ears. Tapos, nag-download ako ng mga songs to store. Ngayon ko nga lang pala napanuod yung Music Vid ng CRUSH - David Archuleta sa MTV. I was enthralled! He has grown, well I'm not really telling about his size and disposition, maybe nagmature yung face niya ng onti? If in the AmIdol days muka siyang 15, ngayon he looks 17. Infairness, that's a change! Hahaha. :D I feel happier now that I've wrote something. :DD So, this is saying bye. I'll conduct more itunes moments! :DD Labels: boredom, random, sembreak
 The balloons in the left are smiling. DEAD-smiling. BORED-smiling. ;;;| My eyes are hurt at this particular moment. I don't know if it's the radiation from the monitor, the heat sprangling into my eyeballs, or just my sleepy disorder. It's October 27, and guess what, I AM STUPENDOUSLY BORED. Please spank the face of the gray tongue in front of you, she extremely needs plant water splashing in her root-colored veins. *I kicked myself awake when the yellow clock's hands stopped at 7 and 6. It reads 7.30 hoe. I'll be attending a meeting with the SSG and Kalis, and it should be something exciting, but look at me, I LOOK DEAD RIGHT? I got out of my bed and realized that I am the only one in the house. So where are the zombies??? My druglord brothers are in their respective classes. My juggler dad is in his jogging session, and my cranky grandma is in the chicken market. I hurried into the breakfast table and saw a mess, grains-of-rice mess. Since I am a responsible tot, I finished my bowl of cereals and cleaned up the disturbia!! Not just because of my live arteries did I exercise my good deeds, but because it's too much eyesore for my struggling pupil! I did the dishes after, what a mighty deed. Lol. I ate my favorite breakfast cereal! = COOKIE CRISP! Yum. I missed the crunch and the mini chocolate chips. :]] I had a date with Armi at Mcdonalds! We met there in the morning, and we ate meriendunch there. Note: MERIENDA + LUNCH = meriendunch. We survived the sleeping pill we rode from school to park n shop. By the way, we hung out at school to talk of the Halloween Bazaar, the Kalis month, and the wrong letters in the school paper! Yep, the campus paper is out, but the limited edition only, for the journalists. ;p It had some typos but over-all, it's still the best among the rest! Come on, decade! Speak for me. :DD I had a talk with the tandem and they lectured me of the possibilities that might happen in the RSPC. Mam Daduds even asked me what kind of magic have I applied in my article? Lol. Good thing if I knew some alacadabra, sprikitik, hocus-pocus, but sincerely, I, myself, was shocked with my win. Well, I just played with simple words. After all, simplicity might still be the best policy. :]] Mamsi discussed a lot of stuffs. Of all the difficulties I might face since the RSPC is some place where all the brains wrestle to know who deserves to reign supreme! Well, I may rely on pure luck and chance. I maybe someone who is not as definite as others when it comes to writing, but still I put art and integrity in my work. ;p I enjoy in expressing, that's what it takes! :) She even asked if I already thanked God for everything. Of course I did! You've witnessed it in my posts before, right? I do pray a lot. :] And with the church as my fellow neighbor, who the conscience can resist a miss in a Sunday's mass? :DD The SSG room is a cozy place for DEAD, LAZY PEOPLE. I went back into the SSG room after the talk show and I hugged the not-so-fresh, Armi's-feet-smelling air from the fan and talked with the rest of the underworld dogs, Franz, Freddy, Tl, Armi, Pat, and Thea. The sandwich of the conversation was about the myriad and infinitesimal things happening around the globe. I had fun with the chitchat and rumors. (: SIGHT - SEEINGS! #1 I saw love birds (or just birds? I don't know!) hanging in their wheeled nest. Yes, you heard me right! A nest with wheels! The boy even denied of the fact that what we saw is a burning hot gossip. So tell me, whadda ya call it? The two of you together falling in line in a bus liner? Isolating yourself from the world? Texting a friend that you're just in the house when you're not? What's the point in lying of where you are if you don't consider it fresh gossip? Boy, you're still stupid! ;p ;p But seriously, where are you two from this early morning? THE SUN'S EARLY RAYS AND BOTH OF YOU TOGETHER, that's new and cranky! Anyway, I hate the two of you. You don't deserve each other, I think. Hate me for this or call me a kill joy, but where exactly is the joy I'm killing? Puh-lease. ;p
#2 I saw a cute guy. Okay lexy, if you have been reading this, you know him! I just saw him inside gstar and according to some news, he is the bestfriend of a Reggie hottie. ;p I wonder, how many hot guys exist in our small town? I should be readying my fishnet for more yummy-ness. Lol. But in this scenery of desperation, I might go cyanide fishing, even if it's dangerous fishing someone already a property of someone. Nyahaha.
#3 I love Alexandra's shirt! It's a black shirt with gold print saying, DELIKADO SI ALEX QUEVEDO. It's super alright, don't you think? Inna ordered it in the net, according to her. So, whoever you are, this is a free commercial! If ever I'll want pay, I want a shirt also. Lol.
I just realized today that Christmas is right around the bushes. I still haven't saved enough for kris kringle with friends and family, and I haven't got money to resuscitate my needs!! I want a lot for this celebration, but it looks like it's a December for me to suffer. The spirit of Christmas will always be there as long as there's love, anyway. It's a matter of thanksgiving and recollecting the true essence of Christmas, rejoicing the birth of Christ and not some extraordinaire extravagant gifts. :) It's 59 days till Yuletide.^I am bored and lazy, I might as well shut my mouth for now. ^Gimme a book to read, for the sake of shutting the hell up! ^Gimme a person to talk to, for speaking this shit out! ^Gimme a lovebird to love, for shrieking this heart out! ^Gimme a sky to fall for, for I need a long jump out of this sanity. ^ Please type a topic in my tag that you would like me to discuss. I will be grateful in answering your requests for tomorrow. :)*Night toodles! Labels: boredom, Christmas, meeting, sembreak, sight-seeing
 I just got home from a drowsy, heaty, super tiring day.... I forgot to tell about yesterday's raining when it's super hot, and the sun is shining. So, let me discuss the passage of today's ramblings. *I woke up to my dad's naggering. I slept around 11.30 because I finished my brother's project. I told him pa, Alam mo yung inaantok na ko, at may laban pa ko bukas? He doesn't even know it. At wala nman akong mgagwa, cause it's my dad who's been telling me to do it. I went furious red when my brother told my dad that I won't go with him downstairs to get his medicine! As in, sobrang nakakaewan! Nakabukas na ang ilaw at lahat... Andun pa nga yung lola ko sa baba. Minamadali ko na yung project nia, tapos ganun?? I refused to went down with him, since I was totally pissed. But then, my dad got super mad that I won't listen and so I was holding back my tears from the anxiety, stress, and super sleepiness... but then it ended soon, when I finished the project GLADLY. *I transferred my stuffs from my red-with-heart bag to my orang hawk bag. I don't know but I felt changing my bag. (: I ate slowly, churning the food as if I was having the last day of life. I WAS SUPER SLOW. I listened to my favorite songs in my iTunes, it was fun and lovely to be doing it early in the morning. I hate my dad. He doesn't even said good luck to me this day. He just cared of himself, on how to losing his friar belly. He went into early briskwalking kasi this day. As in ipinagmamalaki niya ung fun feeling of looking into that view, habang naglolose daw sia ng pounds. I wasn't even entertained, although I was happy about the satisfaction he gets from what he's doing. I totally miss my mom. Imagine, my mom is working in Manila but she is updated and concerned of me winning my category in Journalism. I super thought that my dad was selfish, but then I realized I'm wrong. I should just stop the stupidity, and this SENSELESS DRAMA! Lol. *I glanced at the clock and remembered Mam Daduya's last words, to be there before 7.30. It was still 7.15 and riding the tricycle won't take me 10 minutes because it will be too near for the wheels. I just realized that my brother went into his fieldtrip. I reminisced of my field trip moments. How everything went so memorable. And then I thought, Kung field trip ng St. Jo, panu yung mga sasali sa DSPC na tiga St. Jo? I guess, they sacrificed, and went to fight for the school instead. Tooo bad. If that happened to us, I'll be totally dramatizing! *I rode the tricycle and went quick to Tapinac Elem School. I got out of the vehicle and saw elementary people. Good thing I saw Levi Libog. Lol. I found someone to talk to, and then I saw Uno and Iang. We walked inside the gates, they just finished their flag ceremony. Until, we saw the tandem! Mamsi in pink and MamDaduds in yellow. Very much in contrasting and girly colors, I thought. So this is the most frightening day. Actually, tomorrow is... *We waited and waited. The RS people occupied the front seats in the Alumni Hall. We were 62 and the most number of delegates. I saw three balloons with hydrocephalus, with GO RS and the date today and tomorrow. Golly, it's big! We are all being superstitious since its the supposed 10th yr, so it is thrilling! We even rushed into today's newspapers to check our horoscopes and of course, our lucky colors and numbers! We we're all frantic of what could happen with the DSPC. All we can do is stay positive and very inspired. (: *Different students from different schools started to rummage inside the room. And we started filling out in the balloon. It will be thrown later,,, in the sky I mean. There were people there who are saying that our fate doesn't depend on the balloon. But who cares?? You are all jealous and envious and stupid enough! Lol. It was a very very good morning, and someone pisses off like that. Anyway, I wasn't affected even a bit. ;p The roll call started and we had this super cute yell, to the tune of USTE's cheer. Go Aress.. GO Aresss. Go Go Go Go! Iyell LLLL! *The schedule was announced. Too bad for me, my two slots are following each other. Feature will go first, to be followed by editorial, my original field. I was scared and nervous, but not nervous enough like the Speech Choir. All I have to do here is write with my pure heart and that's it. I just have to enjoy the flow of my pen. (: *We were all getting ready for feature writing. Here came Sir Ontuca with a bunch of laughs to share us. He told us to put humor, and slight greens into our feature. And then, we were told to proceed immediately to the rooms upstairs. The topic was THE CHAMPION'S CLUB: 13 WAYS WHY IT'S COOL TO EXCEL IN SCHOOL. I expected of a FYI/DIY Feature! We were right. (: I just laid out all my thoughts,,, then time came off. It was when I heard a voice from a microphone downstairs, stating that it's time for Editorial writing. I was forcing my pen to write as fast as ever!! Oh my gashhhh. I am panicking! I wish I did the best I can. I knew I did, anyway. *I paced myself and passed the paper. It was number 35. Then I went into the next room, for the editorial. They were there sitting and listening to the speaker. I hadn't felt any nervousness in my veins. Again, all I have to do is bring out my best. That is all. I graced effort enough. The discussion ended and it's time for another writing. I saw Bree making hand signs to get something from her. She said that MamDaduds gave me the chocolates so that I can think well. THE THING IS, I DIDN'T EAT YET! And now I'm surrendering myself into another article. I was relieved that I did my best. When I finished, I went down immediately. I felt safe but still scared.... I WISH FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME TOMORROW...*I felt my tummy rumbling. I asked Angelus to go with me, while I find myself into food. He agreed and we went into Jollibee in the mall. We decided to go to GSTAR after. As usual, the people and the animals are there. I was super hungry and I was bored after eating my Jolly Hotdog. But at last, I tasted food and iced tea! I longed for food. ;p *After that, I bugged people while they're playing. AND THEN EMMAN CAME! Awwww. I was touched. Lol. They'll play DOTA. And then I found myself screwed again,,, of the boredom... Good thing I saw Alex, a talkative one! I went with her to buy smoothies in 711 and then walked and talked about stuffs. But then we found ourselves coming back into GSTAR after peeking Val's and friends's eating at Mcdo. I need a pee. *We went back into the hot place. And then I found myself bored again! Muppet + Puto Pao are going home, so I went giddily with them. We decided to walk from GSTAR into Jollibee Rotonda. It was not far enough, but atleast I have something to do, I agreed. I bought my two donuts first in Gonuts... And then we saw this stall inside the Mardigras vicinity, buy 1 take 1 ice cream. The two of them thought of buying, until they realized it was fake! For 20.00 you get two scoops of ice cream! They thought, for P20.00 you can have 4 scoops of ice cream. The sign wasn't clear enough too bad. *I realized that I wanted different kinds of food but stupidly and sadly, I don't want to spend. I want to eat squidball! and mani! and fishball! I want to eat! FOODTRIP!! *We laughed along the road. Seeing 'kalbos' and hitting each other's heads! We sure had good laughs... Until, I saw Jollibee's head. I FELT THE SUPER TIRING MOMENT. I felt my body slump. I want to sleep, lie and everything. I WANT ITUNES! Then here, I landed myself once again. HERE. In this perfect spot. Talking non-stop to my monitor. And the keyboard understood it all.. TOMORROW IS NOT SOMETHING TO WORRY ABOUT. I HAD ALL MY HOPES UP. (: GOOD LUCK TO THAT! Labels: boredom, food, FUN, journalism, life, nervous
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 I woke up at six, and felt the cold december air. It felt so good, I went back dozing my ass off again. :) And so, I woke up at 10. WTTHE. Am I that sleepy? Did I need that long sleep? Siguro kung hindi ako natulog uli, inaantok ako ngayon. So okay na din. Lol. Someone texted, saying that it's Holy Guacamole December once again! Nun ko lang narealize na, oh no, it is really december hugging my thighs and everything. By the way, I shifted to this simple-looking layout because I think it defines me. It's colors are girly, but I love it over-all! :) So... What am I gonna talk about? I got two stories to tell. One is my fantasy of my ever-good looking crush. :) Another is my addiction to House. And one more thing, so it's three pala. My high school story and this boredom that keep me tucked in. Meron pa pala! O four na. Yung RS Musical. :) One - CRUSH!!!!!
Yesterday is Sunday, right? So since it was a weekly ritual to visit God every Sunday, we went to church. But this Sunday was a different Sunday. :) Usually, we go to St. Joseph for the mass. The whole family attends the 6 PM mass. If you remember, this is the time slot where I get to see my past crush altar boy. But seriously now, I don't find him cute anymore. HAHAHA. So proceeding to my story, even though we are living beside the church, we still find ourselves rushing. Oo. Lagi padin kaming late. HAHAHA. Since I just finished taking a bath and I am still preparing myself,, and my brothers also, my mom and dad went to church first. We always stay in this one place, so we know where to proceed. But then, when we finished fixing ourselves, my dad came back saying that we shall go to Columban na lang. The reason? He saw his bestfrenemy. Was he that mad that we need to adjust for this enemy?? Maybe, he is thinking that he can't concentrate with this man in diameter. I was just shocked of this 'too much staying away'. But I thought, so what, if we're going to Columban??
We then went to the second choice church and marched off. We chose a place outside, since the pews are all occupied and.. and it's cold outside. :) Bearable than inside. I was concentrating myself when suddenly, a car unloaded its passengers just beside me. I looked around, because if any car will do that, that will be my first reaction. And I notice everything as always, and I am not busy with anything, so I glanced back. When I saw who came down the car, it was my ultimate crush!!!!!! Oo! Ultimate to the level na matagal ko na siyang hinahanap. Di ko alam bat di ko na siya nakikita. Pero sobrang napangiti ako nung nakita ko siya! He's with the whole family. :)
He changed a lot, pare! Tumaba siya! But I don't know if that's fat or muscle, basta his body suited his face. :) His face is so white and looks so smooth. Super gwapeeng talaga. He is wearing this green striped sweater, parang Nate ba! Tumangkad din siya! Grabe. His fashion sense changed. Dati super gangster yon e. Ewan ko kung anong nangyare ngayon! Para siyang model. Oh God. Nag-thank you ako kagad kay God. Hahaha. And.. I really felt pink swirls rounding my cheeks. Bigla akong lumipat ng pwesto, kasi uncomfortable na sobrang lapit lang niya sakin. Baka mapatingin ako ng mapatingin, maweirdohan saken! HAHAHA. So I went beside my brother. Lumipat ako sa kabila, pero in that exact place, natatanaw ko pa din siya from the window. TAE! Parang love at first sight na ewan! Hahaha.
Kabatch ko lang tong guy na to e! I had a crush on him since the day I saw him when we were just kindergarten students. He studied in my brother's school and I went into a different school. Up to nung nakita ko siya nung third year, krush ko pa din siya e. But sadly nung time na yon, he has his beautiful girlfriend. Nalungkot talaga ako. HAHAHA. Now, I saw him texting when the mass is currently going on, so I thought, he might still have a girlfriend. It's so sad...
Yun. The mass ended. I glance at him every three minutes. Hahaha. I am satisfied with that. Sobrang saya ko na na nakita ko siya nung gabing yon! Some part of my body told me that I want a boyfriend. :p I WANT HIM.
SANA MAKITA KO SIYA ULE!!!! :ppp Nakikiusap ulit ako kay destiny!
JASPER, baby! Hopefully, no one who is connected to him ang makabasa nito. ;p
Two - House!!!!!
In this long vacation of mine, I always take a dose of House. Yeah. The sitcom with the silly doctor. He looks so funny. I realized that he looks exactly like Bart Simpson! HAHAHAHA. It's so crookedly funny!!! House is a sarcastic doctor, who loves teasing and irritating people with his irritating attitude. He is a miserable cripple, and he is a drug addict. Addicted to Vicodin, his painkillers for his leg. He is still a good man. And even though, he hates everybody, and vice versa, he is still the greatest diagnostician, so they still cherish his existence. ü I love Dr. Chase, his accent, his nice hair, and his good looks! Dr. Cameron, on the other hand, finds admiration for Dr. House. She's a smart, sexy doctor! And Dr. Foreman, the black funny doctor! They are all matched for the series. I always laugh when I'm watching. I am now in Season 2! Yehey. :) I'll watch later.
Three - My High School and Boredom Story
So... I'm calling out all the seniors. AREN'T YOU EXCITED? THRILLED? RETREAT STARTS TOMORROW. I don't know if I should be sad or jumping with glee! This is one celebration for the Senior checklist, that earns a check this Wednesday. I think I should feel both. Sad, because, it's a sad thing! We'll be crying our asses out. Thinking of all the memories we've shared... Thinking that we are close to leaving. I can't imagine all of us going separate ways, but I think it's time. Jumping with glee, because it's a bonding moment for all of us!!! :) I might as well think of the two as good things. I realized that this life really worked out for me. I am so happy. I am so thankful for all the friends I have known in this life. I love them. :)
We are having this long vacation, since today is a holiday and the two days after this day is our retreat. I don't even know what holiday am I celebrating. Um. Is it sitting-all-day holiday? Hahaha. Well. I have been strutting myself into this seat for almost the whole day! Nyahaha. I am even starving myself, because the mirror is just beside me. I always see how fat I am turning every crouch and crunch, and every minute I remain in this swivelchair. Hahaha.
Tomorrow is my grandma's birthday! Many people are sure to come! She is having her celebration with a lot of food! Oh no. :) Since the 'handaan' is at lunch time, and since I am going to the retreat at one pm, maabutan ko pa ang masarap na kainan! YEHEY. :)
*I should be buying foodums today. For tomorrow's cracklings and dut duts. ;)
Four - RS MUSICAL!!!!
Yeah. Our school will be preparing for the RS MUSICAL: SENIOR YEAR! Every senior will take part in the play! Yeah. We are the stars! We are all so excited! We hope everyone supports our show! But before that, every senior shall release that inner confidence in him. If we want something successful, no shy guy shall hinder the plans! Talagang todo bigay lahat kung gusto diba! Walang hiya-hiya! Goodluck naman sakin! Hahaha. The casting crew already have the list.. And the script was already made. Kulang na lang talaga yung starting day of preparation, at ang readiness ng lahat! Hahaha.
I will play Sharpey for the 'I Want It All' song with Ryan. OMG. It's a bit long. I hope I can do it! Hahahaha. Goodluck to everyone! This is something we leave to the alma mater. :)
May God help us out! MWAAA Seniors.
Goodbye for one day! TOODLES! Labels: boredom, crush, happy, hot, House, life, school, seniors, vacation
 I'm hating today, and I think I'll be hating tomorrow also. ALAM NYO YUNG NAUUBUSAN NA KO NG GAGAWIN?? Aroy. I feel so helpless in this world. I am dead bored, I let boredom smack me at the butt. Where is my substance?? All I did today was to get rays from the monitor, get color blindness from the tv, get lazy, big bones from the bed, and get cups of fat from platefuls of food! I think I slept in the midafternoon, I barely noticed, even though this is, I think, one of the longest afternoons in my life. Lol. The sembreak starts to burn my candle off! I hate not having money, and not doing anything despite the laziness that's hugging me. Dapat pala magpapaped ako today, but the thing is, I was too crooked to get my ass off the bed and take a shower. ALAM NYO YUNG MAGULO AKONG TAO, NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN?? Lol. This is insane. I don't have someone to talk to in the house, since my dad is still thinking about himself, roaming around the globe like a bachelor. My two fugly brothers still have their classes. Why is our school the only school having this one week sembreak? And and, this should spell fun! But why is it killing me to the nth irritation? It was cold lying in front of the fan, was it raining? I yearned for the aqua blue blanket beside me. I flickered through channels and landed on ETC. I watched 'Parental Control', where these parents are itching to throw in the dumpster their daughter's boyfriend. The show is obviously scripted! Who will want to be shown in TV and be labeled as a loser, dumping garbage! I WILL, if there is money involved. ;p Well, look at me, I am totally desperate for some cash. My hand wants some crispy bills this time around. I finished the show and then shoved into HBO. It's Harry Potter and Order of The Phoenix. Glancing at the clock, it was 3.30 and my youngest filthy brother is at home. Since I am a selfish kid, I hurriedly changed channels. I don't want him owning the TV just because he's seen the HP movie right at the spot. Sayang! It was the perfect movie for the moment. Later on, I was enjoying my position in the bed, cuddled around a lot of pillows, and still the blanket on top of me, I stopped on Star Movies and knew that the movie is 'Just My Luck'. My other brother is addicted to that movie! And so, rather than watching it again, I looked for another good show. Ansama ko talagang tao! Pero anyway, pinagsalit-salit ko yung dalawang channels. Ako ang nahilo dahil sa sarili kong kaburautan, at WALA AKONG NAINTINDIHAN! Although naenjoy ko naman. HAHAHA. Right now, I don't have anything to talk about. I'm still pissed, because of GLOBE. Bakit wala pa din akong signal na matino? Nawawala-wala pa din siya? Nakakawalang-gana tuloy magtext. I miss the texting-slash-GM world. Hay. I am an internet whore these days dahil nga sa mapaklang reason na yon. KELAN BA TITINO ANG MGA BAGAY PARA SAKIN? Is my luck backfiring? Is God telling me na tama na ang swerte sayo, taste the bitterness of this world naman? NO, IT CAN'T BE! Tomorrow, I should be doing something different. Maghanap kaya ako ng taeng tatapakan, para maging swerte ako? O kundi naman, tumambay ako sa kahit na anong lugar at maghanap ng taong lalaitin para maging masaya! :DD I find myself boring. Nung nakausap ko nga si Franz yesterday, he was telling me that my life is so black and white. Wala man akong lovelife or anything. Pero I told him na I am happier with this than having a colorful one but with some sluts talking about me behind my back. And another, wala namang black and white na buhay, kahit nga ung mga prisoners in orange shirts, behind bars, naglelevel up pa din o kaya nagfifirst blood din in such circumstances. HAHAHA. This is insane.Wala kaming kasambahay sa bahay. Ang nanay ko nagtatrabaho sa Manila. Kaming dalawa ng tatay ko ang gumagawa ng chores,,,, and I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH. I hope you know what I mean. Siguro naman hindi lang ako yung nakakafeel nito. Baka pati yung iba din kaso wala silang magawa dahil wala naman talaga silang magagawa, or they are mere people who are used to it. On a daily basis ba naman kasi! If I was given a choice, I'd rather go to school than be stuck with this chores no! Obviously, kahit sino naman, yun ung pipiliin. Although these days, it's been hard for us, I rather look at it as lessons and EXERCISE na din! Syempre, magbubuhay college na, I don't want to grow old knowing nothing with the household chores, kahit papano dapat may alam ako. Pero,,, talagang may hate side e no? Ayoko na! Alam mo yung nakakasawa din? Haha. AGAIN,, ALAM MO YUNG MAGULO AKO NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN? :DD I am a zany. Okay, inaatake na ko ng backpains. This is a sign of enough computer. Pero how would you know it's enough e after this wala na kong gagawin? Should I sleep already? No. Sasayangin ko oras ko sa pagpikit ng mata, when there are a lot of beautiful things to do habang nakabukas. Alam mo yung someday mamamatay din tayo, at forever na tayong nakapikit? KAYA WAG NA TAYONG MATULOG! Let's just seize everyday with open eyelids. Lol. One thing I did pa pala today, is to clean my iTUNES. I sorted songs if it's meant to be deleted or to be kept. I have more than a thousand and I realized na hindi naman lahat yun type ko, so I slashed songs that I don't find appeasing to the ears. Tapos, nag-download ako ng mga songs to store. Ngayon ko nga lang pala napanuod yung Music Vid ng CRUSH - David Archuleta sa MTV. I was enthralled! He has grown, well I'm not really telling about his size and disposition, maybe nagmature yung face niya ng onti? If in the AmIdol days muka siyang 15, ngayon he looks 17. Infairness, that's a change! Hahaha. :D I feel happier now that I've wrote something. :DD So, this is saying bye. I'll conduct more itunes moments! :DD Labels: boredom, random, sembreak
 The balloons in the left are smiling. DEAD-smiling. BORED-smiling. ;;;| My eyes are hurt at this particular moment. I don't know if it's the radiation from the monitor, the heat sprangling into my eyeballs, or just my sleepy disorder. It's October 27, and guess what, I AM STUPENDOUSLY BORED. Please spank the face of the gray tongue in front of you, she extremely needs plant water splashing in her root-colored veins. *I kicked myself awake when the yellow clock's hands stopped at 7 and 6. It reads 7.30 hoe. I'll be attending a meeting with the SSG and Kalis, and it should be something exciting, but look at me, I LOOK DEAD RIGHT? I got out of my bed and realized that I am the only one in the house. So where are the zombies??? My druglord brothers are in their respective classes. My juggler dad is in his jogging session, and my cranky grandma is in the chicken market. I hurried into the breakfast table and saw a mess, grains-of-rice mess. Since I am a responsible tot, I finished my bowl of cereals and cleaned up the disturbia!! Not just because of my live arteries did I exercise my good deeds, but because it's too much eyesore for my struggling pupil! I did the dishes after, what a mighty deed. Lol. I ate my favorite breakfast cereal! = COOKIE CRISP! Yum. I missed the crunch and the mini chocolate chips. :]] I had a date with Armi at Mcdonalds! We met there in the morning, and we ate meriendunch there. Note: MERIENDA + LUNCH = meriendunch. We survived the sleeping pill we rode from school to park n shop. By the way, we hung out at school to talk of the Halloween Bazaar, the Kalis month, and the wrong letters in the school paper! Yep, the campus paper is out, but the limited edition only, for the journalists. ;p It had some typos but over-all, it's still the best among the rest! Come on, decade! Speak for me. :DD I had a talk with the tandem and they lectured me of the possibilities that might happen in the RSPC. Mam Daduds even asked me what kind of magic have I applied in my article? Lol. Good thing if I knew some alacadabra, sprikitik, hocus-pocus, but sincerely, I, myself, was shocked with my win. Well, I just played with simple words. After all, simplicity might still be the best policy. :]] Mamsi discussed a lot of stuffs. Of all the difficulties I might face since the RSPC is some place where all the brains wrestle to know who deserves to reign supreme! Well, I may rely on pure luck and chance. I maybe someone who is not as definite as others when it comes to writing, but still I put art and integrity in my work. ;p I enjoy in expressing, that's what it takes! :) She even asked if I already thanked God for everything. Of course I did! You've witnessed it in my posts before, right? I do pray a lot. :] And with the church as my fellow neighbor, who the conscience can resist a miss in a Sunday's mass? :DD The SSG room is a cozy place for DEAD, LAZY PEOPLE. I went back into the SSG room after the talk show and I hugged the not-so-fresh, Armi's-feet-smelling air from the fan and talked with the rest of the underworld dogs, Franz, Freddy, Tl, Armi, Pat, and Thea. The sandwich of the conversation was about the myriad and infinitesimal things happening around the globe. I had fun with the chitchat and rumors. (: SIGHT - SEEINGS! #1 I saw love birds (or just birds? I don't know!) hanging in their wheeled nest. Yes, you heard me right! A nest with wheels! The boy even denied of the fact that what we saw is a burning hot gossip. So tell me, whadda ya call it? The two of you together falling in line in a bus liner? Isolating yourself from the world? Texting a friend that you're just in the house when you're not? What's the point in lying of where you are if you don't consider it fresh gossip? Boy, you're still stupid! ;p ;p But seriously, where are you two from this early morning? THE SUN'S EARLY RAYS AND BOTH OF YOU TOGETHER, that's new and cranky! Anyway, I hate the two of you. You don't deserve each other, I think. Hate me for this or call me a kill joy, but where exactly is the joy I'm killing? Puh-lease. ;p
#2 I saw a cute guy. Okay lexy, if you have been reading this, you know him! I just saw him inside gstar and according to some news, he is the bestfriend of a Reggie hottie. ;p I wonder, how many hot guys exist in our small town? I should be readying my fishnet for more yummy-ness. Lol. But in this scenery of desperation, I might go cyanide fishing, even if it's dangerous fishing someone already a property of someone. Nyahaha.
#3 I love Alexandra's shirt! It's a black shirt with gold print saying, DELIKADO SI ALEX QUEVEDO. It's super alright, don't you think? Inna ordered it in the net, according to her. So, whoever you are, this is a free commercial! If ever I'll want pay, I want a shirt also. Lol.
I just realized today that Christmas is right around the bushes. I still haven't saved enough for kris kringle with friends and family, and I haven't got money to resuscitate my needs!! I want a lot for this celebration, but it looks like it's a December for me to suffer. The spirit of Christmas will always be there as long as there's love, anyway. It's a matter of thanksgiving and recollecting the true essence of Christmas, rejoicing the birth of Christ and not some extraordinaire extravagant gifts. :) It's 59 days till Yuletide.^I am bored and lazy, I might as well shut my mouth for now. ^Gimme a book to read, for the sake of shutting the hell up! ^Gimme a person to talk to, for speaking this shit out! ^Gimme a lovebird to love, for shrieking this heart out! ^Gimme a sky to fall for, for I need a long jump out of this sanity. ^ Please type a topic in my tag that you would like me to discuss. I will be grateful in answering your requests for tomorrow. :)*Night toodles! Labels: boredom, Christmas, meeting, sembreak, sight-seeing
 I just got home from a drowsy, heaty, super tiring day.... I forgot to tell about yesterday's raining when it's super hot, and the sun is shining. So, let me discuss the passage of today's ramblings. *I woke up to my dad's naggering. I slept around 11.30 because I finished my brother's project. I told him pa, Alam mo yung inaantok na ko, at may laban pa ko bukas? He doesn't even know it. At wala nman akong mgagwa, cause it's my dad who's been telling me to do it. I went furious red when my brother told my dad that I won't go with him downstairs to get his medicine! As in, sobrang nakakaewan! Nakabukas na ang ilaw at lahat... Andun pa nga yung lola ko sa baba. Minamadali ko na yung project nia, tapos ganun?? I refused to went down with him, since I was totally pissed. But then, my dad got super mad that I won't listen and so I was holding back my tears from the anxiety, stress, and super sleepiness... but then it ended soon, when I finished the project GLADLY. *I transferred my stuffs from my red-with-heart bag to my orang hawk bag. I don't know but I felt changing my bag. (: I ate slowly, churning the food as if I was having the last day of life. I WAS SUPER SLOW. I listened to my favorite songs in my iTunes, it was fun and lovely to be doing it early in the morning. I hate my dad. He doesn't even said good luck to me this day. He just cared of himself, on how to losing his friar belly. He went into early briskwalking kasi this day. As in ipinagmamalaki niya ung fun feeling of looking into that view, habang naglolose daw sia ng pounds. I wasn't even entertained, although I was happy about the satisfaction he gets from what he's doing. I totally miss my mom. Imagine, my mom is working in Manila but she is updated and concerned of me winning my category in Journalism. I super thought that my dad was selfish, but then I realized I'm wrong. I should just stop the stupidity, and this SENSELESS DRAMA! Lol. *I glanced at the clock and remembered Mam Daduya's last words, to be there before 7.30. It was still 7.15 and riding the tricycle won't take me 10 minutes because it will be too near for the wheels. I just realized that my brother went into his fieldtrip. I reminisced of my field trip moments. How everything went so memorable. And then I thought, Kung field trip ng St. Jo, panu yung mga sasali sa DSPC na tiga St. Jo? I guess, they sacrificed, and went to fight for the school instead. Tooo bad. If that happened to us, I'll be totally dramatizing! *I rode the tricycle and went quick to Tapinac Elem School. I got out of the vehicle and saw elementary people. Good thing I saw Levi Libog. Lol. I found someone to talk to, and then I saw Uno and Iang. We walked inside the gates, they just finished their flag ceremony. Until, we saw the tandem! Mamsi in pink and MamDaduds in yellow. Very much in contrasting and girly colors, I thought. So this is the most frightening day. Actually, tomorrow is... *We waited and waited. The RS people occupied the front seats in the Alumni Hall. We were 62 and the most number of delegates. I saw three balloons with hydrocephalus, with GO RS and the date today and tomorrow. Golly, it's big! We are all being superstitious since its the supposed 10th yr, so it is thrilling! We even rushed into today's newspapers to check our horoscopes and of course, our lucky colors and numbers! We we're all frantic of what could happen with the DSPC. All we can do is stay positive and very inspired. (: *Different students from different schools started to rummage inside the room. And we started filling out in the balloon. It will be thrown later,,, in the sky I mean. There were people there who are saying that our fate doesn't depend on the balloon. But who cares?? You are all jealous and envious and stupid enough! Lol. It was a very very good morning, and someone pisses off like that. Anyway, I wasn't affected even a bit. ;p The roll call started and we had this super cute yell, to the tune of USTE's cheer. Go Aress.. GO Aresss. Go Go Go Go! Iyell LLLL! *The schedule was announced. Too bad for me, my two slots are following each other. Feature will go first, to be followed by editorial, my original field. I was scared and nervous, but not nervous enough like the Speech Choir. All I have to do here is write with my pure heart and that's it. I just have to enjoy the flow of my pen. (: *We were all getting ready for feature writing. Here came Sir Ontuca with a bunch of laughs to share us. He told us to put humor, and slight greens into our feature. And then, we were told to proceed immediately to the rooms upstairs. The topic was THE CHAMPION'S CLUB: 13 WAYS WHY IT'S COOL TO EXCEL IN SCHOOL. I expected of a FYI/DIY Feature! We were right. (: I just laid out all my thoughts,,, then time came off. It was when I heard a voice from a microphone downstairs, stating that it's time for Editorial writing. I was forcing my pen to write as fast as ever!! Oh my gashhhh. I am panicking! I wish I did the best I can. I knew I did, anyway. *I paced myself and passed the paper. It was number 35. Then I went into the next room, for the editorial. They were there sitting and listening to the speaker. I hadn't felt any nervousness in my veins. Again, all I have to do is bring out my best. That is all. I graced effort enough. The discussion ended and it's time for another writing. I saw Bree making hand signs to get something from her. She said that MamDaduds gave me the chocolates so that I can think well. THE THING IS, I DIDN'T EAT YET! And now I'm surrendering myself into another article. I was relieved that I did my best. When I finished, I went down immediately. I felt safe but still scared.... I WISH FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN TO ME TOMORROW...*I felt my tummy rumbling. I asked Angelus to go with me, while I find myself into food. He agreed and we went into Jollibee in the mall. We decided to go to GSTAR after. As usual, the people and the animals are there. I was super hungry and I was bored after eating my Jolly Hotdog. But at last, I tasted food and iced tea! I longed for food. ;p *After that, I bugged people while they're playing. AND THEN EMMAN CAME! Awwww. I was touched. Lol. They'll play DOTA. And then I found myself screwed again,,, of the boredom... Good thing I saw Alex, a talkative one! I went with her to buy smoothies in 711 and then walked and talked about stuffs. But then we found ourselves coming back into GSTAR after peeking Val's and friends's eating at Mcdo. I need a pee. *We went back into the hot place. And then I found myself bored again! Muppet + Puto Pao are going home, so I went giddily with them. We decided to walk from GSTAR into Jollibee Rotonda. It was not far enough, but atleast I have something to do, I agreed. I bought my two donuts first in Gonuts... And then we saw this stall inside the Mardigras vicinity, buy 1 take 1 ice cream. The two of them thought of buying, until they realized it was fake! For 20.00 you get two scoops of ice cream! They thought, for P20.00 you can have 4 scoops of ice cream. The sign wasn't clear enough too bad. *I realized that I wanted different kinds of food but stupidly and sadly, I don't want to spend. I want to eat squidball! and mani! and fishball! I want to eat! FOODTRIP!! *We laughed along the road. Seeing 'kalbos' and hitting each other's heads! We sure had good laughs... Until, I saw Jollibee's head. I FELT THE SUPER TIRING MOMENT. I felt my body slump. I want to sleep, lie and everything. I WANT ITUNES! Then here, I landed myself once again. HERE. In this perfect spot. Talking non-stop to my monitor. And the keyboard understood it all.. TOMORROW IS NOT SOMETHING TO WORRY ABOUT. I HAD ALL MY HOPES UP. (: GOOD LUCK TO THAT! Labels: boredom, food, FUN, journalism, life, nervous
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