I'm hating today, and I think I'll be hating tomorrow also. ALAM NYO YUNG NAUUBUSAN NA KO NG GAGAWIN?? Aroy. I feel so helpless in this world. I am dead bored, I let boredom smack me at the butt. Where is my substance?? All I did today was to get rays from the monitor, get color blindness from the tv, get lazy, big bones from the bed, and get cups of fat from platefuls of food! I think I slept in the midafternoon, I barely noticed, even though this is, I think, one of the longest afternoons in my life. Lol.

The sembreak starts to burn my candle off! I hate not having money, and not doing anything despite the laziness that's hugging me. Dapat pala magpapaped ako today, but the thing is, I was too crooked to get my ass off the bed and take a shower. ALAM NYO YUNG MAGULO AKONG TAO, NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN?? Lol. This is insane.

I don't have someone to talk to in the house, since my dad is still thinking about himself, roaming around the globe like a bachelor. My two fugly brothers still have their classes. Why is our school the only school having this one week sembreak? And and, this should spell fun! But why is it killing me to the nth irritation?

It was cold lying in front of the fan, was it raining? I yearned for the aqua blue blanket beside me. I flickered through channels and landed on ETC. I watched 'Parental Control', where these parents are itching to throw in the dumpster their daughter's boyfriend. The show is obviously scripted! Who will want to be shown in TV and be labeled as a loser, dumping garbage! I WILL, if there is money involved. ;p Well, look at me, I am totally desperate for some cash. My hand wants some crispy bills this time around.

I finished the show and then shoved into HBO. It's Harry Potter and Order of The Phoenix. Glancing at the clock, it was 3.30 and my youngest filthy brother is at home. Since I am a selfish kid, I hurriedly changed channels. I don't want him owning the TV just because he's seen the HP movie right at the spot.

Sayang! It was the perfect movie for the moment. Later on, I was enjoying my position in the bed, cuddled around a lot of pillows, and still the blanket on top of me, I stopped on Star Movies and knew that the movie is 'Just My Luck'. My other brother is addicted to that movie! And so, rather than watching it again, I looked for another good show. Ansama ko talagang tao! Pero anyway, pinagsalit-salit ko yung dalawang channels. Ako ang nahilo dahil sa sarili kong kaburautan, at WALA AKONG NAINTINDIHAN! Although naenjoy ko naman. HAHAHA.

Right now, I don't have anything to talk about. I'm still pissed, because of GLOBE. Bakit wala pa din akong signal na matino? Nawawala-wala pa din siya? Nakakawalang-gana tuloy magtext. I miss the texting-slash-GM world. Hay. I am an internet whore these days dahil nga sa mapaklang reason na yon. KELAN BA TITINO ANG MGA BAGAY PARA SAKIN? Is my luck backfiring? Is God telling me na tama na ang swerte sayo, taste the bitterness of this world naman? NO, IT CAN'T BE!

Tomorrow, I should be doing something different. Maghanap kaya ako ng taeng tatapakan, para maging swerte ako? O kundi naman, tumambay ako sa kahit na anong lugar at maghanap ng taong lalaitin para maging masaya! :DD I find myself boring. Nung nakausap ko nga si Franz yesterday, he was telling me that my life is so black and white. Wala man akong lovelife or anything. Pero I told him na I am happier with this than having a colorful one but with some sluts talking about me behind my back. And another, wala namang black and white na buhay, kahit nga ung mga prisoners in orange shirts, behind bars, naglelevel up pa din o kaya nagfifirst blood din in such circumstances. HAHAHA. This is insane.

Wala kaming kasambahay sa bahay. Ang nanay ko nagtatrabaho sa Manila. Kaming dalawa ng tatay ko ang gumagawa ng chores,,,, and I ALREADY HAD ENOUGH. I hope you know what I mean. Siguro naman hindi lang ako yung nakakafeel nito. Baka pati yung iba din kaso wala silang magawa dahil wala naman talaga silang magagawa, or they are mere people who are used to it. On a daily basis ba naman kasi! If I was given a choice, I'd rather go to school than be stuck with this chores no! Obviously, kahit sino naman, yun ung pipiliin. Although these days, it's been hard for us, I rather look at it as lessons and EXERCISE na din! Syempre, magbubuhay college na, I don't want to grow old knowing nothing with the household chores, kahit papano dapat may alam ako. Pero,,, talagang may hate side e no? Ayoko na! Alam mo yung nakakasawa din? Haha. AGAIN,, ALAM MO YUNG MAGULO AKO NA NAGHAHANAP NG GAGAWIN PERO TAMAD NAMAN? :DD I am a zany.

Okay, inaatake na ko ng backpains. This is a sign of enough computer. Pero how would you know it's enough e after this wala na kong gagawin? Should I sleep already? No. Sasayangin ko oras ko sa pagpikit ng mata, when there are a lot of beautiful things to do habang nakabukas. Alam mo yung someday mamamatay din tayo, at forever na tayong nakapikit? KAYA WAG NA TAYONG MATULOG! Let's just seize everyday with open eyelids. Lol.

One thing I did pa pala today, is to clean my iTUNES. I sorted songs if it's meant to be deleted or to be kept. I have more than a thousand and I realized na hindi naman lahat yun type ko, so I slashed songs that I don't find appeasing to the ears. Tapos, nag-download ako ng mga songs to store. Ngayon ko nga lang pala napanuod yung Music Vid ng CRUSH - David Archuleta sa MTV. I was enthralled! He has grown, well I'm not really telling about his size and disposition, maybe nagmature yung face niya ng onti? If in the AmIdol days muka siyang 15, ngayon he looks 17. Infairness, that's a change! Hahaha. :D I feel happier now that I've wrote something. :DD

So, this is saying bye. I'll conduct more itunes moments! :DD

Labels: boredom, random, sembreak

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